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#fadybouaz  You Are Here My dear love,   You left me,  You are silent   For a long time ago.  But my beloved,  You are here,   With my love for you.    I always look at your beautiful pictures,   To dream my love dreams with you, as always.   I want to dream many love dreams with you.  When will you come here in person again.   I want my love dreams with you to come true, for us to be our love reality together.   I will do what I want to do with you,   You will enjoy your time here   With me in my love plans for you.   Yeah, my dear love,   You will love it.   I promise you that,   When you are here in person,   I will make you so happy always.  I love you more than love.   You make me so sad now,   Because you are far from me,  But you own my feelings,   With my heart's love for you  With my soul's adoration of you.   My dear love,  Like a lovely specter,  You are here. @FadyBouaz All rights reserved ©️ Saturday 1/3/2025 #fadybouaz  أنت هنا حبيبتي العزيزة،  لقد تركتيني،  أنت ص...

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#fadybouaz I Hope That My sweet dear,   I hope that it is destined for us to be two lovers together, always, truly.   I can't imagine that my world would be the same as it was before I saw your beauty and knew your kindness and goodness.   You changed everything in my world,   Because nothing in my world is valuable to me or deserving of my love except you, whom I love so much and adore more and more.   Only you, whom I want so much.   Only you, who make me very happy in my love dreams with you.   You always make me imagine and dream about my love for you,   That you are really with me, as I always wish.   And you are my wife, and the mother of our children.   But unfortunately, all of that is just dreams and imaginations of your loyal lover, always.   I know that in this life, my hopes of being with you will not come true, and my dreams and imaginations will not become a reality with you, with the love we share together.   I pray to God to give me the chance to be with you, truly,...

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#fadybouaz My Love Forever Always My love forever always,   I am still so sick.   You make it difficult for me.  To accept that you will not come to me.   I dreamed that I hugged you,   As if I were afraid that you would not be with me,   As if my soul were leaving my body,   Without your presence really here with me.   All I want is to sleep and never wake up,   If I can't find you with me.   I said before that you are   My half soul, my soul mate, But I know that you are now my soul.   I said that you are my heartbeat,   But I know that you are now my heart.   You are the warmth of life inside me.   Please, my dear love, have mercy on me.   You torture me more than I can bear.   My love for you in your far away   Makes me suffer and cry.   I love you so much.   Be the cure for my heart's wounds,   Be the happiness in my life.   Let me forget with you   My disappointment, my sadness,   All my miserable, lonely life.   I want you, my dear love, forever always,   To be the sunri...

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#fadybouaz We Are All I am like you,   And you are like me.   We are like them,   And they are like us.   We are all humans,   We are all like each other.   We all have feelings,   And our thoughts   Are the echoes of our feelings. @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 1/3/2020

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#fadybouaz Our Lives Everything is going   As God wills,   Always.   Our lives   Are temporary journeys   Have ends,   But the souls   Will meet together   Again and again   In new life journeys,   We call them   Our lives. @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 1/3 /2020

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#fadybouaz Amen 🙏 God, give us what is enough for us to live.   God, save us from the devil and his evil games.   God, remove poverty and bring to our world love, peace, no racism, justice, and equality.   God, give us the wisdom to know that our lives are hard tests, through which we prove our faith, love, and obedience to You alone, my God, so that we may return to heaven, which we left at the beginning through the seduction of the devil.   Amen, God Almighty 🙏 @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 1/2 /2021

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#fadybouaz But unfortunately When I look at your very beautiful picture,   I see in you everything I want and everything I’ve ever wished for.   I see in you the girl of my dreams,   The one I’ve always asked fate about,   "Where is she who will be my inspiration to love?"   Then I saw you, and you were the answer to my question,   To be eternal lover for you,  Enchanted by your beauty and kindness.   And I knew my search for you had ended,   And there is no need to look at any woman but you   After I saw you,   And you spread happiness in the days of my life,  With your beautiful smile that lights up my world,   Just as the sun lights up my days,   And warms my cold feelings.  Your very beautiful face light up my world of love for you, Just as the moon and stars light up the darkness of the nights.  Your eyes are the paradise of my beautiful love,   Where I live in great adoration for you.   But unfortunately,  the beautiful paradise of love,   Closed its eyes,   The warmth ...

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#fadybouaz  You Know That I Love You My dear love,   You know that I love you,   But you are so far away from me,   You are not here with me in person, really.   Without you, I am not happy.   My heart is so sick with love for you.   I can't be happy without you.   I am alone here, as I have always been for a long time.   I need you to come here.   I am so sad and I feel cold.  I need you to hug me with the warmth of your love.   I'm dead in the grave of my love for you, its walls are so high  You killed my heart   With the love arrows from your beautiful eyes.   I hope you would burn me,   I am the alive dead in my love for you more and more  By the love kisses   From your lovely lips.   My dear love,   You know that I love you. @FadyBouaz All rights reserved ©️ Friday 28/2/2025 #fadybouaz  أنتِ تعلمين أنني احبك  حبيبتي العزيزة،   أنتِ تعلمين أنني أحبك،   لكنّكِ بعيدة جدًا عني،   أنتِ لستِ هنا معي فعلاً.   بدونكِ، لا أستطيع أن أكون سعيدًا.   قلبي مريض جدًا بحبكِ.   لا أستطيع أ...

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#fadybouaz Come to me, come  Come to me, come  My dear love Have you read the story? A beautiful young princess kissed her beloved a kiss of love, and he became a prince I wish you are here by my side now Perhaps a kiss of love from you would heal me I wish you would come and kiss me now My heart is sick with love for you, my dear love Can you be merciful and kill me with love for you more? You killed my heart in my love for you You are burning my soul with my great longing for you I love you more and more My love for you is my coffin I am alive dead in a grave of my love for you I dream that your beauty will come to me And embrace me with the warmth of your love And kiss me with kisses of love And treat my heart with love for you more than before Come to me, come, my dear love  I am here dying slowly in my love for you If the hands of my love for you catch you now  I will kiss you many kisses of love in every part of your beautiful body I wish to die while I am kissing you As I alway...

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#fadybouaz  Love Without Hope I have never been happy in my life.   Nothing can make me happy.   Perhaps only death is what will make me happy.   My dear beloved,   What can you do when you are so far away?   I cannot smell the flowers in the distant gardens.   So, you will remain just illusions in the dreams of my love, nothing more than that.   Your presence in the dreams of my love is not like being with you in reality.   In the dreams of my love, you won’t feel my love for you.   But in the reality of our love together, you will feel it.   Yes, of course, I wish you would truly come,   To make me forget the coldness of my loneliness with the warmth of your love.   Do you know that I have dreamt of many love dreams with you, my dear beloved?   I wish those dreams would become reality.   How wonderful it would be if they became reality with you,   And not just fantasies in the dreams of love.   You would feel happiness, and I would too.   But unfortunately, you are so far away,   And...

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#fadybouaz Maybe, Maybe Not Maybe, maybe not,   I don’t know why   every time I try to feel happiness,   it turns into a sharp knife   that stabs my heart deeply,   tears my soul apart,   and makes me cry in silence.   Why does the sunrise of my days   hide behind heavy black clouds?   Darkness always lurks around me,   and a bitter cold envelops me,   until I lose the ability to see the light of hope,   or even to dream.  I want to see the colors,   to live a life full of love,   to hear a flower whisper to me   so I can sing to it like a poetic bird.   But now I’m falling,   sinking into the depths of darkness,   to sleep on a bed of cold emotions.   And if I ever wake up,   who knows what awaits me?   Maybe I’ll find the flower of my love,   and sing to it poetic melodies,   like words flowing from my depths.   Or maybe, I won’t find it,   or I’ll find it and lose it,   as happened long ago.   All I know is that I’ll go,   to sleep in the kingdom of cold darkness,   and never wake u...

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#fadybouaz Dark Hole Those who are wise enough   Will neither love nor hate anything,   For they understand that nothing truly deserves it.   The end is like the beginning Just a dark hole. @FadyBouaz   All rights reserved ©   Sunday, February 28, 2021

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#fadybouaz To Allah I Return Who has nothing cannot give,   Do not blame the evil ones, for they know not.   The best of creation once said a supplication that inspires me:   "My Lord, forgive them, for they do not know." I have surrendered myself to my Lord, in trust,   For Allah is sufficient for me, the best disposer of affairs.   He is my light in the darkness, my refuge,   With His strength, I rise and find peace. I will endure the trials, and will not turn to evil,   I will remain kind, honest, and in awe of the Merciful.   With prayer, I raise my hands, seeking His shelter,   For Allah is my fortress, and upon Him I always rely.  Thank You, my Lord, for all Your blessings,   You are the Forgiving, the Merciful, the Generous.   From You comes life, and to You we return,   In Your eternal paradise, I hope to be worthy. In the end, O Lord, to You we return,   By Your love we live, and Your light guides us.   Amen, O Lord of the worlds,   For You are the Truth, and your en...

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#fadybouaz If Our Mind Always Works If our mind always works,   The poor would not marry in the name of false love,   Nor bring children into a world of conflict,   Just for a fleeting pleasure.   If our mind always works,   We would not kill each other for illusory material gains,   Knowing that we leave this world   With nothing but our deeds.   If our mind always works,   We would not fight in the name of God or religion,   For we would see that God is one,   A God of love, present in all our hearts,   Regardless of our race, color, or creed.   If our mind always works,   We would have built a united society,   Free from hatred, racism, and division,   A world filled with peace, love, and understanding.   But perhaps, one day,   We will wake up to this truth,   After it is too late,   After we have destroyed ourselves,   And turned the jungle of our conflicts into ruins.   Yet hope remains,   If we decide today to use our mind wisely,   And build a better future for generations to c...

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately, We Forgot On a sunny day   I was looking   At the beauty of nature   Around me   The air was refreshing   The green trees everywhere   The river's lyrics   The birds' songs   And I said, Wow   The world is a sweet melody   Playing by destiny   And a beautiful painting by destiny   And I remembered   Unfortunately, we forgot   To look at nature's beauty   To listen to nature's music   We all are in a hurry in   Our fleeting lives   We can't see except what   We want to satisfy   Our personal interests   Only hearing the sounds   Of the instruments   Or the machines   Of what we call   The technology   Unfortunately, we forgot   To see the beautiful views   Or to hear the beautiful sounds   Of our beautiful nature   And to build our civilization   To expand more   Unfortunately, we destroy   Everything beautiful   In our lovely nature   Unfortunately, we forgot   To keep it safe   From our greed   From our selfishness   We destroy the beautif...

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#fadybouaz If Our Brain Always Works If our brain always works, The poor people will not marry in the name of stupid love and having children, Or people will not kill each other for fake life interests, we can't take anything from them when we die, Or people will not fight each other in the name of God or religions, and they will realize that God Almighty is only one, and He is equally for every one of us, whatever our origin or religion or skin color or language, and we all together live in one unified society of Love, Peace, No Racism. Or someday we will know what we must know, but it will be too late, after we destroyed our jungle of the race in killing each other. If our brain always works. @FadyBouaz   All copyrights are reserved ©   Thursday, 27/2/2020

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#fadybouaz Amen God Almighty 🙏 Who does not have the thing, can't give it   Don't blame the evil ones for their evil deeds   They do what they can only do   This is what they are exactly   So the most good person said   My God, forgive them, they don't know what they do   I surrendered to God Almighty, and I gave myself to Him Almighty   And He is enough for me to help me and save me   I will be patient in this hard exam for me   I will not allow anything to change me   I will always be a good, honest person, fearing God   I will not fight the evil with evil   I will pray to God always, with all my thanks and appreciation always for Him Almighty   My faith and hopes are always in God   Thanks so much, God, for Your many blessings   I am from God and to God I will go back   I hope that God will bless my soul in heaven at the end   Amen God Almighty 🙏 @FadyBouaz   All copyrights are reserved ©   Saturday, 27/2/2021

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#fadybouaz  My precious, beautiful, dear love  My precious, beautiful, dear love, I am very confused, I am unable to describe you or my feelings for you. There are no words I can use to do that. If I say that you are very beautiful, very attractive, very kind and full of goodness, this is totally not true, you are much better than that. In order to escape from my inability to describe you as you deserve, with the words available to me, I say: You are not a girl whose beauty, kindness and goodness are beyond description, but you are a very beautiful angel in the image of a girl who is one of the most beautiful and best creatures of God. And if I say to you: "I love you, I adore you", this is totally not true, these words do not fully describe what I feel for you. And I cannot say "I worship you", because worship is for Allah Almighty. There are no words that express the emotion between love or adoration and worship. Therefore, to escape from my inability to describe ...

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#fadybouaz You Are My dear love,   You are the sun, the moon, the stars,   You are the ground, the sky, the universe,   You are the daytime, the night,   You are the daylight, the darkness,   You are the minutes, the hours, the days, the years,   You are the trees, the flowers,   You are the birds and their beautiful songs,   You are the life colors of nature,   You are the goodness, the kindness, the beauty,   You are the angel as a beautiful female,   You are my soul's breath, my heart's beats, my mind's thoughts,   You are my dear love,   You are my soulmate,   You are my lost half,   You are the one who completes me,   You are the one whom I love always and forever. @FadyBouaz   All rights reserved ©   Wednesday, 26/2/2020 #fadybouaz أنت حبيبتي العزيزة،   أنت الشمس، القمر، النجوم،   أنت الأرض، السماء، الكون،   أنت النهار، الليل،   أنت ضوء النهار، الظلام،   أنت الدقائق، الساعات، الأيام، السنوات،   أنت الأشجار، الزهور،   أنت الطيور وأغانيها الجميلة،   أنت ألوان الحياة في ...

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#fadybouaz No, Never My dear love,   Would I leave you?   No, never.   You left me many years ago,  And I still love you.   I hug you with the love of my heart.  You are a part of my soul.   Every night, you sleep with me,   Covering me with your beautiful phantom,  hugging me with the warmth of love,  I can never stop loving you.   I can never forget you.   I can never stop thinking about you.   As long as I am alive,   I am alive for you, to love you.   My heart plays the melodies of love for you with its beats.  My soul dances with love around you, whispering love songs from my heart to you.   I never left you.   I will never leave you.   No, I never could.  How could I? You are my heartbeats in my love for you.  You are my soul's breath in my adoration for you.  You are the shadow of my love thoughts, like my romantic poetic words, that telling the world how much I love you.   You own my heart, my soul, my mind,   Always, forever.   I will live, dying in love for you, without e...

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#fadybouaz I wish  My sweet dear,   You are a lovely young princess, and I am now an old man.   I wish that a miracle would happen so that I could be young again,   so that I could marry you and have kids with you, and treat you with great love, always, all the time,  I wish I can tell you how much I love you and how much I want to be with you, truly, always. I wish that I can let you know just how special and valuable you are, and how much you deserve love.   But unfortunately, this is quite impossible.   We are in a world where miracles never happen.   I wish and pray for this always, ever since I saw your beauty and kindness.   I wish to meet you again in the next life, to be with you always, united by love for all eternity. Amen, God 🙏 @FadyBouaz   All rights reserved ©   Friday, 26/2/2021

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#fadybouaz Maybe Maybe they are your friends   Maybe they are your enemies   Until experience proves that   Maybe everything can change over time   Even your friends and enemies   Nothing remains the same absolutely   Except God Almighty   Maybe   @FadyBouaz   All copyrights are reserved ©   Wednesday 26 /2 /2020

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#fadybouaz What is new I told you that I have nothing in my mind,   As if there are no new ideas.   I feel like I've written about everything.   What is new that I must write about?   I have no dreams, no hopes, no young age.   My sun will never rise again.   Now, after the sunset, I am   Everything will be dark and cold.   If my sun doesn't rise, Then it will rise in another life.   This will be my hope again,   In new dreams of a new young age.   I will try again if I have new inspiration,   But now, unfortunately, I lost it.   Maybe my star has disappeared   Behind the heavy dark clouds.   I'm blind now on my way.   So, you who are still young,   You still have hope   To complete the way   That I couldn't complete. @FadyBouaz All rights reserved ©️ 26/2/2018

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#fadybouaz Heaven or Hell The angel came to God and asked Him why He is looking so sad.   God replied, "These creatures always make me feel sad and angry."   The angel said, "Those creatures are humans."   God said, "I know that. Those who betrayed me from the beginning, they left heaven and followed the devil to play his evil games. Since then, they have been doing evil things to satisfy their selfish interests. I sent them prophets and messengers with my good words in the religions to remind them of what they had forgotten: that they must do good things with sincere faith and obedience to Me. But they refused, and they kill each other in My name and in the name of religions." Then the devil appeared.   God became very angry and said, "Devil, how dare you come here!"   The devil replied, "Those humans are more evil than me, and they play evil games. I didn’t seduce them to play; don’t blame me for that. You gave them the choice, but you did...

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#fadybouaz Very Impossible My sweet dear,   The most difficult thing ever   That an old bird loves a lovely young flower.   The young lovely flower will be on the grave of my spring,   A spring that left a long time ago and will never come back again.   And the old bird's songs will be very sad, expressing love without hope,   Love's dreams can't be achieved, love's hopes can't come true,   Love's wishes can't be real, and love's prayers will not change the reality.   I wish I could go back in time,   To be young again,   To meet you truly,   To be with you always,   And show you how much I love you,   And how special and valuable you are to me,   In a great love that you truly deserve,   Like a lovely young princess.   But this is very impossible,   Unfortunately. @FadyBouaz All rights reserved ©️ Friday 25/2/2021 

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#fadybouaz Where are you Death Where are you I am sick sleeping in the bed from many days  I am now in a financial crisis from many months ago Death I am calling you from a long time ago I called you many times last days To you come and take me from this miserable life of long sad suffering Death  I told you that I love you so much I want you to hug me by your mercy that is the cold death  Die me always forever Why you don't come to me I told you that you are my hopes for salvation But you didn't come and take me You know all my dreams and hopes are to die All I want is to die and take rest in my grave Why you don't come Why you refuse to hug me Why you want me to live more and suffer more Why you can't be mercy on me and take me I am waiting for you always from a long time And I am still waiting for you to come Come to take me, please Come and let me die now, please Why I must live if I don't have anyone to help me or support me Why I must live if I don't have ...

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#fadybouaz An immortal poetic bird, I am  I am a poetic bird,   Soaring in the poetic sky,   Singing the words inspired within me,   In my poetic songs.   This is who I am, by the will of the Lord of the Worlds,   Who destined me to be   A poetic bird.   When I die,   Nature will play a mournful music,  And the trees and flowers will bow in sorrow,   The birds will mourn me with their sad songs,   And the sky will pour its tears in great grief,   And in deep sorrow, the stars will throw themselves upon me to be my shroud,   And the sun will sadly cast its light, so I may depart in a coffin that radiates light conquering the darkness of death.   To become memories that never fade,   In my poetic works.   That will keep me present with the continuity of existence,   And like a tree whose roots are in the earth and branches are in the sky, I will remain alive in my poetic words, Immortal through time, By the will of the One who created the universe,   And destined me to be,   An immortal ...

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately My sweet dear,   Unfortunately, I am a poor old man.   My love is without hope because it is without youth and without money.   Unfortunately, nothing happens as it does in the children's stories.   The beautiful princess will not come to kiss the old man to become a young prince. Unfortunately, in reality, miracles never happen.   Dreams will remain just dreams with no hope of being achieved, and the lover's heart will always be broken, and his soul always very sad without its half.   Happiness will be just words empty of their meanings.   The lover will always be alone, living with great sadness, in very cold loneliness, with hopeless love, with the shadow of his beloved princess, without any hope of being with her truly always.   Unfortunately. @FadyBouaz   All copyrights are reserved ©   Wednesday, 24/2/2021

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#fadybouaz The flower of my love  My distant dear beloved,  The first time I met you,   Your beautiful eyes, your gentle smile, your tender voice,   Lit up my world with enchanting, captivating lights,   And spread the warmth of love in my heart and soul,   As the flower spreads its fragrance in the air.   At that moment, I knew you are the one I wanted,   Everything about you reflects the image of the girl of my dreams,   Whom I had longed to find.   And as you are in front of me, I realized that you are her,  And I knew at that moment that my dream had come true.   I realized that my search for her had ended.   You are the one I had been searching for,   You are the one I want to be with,   In a life filled with great love,   To you be the beautiful flower of my love   That lives in my heart and soul,   Always and forever.   But sadly,   Because you have become so distant,   I can no longer reach you.   I cannot be with you.   You have become a very sad question:   Will I truly be wi...

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#fadybouaz I love you My dear love,   After I saw you,   You made my heart sick with love for you,   And you made my soul sick with adoration for you.   I wish I could kiss you with love's kisses.   I will make you feel that you are the most beautiful woman, the only one valuable and precious in this entire world.   Do you know how many times I dreamed of kissing you with love's kisses?   You are the only wife in my love's dreams, always with you.   Just once in my lifetime, before I die, let me meet you for real,   To treat you in love, always making us happy together in love.   You can't imagine the things I want to do with you, always in the name of my love for you.   I wish we had been together for many years.   I wish you were really with me now, before I leave.   But unfortunately, you are so far away from me, you're not really here with me.   You are just beautiful love's dreams, with no hope of being realized.   Death will come and take me before I can t...

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#fadybouaz Maybe My sweet dear Without you, I live alone very sad, with maybe, and without I have the chance to be with you really always, I will die alone, with maybe In next life I will meet you really, and I will live with you always, and we will be husband and wife with our kids, maybe, maybe.  So many maybe, as my only hopes and wishes in my love for you  Whom I love you so much and I adore you more and more,  Whom you are not just only the best woman in the world, but you are the finest creature was created by God. And because I can't move on, because I can't be just body with another woman is not you, and my heart, my soul are with you always, and because I can't be just physical desires with whom is not you, and my true pure love's feelings are always only for you.  I will continue alone my life, a loyal lover for you only always, even if my love for you, is without hope to be with you really in my this life, and I will die alone, with maybe. Next life maybe,  I...

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#fadybouaz I Warn you  While I was sleeping, I woke up and found myself in a place I didn’t know.   I looked around to figure out where I was,   Or to find someone who could tell me what this place is.   Then I saw a chained girl, and masked people were taking her to a place where I heard loud screams of great pain.   I thought of going to them, maybe I could help that girl.   But a voice from the sky called me.   I looked to see who was calling me, but I couldn’t see who it was.   The voice spoke to me: "You can’t see me, but I can see you, and I allow you to hear my voice.   I warn you, if in your life, you are with someone like that girl, who deserves to go to hell, to be punished for her sins, you will go to hell too.   You are still a good person, you don’t deserve to go to hell yet, your place is still in paradise.   But if you disobey me and enjoy your time with girls who are as bad as her, you will be tortured forever in hell, in great pain.   You still have the choice to ...

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#fadybouaz I Have to I am sick, stuck between life and death.   I am unable to go to the doctor or buy medicine because I am broke; I don’t have money.   If I can't buy my own needs,   This makes me think:   How can I get married and have children if I am not sure I can provide for them?   How, because I love you, can I make you suffer with me when I will not be able to help you?   I must remember what I am incapable of,   And stick to my boundaries, never crossing them.   I can’t harm anyone, so how can I harm my beloved, who is the one I love the most?   All I want for her is goodness and happiness.   Yes, my heart loved you and still loves you,   But my decision is for your own good and what’s best for you, always.   I have to take it.   Let us be just best friends from now on.   Excuse me for my decision.   Don’t be emotional; think rationally, and you will agree with it.   My best wishes for you always.   God bless you always.   Don’t blame me or hate me because of my bitter d...

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#fadybouaz. To Infinity My dearest beloved,   Since your departure long ago,   I lost interest in the world around me,   Nothing in it is worth my attention anymore.   You alone were and still are everything that matters to me, everything I want.   Without you, life is a slow death in great sorrow, and endless pain and ongoing suffering.   I live alone with your beautiful phantom,  I imagine your tender voice saying to me: "I love you."   Then I say to you: "I love you,"   I cry the tears of my heart and soul, as I say to you: "I miss you so much."   I was, and still am, always a loyal lover to you,   The long time and the vast distance between us,   Could not make me forget you or end my love for you.  I stayed alone because I want no one but you,   I don’t want any woman other than you to share me my life,  I want my memories of love to be about you only, and no one else.   I want to remember only your warmth, your scent, and your taste,   I want you alo...

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#fadybouaz  Forever  My dearest beloved,  My words stand helpless in describing how much I love you,   The day I saw you for the first time was the day I was born,   To be the reason for my existence,   And the soul that brings life to my heart.   Every moment away from you is a wasted moment of my life,   And every moment with you is the life I truly live.   My dearest beloved You are the dream I always awaited,  And the reality that is the most beautiful thing existing,   With you, I feel love filling my life,   Like flowers blooming in the eternal garden.   And with you, I know that true love exists.   My dearest beloved,  You are everything to me,   And I am here to always be yours.   I love you, and I desire you,   And all I want   Is to always and forever be by your side.   My dearest beloved,  With every beat of my heart,   And every breath of my soul,   I love you more and more, an endless love,   Even if I die, even if existence perishes,   My love for you remains, forever. @F...

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#fadybouaz I love you My sweet dear,   I love you.   Yes, I love you and I want you so much.   Every time I see you, I know that I love you more and more.   I wish if you are not far away from me.   I hope that a miracle will happen, and you will come to me, to be truly with me, O my dear beloved, to accompany me in every moment of my life, as my wife, my lifelong companion, and my life partner, whom I love so much.   How much I want to hug you to my chest in intense love.   To feel your body’s warmth and smell your scent.   And you feel the strength of my love for you through the intensity of my embrace, and you hear my heartbeats saying "I love you," while my soul is always embracing you in everlasting love.   My weeping eyes look at you with great love and deep longing for you.   A great pain chokes my chest, expressing my deep love for you, and my great sadness because I can't be with you.   But I know that my pain and the tears in my eyes are because I love you, I lo...

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#fadybouaz  My principles I don't have much to say about myself I am a humble shadow A poetic soul by God's will Inspiration comes to me To express my thoughts and feelings With poetic words in my poetic works By the grace of God Almighty This is what God wants me to be And I obey what God has destined for me My principles are love and peace, no racism I believe in God, love, honesty, respect, loyalty, trust, humility, mercy, tolerance, justice, equality, no racism, no sectarianism, no ethnicity. Thank you very much, God, for who I am I will do my best to tell humanity sweet dreams One large and unified community of diversity in peace with love without racism or sectarianism or ethnicity.  And human rights will be We are all equal before God, regardless of our origin, religion, language, or skin color @FadyBouaz  All rights reserved © Monday 2/22/2021 #fadybouaz مبادئي ليس لدي الكثير لأقوله عن نفسي أنا ظل متواضع روح شاعرية بإرادة الله يأتيني الإلهام لأعبر عن أفكاري ومشاعري بكلم...

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#fadybouaz Darkness The leaves of trees fall down, and the flowers die   The birds stop singing, and the music of the world is a big silence But the dogs bark, and the owls squawk   Over so many graves   As if the soil of the earth   Is made from the remains of decomposing corpses Wondrous world   Death accompanies life just as the shadows accompany the things   Life is born from death just as the light is born from the darkness Just as the light crosses the darkness of the vast universe to shine   And the colors appear   Also the light of life crosses the darkness of death   To generate a new life that grows and lives Just as the light of the universe ends in the darkness   Also the light of life ends in the darkness As if the lights come from the darkness   To go back to the darkness   Again and again As if it is a great cycle of the darkness   With no beginning or end   It could even be said that everything   Begins from the darkness   And goes back to the darkness As if the univers...

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#fadybouaz  The Only Victor  Death and rebirth, our lives of painful suffering between them   And all this is like a game that fate plays without mercy on us   The game continues from the beginning to the end   Whatever our pain and sadness in our suffering   There's no problem with this for Mr. Fate  And death is the end of the game of life   Unfortunately, everything we have suffered during our lives is of no value   Our game of life is a losing game from its beginning to its end   Although we know that, we play it very seriously, as if we will win something from it   But the result is inevitable, although we ignore it   Death is the only victor in the end   But unfortunately, we don't remember that when we follow our selfish interests during our lives @FadyBouaz   All rights reserved ©   Monday 14/9/2020 #fadybouaz المنتصر الوحيد الموت والبعث، حياتنا من المعاناة المؤلمة بينهما   وكل هذا كأنه لعبة يلعبها القدر دون رحمة لنا   تستمر اللعبة من البداية إلى النهاية   مهما كان ألمن...

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#fadybouaz Amen, O Most Merciful of the merciful My dear beloved, Do you know what I do when I see your picture? With all my heart, I raise a prayer to God: O my Lord, write for me to be born in a second life, And it is destined for me to have this girl with me, Always, without separation between us, So that I may live every moment of my life with you. I want to see her as a real girl, Really present with me, and not just a pretty picture, And she is far from me, I cannot be with her as I want. O my Lord, It is a painful reality, That my dear beloved is in a faraway place, And that I live a life of pain and suffering, Because she is not really with me. I look at her beautiful picture with indescribable love, But her absence hurts my heart and soul, I cry their tears longing for her, And in my great sadness, alone without her, I am comforted by my hope in Your mercy, So that I may truly be with her in another life. Please my Lord, Have mercy on my heart and soul in my love for her, And ...

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#fadybouaz With all honesty  My Dear Love, With all honesty, I tell you,   When I say I love you, I do not say it with my tongue,   I say it with my heart and soul.   And when I say,   You dwell in them, It is not entirely true,   Because you are my heart and soul,   You are the pulse of my heart,   The breath of my soul. And you are everything in life, That is not entirely true,   Because you are life itself.   It was destined for me to love you,   That is not entirely true,   Because you are my destiny.   I exist to love you. And what is true, I love you, I desire you, I want you, Everything in this world   Means nothing to me,   Because you are the one who means everything to me, And you are the world That I see through your lovely eyes.   I live in it,   A lover of you,   And I soar in its sky,  With the wings of love for you.   I love you,   I desire you, I want you, With all honesty, Always and forever,   I say it with my heart and soul. Fady Bouaz All rights reserved © Friday 21...

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9 #fadybouaz I pray For many days, I have been lying in a bed of sickness, dying slowly because of my severe pains.   I have wished many times to die, to continue sleeping, and never wake up.   I don't have money to go to a doctor or buy medicine.   And if I get up, I don't have food to eat because I don't have money to buy it.   But I realized that Allah is my only salvation.   I prayed and continued praying that Allah would save me from my painful suffering, heal my body's pains, and give me patience in my ordeals.   With tears in my eyes, I realized my remorse for sometimes losing my belief, doubting Allah's mercy, and disobeying Him.   I allowed the devil to drag me into playing its evil games.   I realized that Allah owns me, owns my soul, my body, and everything within me and everything I have.   I realized that I must always obey Allah Almighty, worship Him, and pray to Him at all times.   I pray that I always believe in Allah, worship Him, obey Him, pray to ...

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately  Unfortunately, in this life,   it is not destined for us to share love together as partners, as husband and wife with children.   Unfortunately, my love for you will remain just beautiful feelings without any hope of truly being with you, sweet dreams of love will never be achieved, beautiful hopes of love will never come true, kind wishes of love will never be realized, and sincere prayers of love will never be able to change my cruel destiny, which prevents me from being with you always, O you whom I love more and more, O you whom I adore always.   Unfortunately, my love for you will only exist as poetic words in my works, telling of my great, pure love for you, alongside my constant disappointment in what is destined for me, and with sadness and bad luck always.  Unfortunately, it is forbidden for me to be happy, even in love.   My love, respect, and best wishes for you always.   My dear love,   May Allah blesses you always and keeps you safe and healthy al...

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#fadybouaz The only cure  My dear love, I still remember the first time I saw you When I saw your beautiful eyes that reflect your purity and the goodness in you  When I saw your sweet smile that adorned your beautiful face with kindness When I heard your sweet and affectionate voice Everything in you was calling me to love you Everything in you was tempting me to adore you To always be a loyal lover to you You live with me in my feelings, thoughts, desires and dreams with great love for you But very unfortunately, As it was destined for me to you be a beautiful dream that came true You are its very beautiful and wonderful reality That I love and adore madly It was destined for me not to be able to live with you, The cruel fate took you away from me To be a wound in my heart and soul, Continuing to bleed in my desperate love for you And the only cure for it does not exist You are in a faraway place, I cannot reach you To live with the moans of my heart and the groans of my soul In sadn...

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#fadybouaz  Maybe without Maybe Unfortunately we left heaven from the beginning to play the devil's evil games.  Unfortunately humans are too busy killing each other over and over again always.  They are ready to do everything evil in order to satisfy their selfish interests even if they destroy the world over their arrogant heads.  Love is the best cure for humanity's troubles,  If love is like God's love for us, it is not selfish or evil political plans to satisfy personal interests.  With love we can be free from racism, sectarianism and ethnicity.  Then we will have new human rights, that we are all equal in the eyes of God, regardless of our origin, religion, language or skin color And then we will have a unified society of diversity in peace.  With true love we will be able to be equal and there is no difference between us And then we will have justice.  But the question is,  Are we able to change, so that we can do all that.  If we are not able to change, love will b...