Poetic Birds

#fadybouaz  I do not know I am talking, the world listens to me why?  I can not tell me  I do not know, if my craze talks in me, or the craze in the world listens to me  I am humble shadow crosses the world, without anyone paying attention for me, but the center of the world, I am now, the world spins around me @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  28/12/2017

#fadybouaz  For each role  For each role  We have to accept  The system of coexistence  Away from special interests  We have to stop acting selfishly  We have to accept  That life is a circle  Let us pause  And look at  The beauty of God  The Creator of nature  Let us take the lessons  And thanks the Creator  For the spacious existence  And that we are satisfied  With what we have  And we all live equally  In love and peace  Away from violence and hatred  Peace upon you O perishes Remember that  The grace of God is great  And let us live together  And remember that only  The king of God will last forever  @FadyBouAz  All copyrights are reserved © 1/1/2018

#fadybouaz Happy new year We are all have good times and bad times But always the hope and faith in God Keep in God your faith and hopes always Maybe you can't see Him Almighty But He is like the divine sun Even it is covered can't be seen But He continues sending His devine light To illuminate the darkness within  To be the goodness torch for all of us To help always our consciousness To choose the right ways of goodness Remember if you see the shadows This means that there is a light Live all your life with your prayers Asking God always for His mercy and forgiveness Thank God always for His many blessings Live and your life goals always God bless your soul in the heaven happiness Happy new year with my best wishes always  God bless you always, and keep you safe and healthy always, be happy and blessed always, good luck with you always Allah Almighty loves you always  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Thursday 31 /12 /2020

#fadybouaz  Happy new year New year has begun I will go on through it With my burning for  my sad memories  With my forgetting  the difficulties I will go ahead in  the new year  With my smiles  With my hopes With my prayers  from my heart  to the great God In order to  I get His blessings To succeed  To achieve my dreams  Happy new year @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  1/1/2018

#fadybouaz Happy new year my love My dear love I love you forever, I want to be with you always But unfortunately, the cruel destiny continues destroying my dreams and killing my hopes even in love, and continues separating between us, another year has gone and another will come, without I can be with you really as I dream and hope always And now I am in so bad life conditions, I am in financial crisis, even I don't have money to buy food, unfortunately All I want now is to leave away and disappear Unfortunately my love dreams with you, will not become real, I will not can really as I dream always to hug you and kiss you love kisses and look at your beautiful eyes and say I love you, or you will not sleep above me and kiss me love kisses and I taste your saliva and smell your breath and feel your body warmth, or we will not can shower together after we finish making love together as husband and wife, and we will not can have children will tell our love story after us, unfortunately...

#fadybouaz  Dark black  No more warmth days  Not anymore  Sun or moon or stars  I am lying down  In a cold grave Only the darkness  Surrounds me @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  30 /12/2017

#fadybouaz  Celebrate  Celebrate the new year, a year has gone from your age, celebrate.  You will lose your life spring, your youth, your age spring will go never back again, you will soon become more old, you will remember the beautiful things, that you will not can have it in your life again, even the hopes in dreams.  I am in my age autumn, I am old now, I cannot be young again, except only in my next life.  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are recerved ©  28 /12/2017

#fadybouaz  Happy new year Happy new year Old year will go New year will come Like a door will close In order to Another will open We enter it With our smiles  With our beautiful hopes To achieve our future dreams Many memories are behind us  Happy or sad To we will have once again  The new memories  Like a long way With many stations We are planting on it  Our journey memories Until at the way end In the final station Of our lives trip We will be planted As a memories  For someone gone Will never back But now  With my all trying To forget the sadness The disappointment I will try to continue My life way With my smiles of hopes I will continue say With God blessings Happy new year @FadyBouaz All copyrights are recerved © 31/12/2017

#fadybouaz  Happy new year my love angel  Happy new year my love angel  I miss you so much  I am here alone without you  I can not feel the happiness  I feel so more more  Sadness and loneliness  I hope my death be My happy celebration  At the end of this year To celebrate with you  My only true real love In the God heaven Amen 🙏  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  30/12/2017

#fadybouaz I just want to My dear love No love after my love for you But now I closed my heart door for love  I don't want to be with anyone I just want to be alone and disappear Do you know what does mean  I lost my faith or I think to kill myself Now I don't believe in God or love anymore Because I found myself living in a world is empty from goodness and love and humanity And for that I blame God so much Because God is who created the devil and its evil games I just want to meet God and kill Him  That is all what I want to do now I will kill God if I can No pray to Him anymore He never deserved my prayers to Him  And He never deserves to pray to Him again  For me now God is the first evil and I must kill Him My dear love Forget me please and continue your life away from me I am dead alive now Forget me this is my advice for you Soon you will not be able to find me I will disappear forever Bye for now my only love @FadyBouAz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 30/12 /2019

#fadybouaz  I am a single bird  I am a single bird  Alone singing  From a long time ago To the beautiful flowers  In the love gardens  Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © 29/12/2017

#fadybouaz Only I can  Love is unexplained, I know that But I can't know why I don't have mood to do anything Only I can think of you, and love you, and imagine you, and dream of you Only I can remember your beautiful face, eyes, lips Only I can remember your kindness and goodness Only I can feel the pain in my heart, the pain of love for you always Only I can be sad, because you are not with me really Only I can feel my soul sadness, because it miss you so much I can't know what happens to me, after I saw you my lovely cute dear Only I can now, is to want just one thing, is that you will be with me really Only I can now, is to wish just one wish, is that you will come to me really, to we be always in love together  Only I can now, is to hope that my wish will be achieved, and what I want will be really real, and I can show you really, how much I love you so much, and how I will treat you in love like a queen, and give you love anytime always What is the magic that you put ...

#fadybouaz  I do not know I am talking, the world listens to me why?  I can not tell me  I do not know, if my craze talks in me, or the craze in the world listens to me  I am humble shadow crosses the world, without anyone paying attention for me, but the center of the world, I am now, the world spins around me @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  28/12/2017

#fadybouaz Yes unfortunately Yes unfortunately I am living alone with much feeling of cold But my dear love Why you are interested in old poor man like me have nothing You are not ugly You must be Interested in someone more better than me can buy your needs I don't have money to buy food unfortunately I am starving now Forget me please and don't say you will not  And why you will not forget me  And don't tell me to believe in God And God can change everything And money is not the love I don't believe in all that now  Because when you are starving You will lose your faith  And your only plan is killing yourself And don't tell me again to believe in God I believed in God all my life  But where is God when he doesn't provide who is starving Where is God mercy when who is starving has only one choice or dying starving or commit suicide Try to you be starving like me and tell me then  In what you will believe and think to do And tell me if you will can do that  If yo...

#fadybouaz How can we the poor celebrate Eid How can we the poor celebrate Eid and be happy in it, if sadness fills our hearts with longing for a good meal and new clothes and a feeling of warmth in winter and the presence of medicine when we need it No one cares about the pain of the poor and offers them assistance in their need in order to relieve their suffering in their poverty No one hears their complaints about their poor living conditions, no one helps them, as if they are in the merciless and inhumane world They look at them with indifference the starving poor who are looking for something to satisfy their hunger even in the waste looking for food, and some of them are homeless sleeping in the street and begging, and some of them die of cold or disease, and some of them choose to commit suicide to escape the bad living conditions in a homeland that abandoned them, because of greed of the unjust people to them in order to satisfy their evil greed and achieve gains in their evil ...

#fadybouaz The hope is The hope is only in Allah Almighty always The hope is that Allah Almighty helps us and provides us always The hope always is that Allah Almighty is the mercy and forgiveness  Our seeking for the salvation that you will have at the end Will continue from life to the another one Until we reach the enlightenment stage The final points of our live ways are so dark and cold We begin new life again and again from the dark warmth Our lives are hard exams during the time  Our memories will disappear in the delusion zone There are no born or death The souls change the bodies on the ways of the enlightenment We will continue our exams  This is Almighty justice on us  We must live in hard exams for our faith and loyalty for our Creator In order to He Almighty can decide where we will live forever at the end In heaven or hell @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 28/12 /2019

#fadybouaz  The real age The real age is the soul age Your soul inside decides what is your age really The wisdom doesn't depend on  how much is your age  But depends on your honest  in express your feelings  in your life experiences  Don't lie Yes don't lie on yourself The wisdom is to know yourself  courageously honestly clearly  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  28/12 /2018

#fadybouaz  The real age The real age is the soul age Your soul inside decides what is your age really The wisdom doesn't depend on  how much is your age  But depends on your honest  in express your feelings  in your life experiences  Don't lie Yes don't lie on yourself The wisdom is to know yourself  courageously honestly clearly  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  28/12 /2018

#fadybouaz  Celebrate  Celebrate the new year, a year has gone from your age, celebrate.  You will lose your life spring, your youth, your age spring will go never back again, you will soon become more old, you will remember the beautiful things, that you will not can have it in your life again, even the hopes in dreams.  I am in my age autumn, I am old now, I cannot be young again, except only in my next life.  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are recerved ©  28 /12/2017

#fadybouaz My homeland now Eid has come, and sadness is intense, no feelings of joy, only sadness everywhere and anytime My country is a country of sorrows and the suffering of the poor without any consideration for their pain, from the mean and corrupt rulers who are the cause of every disaster and calamity for my country and its children who have increased poverty, oppression, hunger, cold and disappointments to those who rule them from the corrupt politicians No work, no money, no food, no clothes, no medicine, no electricity, no gas, no fuel to keep warm in the cold of winter The price of the dollar is always rising, and the prices of commodities are fire, and the poor are confused, or they die of hunger, or they die of cold, or the lesser of evils die by suicide Unfortunately, this is my homeland now, a homeland of sadness, pain and suffering of the poor My homeland now is a great cemetery for joy and hope for a better future Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © Teusday 28/12/...

#fadybouaz To go with her A beautiful young rose, by her beauty and her kindness and goodness, inspires me to go with her, to the heaven of love To fly with her in its sky, by the wings of love As two birds in a great love  Sing together the songs of love On their hearts melodies of love @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 27/12 /2020

#fadybouaz Remember that don't forget it Remember that don't forget it My dear love Even if you will not hear me again I say to you that I love you Or if I stay away from you I don't talk to you But really I love you so much And I never felt the love that I feel for you But unfortunately My dear love I don't have hopes and dreams Even I lost my faith in God mercy So that don't blame me I regret for one thing That sometimes I push you away Because I want you to forget me I just want the best for you And you be happy and blessed always as you deserve Forgive me for what I do And never think that I don't love you or I don't want to be with you Pray to God  Maybe God listens for you Because God continues refusing to listen to my prayers And continues refusing to provide me Pray for me and you  Maybe my bad luck will change to good luck And then I will have the chance to can be with you really Pray my dear love I need your prayers Remember that don't forget i...

#fadybouaz  My absent love angel Every hour, every day, every year, goes from my life, makes me so happy, because I am more near, to be with you again, my absent love.  When I was born, everyone around me, smile laugh happy, except me I cried, when I looked around me I didn't see you Then I searched about you, all the days that I lived alone in my searching for you Suddenly I found you, you were young happy blond girl, with lovely green eyes, you were so beautiful angel And I prepared myself, to continue my life with you, a married couple sharing the life together, with love in happiness, but unfortunately suddenly I lose you I cried all the days after you, my miserable life is torment, with only one wish, that I die quickly, to meet you again, to have the chance to be with you, my love my only love that gone never back.  Now the year will end, as I say to you, happy new year my love, I say it to myself, because has gone a year separates me from to be with you, I am more close to ...

#fadybouaz  I don't blame you  I don't blame you  Who are crying  I know that  You have great skills But something in life defeated you @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 27 /12/2017

#fadybouaz Why O my God  What I can do, what I cannot do I can't undo, quit, or give up I can die because I can't be defeated If the needs of my body are a prison for my soul, then my death is its freedom, so that it may soar in the sky of freedom and return free to its Creator, of whom it is a part, for that it is immortal like Him, while the body is mortal I have been lonely for so long, alone in the difficulties of time, everyone has abandoned me, everyone has betrayed me, even God, whom I have worshiped and obeyed all my life, in the agony of my ordeal, alone without any help from Him Almighty or anyone else, I prayed a lot to Him asking Him to help me, and He heard my prayers but He ignored me, and I am now before a one final decision to end my life, and I repeatedly asked him to kill me as a mercy from Him to me, but He refused, and now, unfortunately, I have no choice but to do it by myself, and that is His will and not what I want And after I die, I will go to Him and t...

#fadybouaz  Love  Love winds become huge storms Who knows to where the love winds take us As the love winds want I'm walking with her, my hand holds her hand, with no choice to leave her, I don't know if I'm going or coming, walking on the ground or flying in the sky  As the love winds want @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  26/12/2017

#fadybouaz  You  You are the heart love beats, you are the soul adoration breathing  Maybe you don't remember me, but I remember you Maybe you don't think of me, but I think of you Maybe you are so far away, but you are here always with me Maybe you don't feel me, but I feel you Maybe you don't love me, but I love you so much  Maybe you don't want me, but I want you always forever  You are the craving You are the tempting You are the love desires You are the adoration passions  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  26 /12/2017

#fadybouaz  Write  Write, the angels whisper inside Write your poetic ideas, don't afraid don't late  Write, this is your poetic soul, calls the world, from your poetic minds, by the poetic words, in your lovely poetic works  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  26 /12/2017

#fadybouaz Just days Christmas and new year are just days I live them alone in my cold loneliness Everyone gone and became just memories For my beloved ones come to me as shadows Remind me the far past that I lived it with them in happiness @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 26 /12 /2020

#fadybouaz I can't celebrate I can't celebrate in the Eid How can I do that The poor peoples everywhere can't celebrate Can't have a good meal or new clothes I can feel their ordeal Because I am one of them How can the poor peoples can feel the happiness of the Eid And they are in very sad life conditions Hungry poor persons have nothing no money nothing live as God willing and provides How can they be happy The ones whom have the money and the ability to help They don't care about the suffering of whom in needy The rich ones are cruel and selfish They care about their own interests only Unfortunately They forget what the good ones said Help the poor persons or you will not go heaven Because you disobey God when you refuse to help whom need your help How will you get God's mercy to forgive you If you don't have mercy on whom need you to help them Unfortunately The world of humanity Is very away from justice and equality Selfish humans are running behind thei...

#fadybouaz Sorry Sorry my dear The good words or friendship or love, are not enough without money Poverty is more powerful than all the words and feelings You need money to buy food for your kids, to can feel the happiness of the festivals  I am not better than you, I am sick from many days ago, I couldn't go doctor, I don't have money to buy medicine or food, unfortunately And maybe I am more better than many poor people whom can't buy for their kids, food or clothes or gifts to celebrate in Christmas or in another feasts Sorry my dear Whom died on the cross of pain to save us We forgot his good message for us all As if he sacrificed his life for nothing The poor people still suffer in big sadness, no support for them from anyone, even from the Lord, no one listens to their asking for help in big pain, even the Lord does not listen And the rich do not care for their painful suffering, they use them to serve their personal interests, they deal with them in great selfish and...

#fadybouaz  My lovely dear  My lovely dear Tell me if I am  in a very beautiful dream If I am dreaming love dream with you let me sleep always never awake me up  I want to continue my love dream with you forever Because only there  I can be with you and you can be  with my pure love for you  My lovely dear  you changed me I feel loyal love for you I can't stop loving you I can't forget you I can only love you I can only think of you Now my love for you is not only craving you But my soul adores you I want to hug you I want to kiss you love kisses and smell your breath I want to kiss your chest and know your warmth taste I want you to come to me to hug me really  by your love warmth You are very close to me and never leave me away all our living together My lovely dear whom I love always whom I adore forever whom I worship till my last breath @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 25 /12 /2018

#fadybouaz  The life The life is several ways we walk, with many many no choices, without knowing what is waiting us at the end.  The life is a hard exam in suffering we must pass it.  The life is Born Suffer Die @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  25 /12/2017

#fadybouaz  Go on Go on  Complete your way  Forget your fear Trust yourself  Make your dreams plans For your future real @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  25/12/2017

#fadybouaz Unfortunately My dear, I am very sad, I am very sorry I couldn't say to you Merry Christmas How I can say it, after you told me, that you don't have enough amount, to buy food for your kids, and you have to beg to provide food for them Unfortunately, everywhere many poor people, can't celebrate in Christmas No love enough between humans No collaboration between them, instead of killing each other again and again I am very sad my dear Unfortunately, I couldn't help you, I am like you and like so many, I can't buy food unfortunately, I can't celebrate unfortunately Many people are starving and eating from the garbage Sorry my dear, I made you feel more sad, instead of helping you I am feeling very sad too Unfortunately, people around the world, are celebrating in Christmas, but they forget what the savor said, help the poor and give them or you are a betrayal for Allah Almighty and me  Unfortunately, we forget that he sacrificed for us all, to we all t...

#fadybouaz Who I am Who I am What I am  I am like the others everyone I am the hero of my story I can't leave it before I continue it The strings of fate move me from the beginning until the end Like the others everyone I suffer in my following for my instincts and desires, to satisfy my personal interests But unfortunately I am like the others everyone I will leave without I take anything And I will be illusion in the imagination of the history Like the others everyone I will disappear with everything I did Because nothing will remain always forever  Everything will disappear, and maybe in a day, all the world will disappear, and maybe all the universe too Just only God Almighty will remain And as He was before He created everything He will be alone again, until He will decide to create again, new universe with new creatures Who I am I am a fleeting shadow, acting my role in a story its name my life My story like many stories, the hero of the story will die at the end of it, and d...

#fadybouaz  Merry Christmas my love angel  Merry Christmas my love angel, I am looking at you as you are looking at me, I remember you, I feel you always, even if you are so far away in God heaven.  Merry Christmas my only love, how much I miss you, how much I want you to come to me really, your angelic shadow becomes real, I'm waiting for you in long suffering, on the cross of pains, the sadness tears my heart and hurts my soul, I carry your love with heavy patience, trying to accept that you left me away.  Merry Christmas my love angel, my soulmate, the only love for my heart, come to me come, to you be the lovely gift for the eid day, let me can feel the happiness, just once in my miserable life, let me see the goodness of the sky through your so beautiful eyes, let me feel the sky mercy by your warmth  Please don't worry about me, I'm ok, these are the tears of joy in my eyes, I'm happy because your angelic shadow is here, as every day and every eid day, by my love...

#fadybouaz  The sky tears of joy Rain rain rain, everywhere everytime, never stop.  The sky tears of joy, falling everywhere in this happy great day, the day when the miracle of the sky has born from a pure innocent virgin, to bring the angelic peace to delete the violence from the troubled world, to bring the sky lights to illuminate the darkness inside our weaknesses, to bring the sky teachings to end the ignorance of our souls, to bring the sky blessings to help who suffer from the life difficulties, to treat the patients, to forgive the sinners.  The rain falls as it fell in that sad day on the sinners killers who tortured and killed the savior the good son of the humanity, the sky is teaching us lessons, like the sacrifice for the goodness, the forgiveness for who hurt us, the mercy of sky is falling everywhere on everyone, good or bad, obedient or disobedient, pious or sinners, believers or unbelievers, in order to we remember that we need the mercy of the sky to we be saved by g...

#fadybouaz  I can feel you I can feel that you are here with me, invisible you are, but I can see you and hear you, by the eyes and ears of my heart love for you I know that I am here alone, without you my love, really in person, you are so far away in so far place, whom I love you always, I miss you all the time I am going to my way end, without I can have the chance to be with you, as I dream always, in my many love dreams with you I am old tired poetic soul, live in deadly cold loneliness, with heavy sad despair I am old tired poetic body, living in desert under the life lights, going to a desert in the cold dark @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 23/12/2018

#fadybouaz If I am If I am the rain, could I reach your far place, and touch you in great love  As the rain from the sky reaches the far earth, and touch it in generous love Or the winds of the bad luck, will blow the clouds of my love And I fall on the desert of despair, is devoid of the flowers of hopes In the depth of it I fade away, flowing rivers of sorrows @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 23/12 /2020

#fadybouaz As your will  I lived all my life I believe in God Almighty And that He is generous sustainer and merciful on His servants  I was never afraid of what could come with the days And I always trusted God Almighty I always do good and my conviction always that whoever does good, God will reward him good I always believed that God is capable of everything  And that He never ask anyone to do more than he can But now I am in great distress I need help and nobody helps me Even God, whom is the first love in my heart, abandoned me Alone I suffer with no help for me But where are you God whom I believed, trusted, worshiped, loved, obeyed Him always Why my Lord, all your ignoring for my prayers in my ordeal Why did you give up on me And if you don't help me, who will help me All my love is for you and all my hope is in your generosity and mercy Please respond to my prayers and do not abandon me Please help me and provides me  I know that everything happens as you please and wish Bu...

#fadybouaz Unfortunately Unfortunately, many evil crimes happen in the name of love and God Both God and love are blind and deaf and cruel without mercy on us Maybe love is like happiness, is a fake feeling God is using it as a trap of pleasure to we fall into In order to He claim that we committed the sins to torture us This is His evil plan from the beginning When he sent His beloved devil To deceive the first couple in order to they leave heaven And then we have to live in what we call it life is the long hard suffering No love or happiness for us All of that is fake feelings in order to we satisfy our instincts by the inspiration of devil In order to our God find reasons for his punishments on us And to He send us to hell at the end and torture us always  For guilts we don't have any choice to we don't do it, unfortunately @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 23/12 /2019

#fadybouaz  Harlot Harlot has no price came like many before, to deceive me to steal me, and then she leaves me, as if she declares her victory mockery over cheated idiot Harlot I wish you that in a day will come, you look at your reflection in the mirror, and you terrified and hate the slut that you see, feel disgusted by yourself dirty that covers your impure body , and you hate your cheap self, and when you look at your devilish eyes, you see that only the evil darkness is inside you, then you know that, you are not more than a devil as so augean nasty vile horn.  Harlot you and who like you, cannot tempt me, your foul disgusting smell precede you, I can't crave in shit your dirty crummy body, stay away from me you cannot cheat me, everything slatternly in you, tell me that you are not more than sleazy harlot.  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 23/12/2017

#fadybouaz Very sad Christmas Very sad Christmas has come, the children of man are in great pain, great torment and great sadness, the epidemic is chasing them and death is waiting for them, everywhere and anytime We humans, in very great arrogance, we have forgotten our sincere obedience to God, and His good words to us, and we have become monsters chasing each other with great brutality, killing, torturing, destroying, raping and enslaving without any regard for the pain of our brothers and sisters in humanity We make God is very angry on us, His eyes look at us indifferently, we have always done every evil, we have forgotten to worship and obey him, and if we pray to him, we pray to him in great hypocrisy as if the villain prays inside us for cheap and fleeting pleasures How can we ask God to have mercy on us when we have lost mercy on God’s creatures, how can we ask for His forgiveness, while we are doing everything that God has forbidden us to do Remember what He told us, I am you...

#fadybouaz  Merry Christmas  Everywhere there is a celebration  Everywhere the all to each other say  Merry Christmas  They exchange the beautiful gifts  New expensive clothes  Expensive delicious foods Almost everyone is happy  But not the all are the same All of them can feel The happiness of the feast  But we unfortunately forgot  What the good savior said  The son of the great goodness  Who sacrificed his pure life  Witout selfish in suffering  On the cross of pains After he said what we forgot You betrayed God and me Because you forgot  The poor that need help  If you forget them You forget your faith  In Allah Almighty and in me Please, who think that they are safe From the life difficulties or troubles No you are not, everything is in turn Don't forget who need your help  In order to you can keep God blessings On you and your family  That you love and care for it Merry Christmas by remembering  The sacrifice to save  The humanity from the devil  And from its evil games  Reme...

#fadybouaz Let us act and pretend  Let us act and pretend that we have a chance, in what we call the life that is the long suffering  No man wishes to become old, if he will be always alone, no love warmth hug him, his bed is the loneliness, his blanket is the cold, his home is the sadness, his partner is the deadly despair Only Allah Almighty is the great I am just a humble shadow will leave with the winds of memories  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 22/12/2018

#fadybouaz But We know that God can do everything But if everything we know is true And if God can do everything Why He does not listen to the poor prayers Why He does not feed them or protect them Why He does not stop the fighting and the killing and the racism hatred and crimes Especially that happen in His name or in His religions name  We know that God does not ask anyone to endure the pain more than his ability But if everything we know is true  Why God can not provide who is starving  And He continues refusing to provide  Who has only one choice or die starving or commit suicide  What does God want  If God what He wants is the poor to kill themselves Okay God Have what you want And be happy in the poor killing themselves @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 21/12 /2019

#fadybouaz  Sometimes Sometimes  even if somethings are funny but they will can inspire us The whole world is just a big game is played by the destiny of Creator But unfortunately we are playing  the life game so seriously following our desires inside our instincts trying to catch what we can't have it  always forever These are the games of suffering that we have to play during our lives since we left heaven in a great disobedience  in order to we eat the forbidden apple by the evil inspiration from devil So that the good ones say God save us from devil and its evil games Amen @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 21/12 /2018

#fadybouaz  Love Peace No Racism  I am who dream In a world without racism Without fighting  Without hatred  Because of the difference Between our Languages or colours Or origins or religions We all share the good ideas With respect To illuminate The dark of ignorance By the light of knowledge  No borders between humans In order to they share together  The devolpment for our world With one language  The language of mind  Obeys the creator Believes that We all are his creatures We all are the same Walk on the same earth Under the same sky With the same sun and moon Breath the same air Drink the same water We all burn in the same fire Of racism hatred and dealing So let our legacy to who come Of the next generation Is a world without racism  We all live in it with  Love Peace No Racism @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  20/10/2017

#fadybouaz  There is always Love in the sky  There is always Love in the sky We are born after we die We hear a voice talks inside us The language of God In a mind is breathing within  Words on the tongue Body is walking on the ground The help to save us From the devil From its evil games To we can be away from them  As the light is fighting the dark As the conscience is against the vicious As the humanity against the racism But we go far away from  The God torch  We turn off its light Because of our selfish In order to we have what we want Without caring about the others For what is good for them For their safety  And only the lies  The hatred and the greed And the fighting for  The selfish personal interests  Unfortunatly We forget that we don't die By gun or by disease  Or by growing old But when the others  Forget us as their refusing  For our bad deeds So dont go away From the voice of goodness  Or you will regret And will be burned  In the fire of your sins So that the simple...

#fadybouaz To be this is my only one choice I believed in God all my life I helped the others even if I don't know them I gave everything to help But I am alone from a long time No one remembers me, only if needs me No one appreciates me Now I don't have anything No money nothing I live as God willing and provides But now I am in financial crisis I don't have money to buy food unfortunately I am starving now With my only one choice Or I die starving or I kill myself I pray to God as I prayed to Him always But He never listenen to my prayers  I trusted God always But He is always destroying my dreams and killing my hopes even in His mercy on me Unfortunately God destroyed my faith in Him This is what He wants and never be what I want  I am telling honestly my sad miserable life story really Please don't judge me God whom killed my faith in Him and not me And before you blame me Try to live without money and food with sickness and cold weather with one dream that you die ...

#fadybouaz  Don't cry try to don't cry Don't cry try to don't cry, this what I learned to say, by the cruel lessons in my exam, as my long life of suffering, from the beginning to the end. Everything changes nothing continues forever, as you in date with come, you in date with leave, every positive feel parallel to negative feel, this the unfair exam, as life of suffering, we must live we must pass it, but unfortunately no end to it, the death is reborn, you will go back again and again, accept or without accept, this your cruel fate, you left the heaven from a long long time, the forbidden fruit for you now, the happiness without sadness, the laugh without crying, the comfortable without tire, the satisfy without angry, the obey without your instincts disobey. Many times I felt, as innocent child, looking to beautiful doll, wanted it so much, and a cruel giant come, and give me what I wish what I want, and then take it from me, put it under his foots, break it destroy ...

#fadybouaz  All what we can do All what we can do always  We continue going on Through our life ways Can we find a place Where there is no destiny Our dreams become real Our hopes are alive forever To we satisfy what we feel Go on as your live is long Be satisfied in what is destined With your thanks for God Always try to you smile Pretend that you are happy Hide your sadness Don't show your tears Don't tell about your pains Let the others around you When you are with them Feel the happiness  We are here now making  our good memories together  We will leave away With the memories winds @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 20/12 /2018

#fadybouaz  Poet I can't sleep before I write, my poetic ideas as poetic words, to be my poetic works. Poet what if is one of two, or stranger poetic creature, I can't know from where is, inside a person we call a poet, or crazy poetic spreads the madness, to be everyone in the world poetic insane. Poet if I'm, my pleasure, my proud, let the angels talk during my poetic soul, spread the poetic goodness, in a world looks at the goodness as a mad @FadyBouaz  All copyrights reserved© 19/12/2017

#fadybouaz Love Love is  The spring season of life Hopes as beautiful birds singing To its dreams as lovely flowers Are spread on its heaven gardens Love is only one season  Comes just once in lifetime The effects of love  Never disappear longevity FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved© 19/12/2017

#fadybouaz  My love angel My love gone from a long long time. My love angel in the heaven, she is surrounded by the God angels, prays for me, and her prayers protect me, my life blessings  And I'm here feeling her with me, looking at her, tell her I love her I want her, as she tells me she loves me she wants me, no end to my love for her, I will be so soon with her, to we be together, two angels flying by the wings of love, in the love heaven sky between the God angels. The life destiny is so cruel without mercy, separated two lovers from each other, you and me  I pray every moment in every day, to be so soon, with our love together, with you whom I love, whom I have to live without you, these are my prayers my wishes to die so soon, to be with you again my love angel, whom pray for me from God heaven of love  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  19/12/2017

#fadybouaz  But when  When we see a storm is coming, we run away, looking for a safe place, to hide away from the dangers But when the storm of love, that starts out through the beauty of your eyes, I never run away, I approach you more and more, with my love wishes, your warm love whirlwinds hug me, threw me in the heaven love lands  My heart whom loves you, is a ship sinking in the sea of your very beautiful eyes, knows that the safe waves, with your beautiful storms in love Together longevity always forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 19/12/2018

#fadybouaz  Answer me  Where are you my God  Why don't you listen  Why are you deaf Answer me Why don't you give help  to those whom ask you it Where is your mercy  Answer me  Why I must fight alone  your first black angel  your beloved devil  Answer me  Why are you so cruel  without any known reason you created me  Answer me  When your foolish cruel destiny  will look at me  by the eyes of mercy  Answer me  To when my eyes laugh  with my heart crying with my loosing the hope  Answer me  How much my great God  I prayed to you  begging your mercy  Answer me  But you always merciless deaf never heard my prayers  Why are you hopeless  Answer me  I accepted my love Is without hope But why you destined for me  to be alone  Answer me  I'm so sad desperate alone  Sad with my suffering  Why all this  Answer me  Why everyone comes my life  As innocent good angel  changes to devil  Answer me  I'm so desperate without hope  in your destiny help  Are you good  Answer me  Why you cr...

#fadybouaz Very unfortunately I am so sorry that I lived without you I really regret for every moment I lived while you are not with me But alas We are not destined to be together As a married couple always share a life of love There is no hope that this will really happen This is what is written for us in the lines of fate, by the will of God Almighty And I have to accept what He destined for me and not object to it Despite my great love for you, my strong desire for you, and my intense longing for you Despite my great sadness and deep regret that you are far from me O my dear love Although my love for you is hopeless I love you more and more Even though you are away from me But I always think of you I always see your beautiful spectrum and always I look at you in great love Always I see your beautiful eyes are looking at me Always I hear your beautiful voice is talking to me Always when I sleep I see your beautiful spectrum next to me, I hug it and hugs me When I wake up, I say to yo...

#fadybouaz  What is love Love without hope  Is the best kind of love What is the love feelings Love is a big huge mystery It is fires burning our hearts Our souls feel its pains But we have to be burn More and more Until our hearts become ashes And from the love fires pain Our souls shout in love Always to the end of the end No sorry in love Just sorrow in suffering Love pains in the hearts  And the souls crying But this means that You are feeling love Even your love  Is one so far away in so far place And no hope to be with whom you love  But that is love feelings  You can't stop it  You can't ignore it  You only just can feel it  If your love is soul love  You will continue feel it Always and always  Without any stop Even after your reborn  Again and again  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  18/12/2018

#fadybouaz  To can meet her The night is so long, so dark, empty from the light I can't sleep, I still awake And the ideas inside my sad worried minds Began to move interrupt my hard trying to sleep Why I love her?  I can't know why What do you love in her?  I don't know but all I know I loved her since I saw her She is so cute and lovely Made me remember  What I forgot from a long long time The love feelings My heart was like a cold dead stone But now it beats again, the warmth feelings inside my soul Ok why are you sad and angry? Again as many times previously  My love is without hope But this time is different My love is so strong Everything in me wants her All my feelings are love for her But where is she?  In nowhere as if she is not exist I can't be with her Just only in my dreams With my innocent love for her But after I wake up And find her is not really with me The dreams became my reality nightmares But there is no choice to me Just only only I continue to lov...

#fadybouaz Unfortunately God doesn't listen to my prayers Because God doesn't listen to the poor prayers Because God lost His mercy on the poor one as me I will join so soon whom died before me I am so poor person has no money has nothing live as God willing and provides I lived all my life obey God and trust Him  I was good person always help whom needed help But now I am here alone starving I don't have money to buy food unfortunately  And no one helps me Even God refuses to help me  God is punishing me for my only one guilt  That I trust Him and lived all my life I obey Him  And now I warn God as my last prayer If He doesn't want me to kill myself Prevents me by providing me Or I will go away and disappear so soon With my remorse for every once that I obeyed God and prayed to Him  And He has no mercy doesn't provide who is dying starving And that cruel God is looking at my suffering by the eyes of no caring Unfortunately I obeyed God has no mercy and doesn't ...

#fadybouaz Only one choice The best comfortable living is the lying on the bed in the darkness of the cold grave and never wake up again The bad luck is always with every step on the road of the life destroying the dreams killing the hopes The happiness is just a word without unknown to its meaning with the no ability to laugh or smile Just only the sadness always with so many tears in huge suffering in so poor life with much disappointment Yeah thanks so much God for the miserable life of poverty that I live With the betrayal from the all everyone who I know Even though I am so good generous person with them When I need help they refuse to help me and leave me alone with my suffering  Even God doesn't appreciate my love, my obedient and my loyalty for Him Unfortunately He also betrays me and leaves me alone near to die starving And He doesn't listen to my prayers Even if I have now only one choice Or I die starving or I kill myself so soon @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserv...

#fadybouaz What is that thing What is that thing That makes us feel pain But we love its pain And we don't want it to stop To we can feel it always What is that thing inside us That confuses us always We can't know If we are happy or sad If we smile or cry Even if we want to tell about it But we can't describe what is Something as dilemma Continue confusing us in big puzzle What is that thing @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 17 /12 /2019

#FadyBouAz The morning came again The morning came again The dark gone away The moon and the stars Hide behind the light Of new day sunrise dawn Its golden waves Invaded the darkness The life colors appear Spread its beautiful everywhere To its coming back As new born from the black The lovely birds singing to it  The beautiful songs Its melodies to the world Say Good morning Happy blessed day And the life beginning Moving everywhere The humans walking With their hopes smiles With the dreams happiness In wonderful blessed day And some serious focus To have better day  Better than that gone But almost to each other say Good morning  Blessed happy day God bless you always @FadyBouAz  All copyrights reserved ©  17/12/2017