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Unfortunately

God doesn't listen to my prayers
Because God doesn't listen to the poor prayers
Because God lost His mercy on the poor one as me
I will join so soon whom died before me
I am so poor person has no money has nothing live as God willing and provides
I lived all my life obey God and trust Him 
I was good person always help whom needed help
But now I am here alone starving I don't have money to buy food unfortunately 
And no one helps me
Even God refuses to help me 
God is punishing me for my only one guilt 
That I trust Him and lived all my life I obey Him 
And now I warn God as my last prayer
If He doesn't want me to kill myself
Prevents me by providing me
Or I will go away and disappear so soon
With my remorse for every once that I obeyed God and prayed to Him 
And He has no mercy doesn't provide who is dying starving
And that cruel God is looking at my suffering by the eyes of no caring
Unfortunately I obeyed God has no mercy and doesn't listen to my prayers
To provide me to prevent me from I commit suicide so soon
Unfortunately

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Tuesday 17 /12 /2019

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