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My Paradise

I always wondered:
What is the meaning of love at first sight, 
Until I saw you.
Your beauty is like the light of the moon,
Your smile like a dawn whose beauty and warmth rise from the cold darkness of night.
I looked at you in awe,
Unable to believe what my eyes beheld.
In my confusion, I asked:
Oh God, did You truly create all this kindness and beauty in her image, 
The one to whom my heart and soul have submitted in the name of love. 

I tried to go far away from you,
But my heart and soul refused,
They wanted to stay with you,
To become lost more and more in adoration for you.

I was confused about my situation, 
Not knowing what to do.
I wanted to stay with you,
I wanted to say, “I love you,”
I wanted to say, “Marry me, I want to live with you forever.”
But sadly,
I am an old bird,
And you are a very beautiful young woman,
Your beauty rivals the warm sunrise. 

Then silently,
As sorrow began to spread like shadows through my feelings,
I said, “I love you, I want you to be my wife. Will you marry me in another life?”
Then I looked to the sky,
And asked it weeping:
Will fate have mercy on my heart and soul?
And we be reborn, she and I, in another life,
Where she is destined to be mine?
Will it be written for me to visit paradise?
Because she will be with me,
For her presence is my paradise
Of happiness in love with her.

Fady Bouaz 
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Monday 6/10/2025 

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جنتي 

كنت دائمًا أتساءل:
ما معنى الحب من أول نظرة، 
حتى رأيتك.
جمالك مثل ضياء القمر،
ابتسامتك مثل فجر يشرق جماله ودفؤه من ظلام الليل البارد.
نظرت إليك مذهولًا،
لا أصدق ما تراه عيني.
سألت في حيرتي:
يا الله، هل حقًا خلقت كل هذا اللطف والجمال بصورتها،
التي خضع لها قلبي وروحي بإسم الحب. 

حاولت أن أذهب بعيدًا عنك،
ولكن قلبي وروحي رفضا،
أرادا البقاء معك،
ليتوهوا أكثر فأكثر في العشق لك.

احترت في أمري،
لا أدري ما أفعل.
أردت أن أبقى معك،
أردت أن أقول: "أحبك"،
أردت أن أقول: "تزوجيني، أريد أن أعيش دائمًا معك".
ولكن للأسف الشديد،
أنا طائر عجوز،
وأنت شابة جميلة جدًا،
جمالك ينافس شروق الشمس الدافئ. 

ثم صامتًا،
والحزن بدأ ينتشر مثل الظلال في مشاعري،
قلت: "أحبك، أريدك أن تكوني زوجتي، هل تتزوجيني في حياة أخرى؟".
ثم نظرت إلى السماء،
وسألتها باكيًا:
هل سيرحم القدر قلبي وروحي؟
ونولد، أنا وهي، في حياة أخرى،
ومقدر لها أن تكون من نصيبي؟
هل سيكتب لي أن أزور الجنة؟
لأنها ستكون معي،
لأن وجودها معي جنتي
من السعادة في الحب معها.

فادي بوعز
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الإثنين 6/10/2025 

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