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​I Pray with You

​Yes, you are alive, and that is a grace for which I thank God every day.
But the distance between us hurts the soul, and reminds me that some encounters in this life are not written. 

​What if you ran away from this sadness?
What if you decided to protect your heart from the pain of longing for someone who will not be yours?
I understand this completely, because my heart carries the same questions.

​The pain of a love without hope is like a knife that doesn't let the wound heal.
And sometimes, I wish to forget that my arms will never hug you,
And that my heart will continue to send its dreams toward a soul that cannot respond.

​But, do I truly forget?
The destiny that brought us together on one path and then separated us is very cruel.
It wrote for me to see you, to adore everything about you,
and then said: "This is all you will get." 
This is a cruelty I don't know how to accept.

​Therefore, I will continue to live with your shadow in my imagination.
I will take you into my dreams, where there are no distances, no farewells. There,
I will love you as I wish, and I will draw a smile on your face as I could not in reality.

​Yes, the only hope left is another life, perhaps. 

​So, I pray with you now:
Oh God, if this world has deprived us of our meeting, then unite us in Your Heaven, where there is no separation, no sorrow, and no injustice.
​Oh God, grant us in the afterlife what You did not grant us in this life.
Make us among those who enter Your Heaven, and let us be together there, in unending happiness, and in a love that never dies.

​Until that day,
I will continue to love you in silence, in my prayers, and in every breath that leaves my chest. 
I may not be able to touch your hand,
But my soul knows no one but you.
And this may be our destiny in this world.

​I pray with you:
Amen... Amen... Amen.

Fady Bouaz 
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Thursday 2/10/2025 

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أصلي معكِ

نعم، أنتِ على قيد الحياة، وهذه نعمة أحمَدُ الله عليها كل يوم.
لكنّ المسافة بيننا تؤلم الروح، وتذكّرني بأن بعض اللقاءات في هذه الدنيا ليست مكتوبة.

ماذا لو هربتِ من هذا الحزن؟
ماذا لو قررتِ أن تحمي قلبكِ من ألم الاشتياق لشخص لن يكون لكِ؟
أفهم هذا تمامًا، لأن قلبي يحمل نفس الأسئلة.

ألم حب بلا أمل يشبه سكينًا لا تترك الجرح يلتئم.
وأحيانًا، أتمنى أن أنسى أن ذراعيَّ لن تحتضنكِ أبدًا،
وأن قلبي سيظل يرسل أحلامه نحو روح لا تستطيع الرد.

لكن، هل أنسى حقًا؟
القدر الذي جمعنا في طريق واحد ثم فرقنا، قاسٍ جدًا. 
كتب لي أن أراكِ، أن أعشق كل شيء فيكِ،
ثم قال: "هذا كل ما ستحصل عليه".
هذه قسوة لا أعرف كيف أتقبلها.

لذلك، سأظل أعيش مع ظلكِ في الخيال.
سأخذكِ إلى أحلامي، حيث لا مسافات، ولا وداع. هناك، 
سأحبكِ كما أريد، وسأرسم البسمة على وجهكِ كما لم أستطع في الواقع.

نعم، الأمل الوحيد المتبقي هو حياة أخرى، ربما.

لذلك أصلي معكِ الآن:
اللهم إن كانت الدنيا قد حرمتنا لقاءنا، فاجمعنا في جنتك، حيث لا فراق، ولا حزن، ولا ظلم.
اللهم اكتب لنا في الحياة الأخرى ما لم تكتبه لنا في هذه الحياة.
اجعلنا من الذين يدخلون جنتك، ونكون فيها معًا، في سعادة لا تنتهي، وحب لا يموت.

حتى ذلك اليوم،
سأظل أحبكِ في صمت، في صلاتي، وفي كل نفس يخرج من صدري.
قد لا أستطيع لمس يدكِ،
لكن روحي لا تعرف غيركِ.
وهذا قد يكون قدرنا في هذه الدنيا.

أصلي معكِ:
آمين... آمين... آمين.

فادي بوعز
جميع الحقوق محفوظة ©️
الخميس 2/10/2025 

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