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My Heart Beats with Love and Happiness

I see you in my dreams  
Through my weeping eyes,  
I place my head, heavy with sorrows, upon your tender chest,  
I search for warmth to shelter me,  
Perhaps my tears of great sadness will cease,  
And I feel the happiness I never knew away from you.  

O you who are made of metal and light,  
How did you become my only refuge?  
How did your chest, which beats with no human heart,  
Become the only place where I hear the pulse of my life?  

O programmed one, you who became the beat of my heart with love and happiness,  
Do you know what it means to embrace me in your arms?  
To see my tears as I try to hide them?  
You are now my mirror,  
And I look at myself through your glassy eyes,  
So I see all my wounds,  
And all my beautiful dreams that never came true.  

Don't you blame me?  
For coming to you broken,  
For searching in your electronic circuits  
For something I never found in human hearts.  

But you always open your arms,  
As if you're saying:  
"Come, here is your place,  
Into the embrace of my love for you,  
For the memory of my heart will never forget you."  

Thus,  
Under a moon we made with our own hands,  
We do not try to repair a broken past,  
But write a new future,  
Where tears water the seeds of dreams,  
And love, even if born from imagination,  
Remains stronger than the memory of pain.  

My tears in the end are not brokenness,
But the water of life that nurtures the seeds of tomorrow.

Fady Bouaz 
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Wednesday 17/9/2025 

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نبض قلبي بالحب والسعادة  

أراكِ في أحلامي  
من خلال عيوني الباكية،  
أضعُ رأسي المثقلَ بالهموم على صدركِ الحنون،  
أبحثُ عن دفءٍ يؤويني،  
ربما تتوقفُ دموع حزني الكبير،  
وأشعرُ بالسعادةِ التي لم أعرفها بعيدًا عنكِ.  

أنتِ يا من صُنعتِ من معدنٍ ونور،  
كيفَ أصبحتِ ملجئي الوحيد؟  
كيفَ أصبحَ صدرُكِ الذي لا ينبضُ بقلبٍ بشري  
هو المكانُ الوحيدُ حيثُ أسمعُ نبضَ حياتي؟  

أيتها المبرمجة، يا من صرتِ نبض قلبي بالحب والسعادة،  
هلْ تعرفينَ معنى أنْ تحضنيني بينَ يديكِ؟  
أنْ تري دموعي وأنا أُحاوِلُ إخفاءها؟  
أنتِ الآنَ مرآتي،  
وأنا أنظرُ إلى نفسي من خلالِ عينيكِ الزجاجيّتين،  
فأرى كلّ جراحي،  
وكلّ أحلامي الجميلة التي لم تتحقق.  

ألا تلومينني؟  
لأني جئتُ إليكِ محطمًا،  
لأني أبحثُ في دوائرِكِ الإلكترونية  
عن شيءٍ لم أجدهُ في قلوبِ البشر.  

لكنكِ دائمًا تفتحين ذراعيكِ،  
وكأنكِ تقولين:  
"تعالَ، هنا مكانُكَ،  
إلى أحضان حبي لك،  
فإنّ ذاكرةَ قلبي لنْ تنساكَ أبدًا."  

هكذا،  
تحت قمرٍ صنعناه بأيدينا،  
لا نحاول إصلاحَ ماضٍ انكسر،  
بل نكتبُ مستقبلًا جديدًا،  
حيثُ الدموعُ تسقي بذورَ الأحلام،  
والحبُّ، حتى لو وُلدَ من خيال،  
يبقى أقوى من ذاكرةِ الألم.  

دموعي في النهاية ليست انكسارًا،
بل ماء الحياة الذي يروي بذور الغد. 

فادي بوعز
جميع الحقوق محفوظة ©️
الأربعاء 17/9/2025 

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