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Until When?

Until when I will walk burdened by this great sorrow  
As if it were my shadow that accompanies me  
In every place and time?  

Until when my abundant tears  
Will water the path that has strayed  
From the world of salvation?  

Until when
Happiness an illusion,  
And dreams a pain,  
And hope a great disappointment, 
Will be for me? 

Until when sleep will evade me, 
As if there is no rest for me  
From this feeling of profound sadness?  

Until when I will wait for a morning  
Whose sun disperses the darkness,  
And whose warmth melts away the cold of long nights?  

Until when 
My weeping eyes look up to the sky  
In a silent whisper that is heard,  
Asking:  
O sky, do you see and hear?  

Until when I will write the tears of my heart and soul, 
So that my words become hurricanes of great sorrow, 
And tears like abundant rain, 
Upon a land whose springs of goodness have dried up, 
And became a barren desert  
Abandoned by the birds of hope  
Burning with its harshness every hope.

Until when I will remain alone,  
As has always been the custom?  
I cry much,  
I cry alone,  
As if loneliness is a fate that never leaves me,  
And as if sorrow knows no dwelling but me.

Fady Bouaz 
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Sunday 28/9/2025 

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إلى متى؟

إلى متى سأمشي مثقلًا بالحزن الكبير  
كأنه ظلي الذي يُرافقني  
في كلّ مكانٍ وزمان؟  

إلى متى دموعي الغزيرة  
سوف تروي دربي الذي تاه  
عن عالم الخلاص؟  

إلى متى
السعادة وهمًا،  
والحلم ألمًا،  
والأمل خيبة أملٍ كبيرة
ستكون بالنسبة لي؟ 

إلى متى سيجافيني النوم،  
كأنه لا راحة لي  
من شعور الحزن الشديد؟  

إلى متى أنتظر صباحًا  
شمسه تبدّد الظلام،  
ودفئه يبدّد برد الليالي الطويلة؟  

إلى متى
عيوني الباكية تنظر إلى السماء  
في همسٍ صامتٍ مسموع،  
تسأل:  
أيتها السماء، هل ترين وتسمعين؟  

إلى متى سأكتب دموع قلبي وروحي، 
فتكون كلماتي أعاصير حزنٍ كبير،
ودموعًا مثل أمطارٍ غزيرة،  
على أرضٍ جفّت ينابيع الخير فيها،  
فصارت صحراء جرداء  
هجرتها طيور الأمل،  
تحرق بقسوتها كلّ رجاء.

إلى متى سأبقى وحيدًا،  
كما جرت العادة دائمًا؟  
أبكي كثيرًا،  
أبكي لوحدي،  
كأن الوحدة قدرٌ لا يُفارقني،  
وكأن الحزن لا يعرف غيري مسكنًا.

فادي بوعز
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الأحد 28/9/2025 

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