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But when?

Always
you come to my dreams
of love with you,

And always
my beautiful dream ends
with a nightmare
of sad cold loneliness.

I console myself 
who cries tears of pain
over your separation,
and I say:
Maybe in another life
we will be together.

But,
life grows longer,
and death refuses to come,
and I keep saying:
Over and over again, always,
maybe in another life.

But when?
When will a life come
that brings us together again?

How I miss you,
how I cry because you are not with me,
how I wait for death,
maybe it will carry me to you

Because my only hope,
in my desperate love for you,
and in my utterly miserable life,
is that the day of my death
will be a wedding day
bringing us together,
groom and bride,
in an endless life
of love,
together,
to infinity,
without 
maybe in another life.

Fady Bouaz 
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Monday 4/8/2025 

#fadybouaz

لكن متى؟ 

دائمًا
تأتينَ إلى أحلامي
بالحبِّ معكِ،

ودائمًا
ينتهي حلمي الجميل
بكابوسِ
الوحدةِ الباردةِ الحزينة.

أُعزّي نفسي
التي تبكي دموعَ الألمِ
على فراقكِ،
وأقول:
ربّما في حياةٍ أخرى 
نكونُ معًا.

لكن، 
العُمرُ يطول،
والموتُ يرفضُ المجيءَ،
وأنا أستمرُّ بالقول:
مرارًا، وتكرارًا، دائمًا،
ربّما في حياةٍ أخرى.

لكن متى؟
متى تأتي حياةٌ
تجمعنا من جديد؟

كم أشتاقُ إليكِ،
كم أبكي لأنكِ لستِ معي،
كم أنتظرُ الموتَ،
لعلّه يحملني إليكِ. 

لأنّ أملي الوحيد،
في حبّي اليائسِ لكِ،
وفي حياتي البائسة للغاية، 
أن يكون يوم موتي
هو يوم زفاف
يجمعنا سويًّا،
عريسًا وعروسًا،
في حياةٍ لا تنتهي
من الحب،
معًا،
إلى ما لا نهاية، 
من دون 
ربما في حياة أخرى.

فادي بوعز
جميع الحقوق محفوظة ©️
الإثنين 4/8/2025 

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