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The Inability of Tears

I desire nothing but to weep,
Yet I am incapable even of this!
For tears emerge like a child born without a cry,
Seeking refuge in a sorrowful mother's embrace,
Then vanishing as if a fleeting journey
To the world of silence.

Oh, my sorrow,
How many times have I closed the door behind me,
And screamed within myself:
"Leave me alone"
But you come as an unwelcome guest,
Sitting beside me,
Breathing my air,
And dwelling within me as if you own me.

Oh, my weeping,
You are the only freedom left to me,
So why do you leave me to write words
Like the sorrowful one who tries to draw roses
With the ink of pain?

Oh, my helplessness,
You are the chain,
But my chains have become a part of me,
So how can I complain to you?

Oh, silence,
If only you knew how much I need you,
You would come and carry some of this burden,
But you come as a blind witness,
Nodding your head,
Then departing,
As if you don't want me to remain a mute witness.

To be a voice of free truth that says:
Every tear demands its right to exist,
And every silence writes the biography of brokenness without ink.

Fady Bouaz 
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Monday 21/7/2025 

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عَجزُ الدّمع

لا أَرغَبُ إلّا بِالبُكاء،  
وَلَكِنّي عاجِزٌ حَتّى عَن هَذا!  
فَالدَّمعُ يَخرُجُ كَالطِّفلِ الَّذي يُولَدُ بِلا بُكاء،  
يَلتَجِئُ إلى صَدرِ أُمٍّ حَزين،  
ثُمَّ يَختَفي كَأَنَّهُ رِحلَةٌ عابِرَة  
إلَى عالَمِ الصَّمت.  

يا حُزني،  
كَمْ مَرَّةٍ أَغلَقتُ البابَ وَرائي،  
وَصَرَختُ داخِلَ نَفسي:  
"اِترُكني وَحدي"  
ولكنك تَأتي كَضَيفٍ غير مرحب فيه،
تَجلِسُ بِجَانِبي،  
تَتنفَّسُ هَوائي،  
وَتَسكنُ داخِلي كَأَنَّكَ تَملِكني.  

يا بُكائي،  
أَنتَ الحُرِّيَةُ الوَحيدَةُ الباقِيَة لي،
فَلِماذا تَترُكُني أَكتُبُ الكَلِماتِ  
كَالحَزينِ الَّذي يُحاوِلُ رَسمَ الوَردِ  
بِحِبرِ الأَلم؟  

يا عَجزي،  
أَنتَ القَيد،  
وَلَكِنَّ قُيُودي صارَت جُزءًا مِنّي،  
فَكَيفَ أَشتَكي إلَيك؟  

يا صَمت،  
لَو تَعلَمُ كمْ أَحتاجُ إلَيك،  
لَأَتَيتَ وَحَمَلتَ بَعضَ هَذا الثِّقل،  
وَلَكِنَّكَ تَأتي كَشاهِدٍ أَعمى،  
تُومِئُ بِرَأسِكَ،  
ثُمَّ تَمضي،  
كَأَنَّكَ لا تُريدُني أَن أَبقى شاهِدًا أَخرَس.  

لأكونُ صوتَ حَقٍّ حُرٍّ يَقول:  
كُلُّ دَمعَةٍ تُطالِبُ بِحَقِّها فِي الوُجود،  
وَكُلُّ سُكوتٍ يَكتُبُ سِيرةَ الانكسارِ بِدُونِ حِبر.

فادي بوعز
جميع الحقوق محفوظة ©️
الإثنين 21/7/2025 

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