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Look at

My dear love
Look at me, at my old age
Look at my poverty
Look at my old body sickness
Look at my very bad luck always
Look at my very bad life conditions
Look at my unstable faith 
I am living in sad suffering
In huge painful torment
As if I am alive in hell
Everyone I trusted betrayed me, even God 
Everyone even God, left me alone suffer 
Now in my cold loneliness
From a long time ago
I can't trust anyone even God
I can't love anyone even God
I hate myself and everyone even God
So that I will leave you my dear love 
I can't drag you to my hell life 
My only hopes now, are to die very soon
My only dreams now, are that the soil of ground, is covering my cold dead body
I will go hell, and feel the warmth of its fires
And after you be in the hell
You will be with me
Both of us are burning in the hell fires, and in the fires of the eternal love, in the same time, always all the time
Look at me, and tell me, if you can love me really seriously honestly
I can't expect that from you
How you will can love me
If I can't love myself
Look at me, how I am really
Before you say that you love me
Look at me

@FadyBouAz
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Tuesday 8/12 /2020

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