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#fadybouaz My Poem to the Flower of My Love I am an old, poetic bird,   Singing for the beautiful flower of my love,   From my heart, which knows none but her,   I am lost in my love for her with every moment,   And with every longing, I redraw her image in the sky. I sing songs of passion,   Sending my whispers to her distant heart,   But in my solitude, I pour my sorrow,   For the hope of being with her has faded,   And as I draw closer to the end,   I feel that departure is nearer. But deep within me,   In my final moments, there is one dream,   To meet her in another life,   Where the day of my death will be the day of my meeting,   The day we meet and continue together,   Where there is no barrier between us, and no separation. I want to live with her,   To fulfill my dream with her,   To tell her how great my love is,   And to tell her that she alone holds my heart,   And that she alone I love with madness,   And that she is my beautiful flower,   For whom I live,   And for whom ...

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#fadybouaz Love God is the true great love always, love without goals, God Almighty loves us all without any discrimination between us, in the eyes of God we are all the same no matter our religion, language or skin color Therefore I believe and trust in God Almighty, my religion is love When love is in my heart, I am in God's heart and God is in my heart If we love each other as God loves us, there will be no racism, sectarianism or ethnicity with justice, equality, humanity, prosperity and happiness Wars, killing, destruction and persecution will stop We will stop playing the evil games of the devil, evil will be eliminated and good will triumph, and we will live in peace with God, ourselves and the whole world Belief in God Almighty and always fearing Him and always being satisfied with what He has given us with love is the good path to God's paradise I believe in God, love, honesty, respect, loyalty, trust, humility, mercy and tolerance and no racism, sectarianism or ethnic...

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#fadybouaz I love you Your beauty and kindness Put the warm feelings in my heart My soul is looking at you in great adoring I continue thinking in great love, about what I see when I look at your beauty Your beautiful eyes and your lovely face and your delicious lips You continue inspiring me to love you more and more, and to want you to be always with me really My hopes now are to be really with you always This is my dreams in love with you I want to hug you tight and look at your beautiful eyes and say I love you And then the talking will stop My lips on your lips, our hearts talk to each other in great love, by the silent language of love, our love's kisses that we exchange together I love you my lovely cute dear I am not joking about this, I am very serious The flames of love are burning my heart, and my soul continues to express the love's feelings for you, by the love's words for you  I love you, I love you @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 30/12 /202...

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#fadybouaz Love God is the true great love always, love without goals, God Almighty loves us all without any discrimination between us, in the eyes of God we are all the same no matter our religion, language or skin color Therefore I believe and trust in God Almighty, my religion is love When love is in my heart, I am in God's heart and God is in my heart If we love each other as God loves us, there will be no racism, sectarianism or ethnicity with justice, equality, humanity, prosperity and happiness Wars, killing, destruction and persecution will stop You will stop playing the evil games of the devil, evil will be eliminated and good will triumph, and we will live in peace with God, ourselves and the whole world Belief in God Almighty and always fearing Him and always being satisfied with what He has given us with love is the good path to God's paradise I believe in God, love, honesty, respect, loyalty, trust, humility, mercy and tolerance and no racism, sectarianism or ethni...

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#fadybouaz Cycle of Darkness From the dark embrace of the womb, we emerge,   A flicker of life in the vast unknown.   And into the silent shadows of the grave,   We return, our journey’s end,   To rest in the quiet depths of earth’s hold.   Yet this end is not the final one—   For from the grave, we rise again,   Drawn back to the womb,   Where darkness wraps us once more,   And the cycle begins anew.   How many times we’ve come and gone,   Through this endless dance of birth and death,   From shadow to shadow, from life to life,   Bound by forces we cannot escape,   We are but travelers in an eternal loop.   The past is but a fading whisper,   The future a promise unfulfilled.  And all we know is this: From darkness we come,   And to darkness we return,   Forever bound to the cycle,   Endlessly reborn in the womb of time. We return again to that darkened place,   The womb that holds us, the grave that calls,   Over and over, from birth to death,   In the endless loop of fate’s cruel h...

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#fadybouaz Only I can  Love is unexplained, I know that But I can't know why I don't have mood to do anything Only I can think of you, and love you, and imagine you, and dream of you Only I can remember your beautiful face, eyes, lips Only I can remember your kindness and goodness Only I can feel the pain in my heart, the pain of love for you always Only I can be sad, because you are not with me really Only I can feel my soul sadness, because it miss you so much I can't know what happens to me, after I saw you my lovely cute dear Only I can now, is to want just one thing, is that you will be with me really Only I can now, is to wish just one wish, is that you will come to me really, to we be always in love together  Only I can now, is to hope that my wish will be achieved, and what I want will be really real, and I can show you really, how much I love you so much, and how I will treat you in love like a queen, and give you love anytime always What is the magic that you put ...

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#fadybouaz Yes unfortunately Yes unfortunately I am living alone with much feeling of cold But my dear love Why you are interested in old poor man like me have nothing You are not ugly You must be Interested in someone more better than me can buy your needs I don't have money to buy food unfortunately I am starving now Forget me please and don't say you will not  And why you will not forget me  And don't tell me to believe in God And God can change everything And money is not the love I don't believe in all that now  Because when you are starving You will lose your faith  And your only plan is killing yourself And don't tell me again to believe in God I believed in God all my life  But where is God when he doesn't provide who is starving Where is God mercy when who is starving has only one choice or dying starving or commit suicide Try to you be starving like me and tell me then  In what you will believe and think to do And tell me if you will can do that  If yo...

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#fadybouaz  I am a single bird  I am a single bird  Alone singing  From a long time ago For the beautiful flowers  In the love gardens  Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © 29/12/2017

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#fadybouaz My desperate love for you  My desperate love for you Was born dead, Like a stillborn child, buried in the cold darkness of death. No memories, just illusions. My desperate love for you Is just memories of beautiful happy dreams in a world of illusions. I live with you in stories of love that I cannot truly live with you. Dreams that cannot come true, fading like a mirage in my imaginary world. My desperate love for you Which stands before the high barriers of fate that prevent me from reaching you, to truly be with you. Buried in the darkness of despair that cannot be illuminated by the lights of hope, Crying in deep sorrow. My luck, always since I was born, has been bad in everything, even in my love for you. O whom I love you, adore you madly, O my dear love Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved ©️ Saturday 28/11/2024 #fadybouaz حبي اليائس لك  حبي اليائس لك ولد ميتا مثل مولود ميت ما ان ولد دفن في البرد المظلم للموت لا ذكريات مجرد اوهام حبي اليائس لك ذكريات مجرد أحلام سعيد...

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#fadybouaz Almighty justice on us We will have another life We will continue reborn  We will complete the exams If our Creator can do everything We can't say that this is possible or impossible And if there is no heaven or hell How we will can have Almighty justice on us The sinners must pay for their sins And the good ones must have good end This is Almighty justice on us Yes of course the nature decides But Almighty is the whole nature Not only here in our world But in all the universe And as Almighty is the mercy and forgiveness Also He is the punishment and revenge This is Almighty justice on us @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 28/12 /2019

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#fadybouaz  Celebrate  Celebrate the new year, a year has gone from your age, celebrate.  You will lose your life spring, your youth, your age spring will go never back again, you will soon become more old, you will remember the beautiful things, that you will not can have it in your life again, even the hopes in dreams.  I am in my age autumn, I am old now, I cannot be young again, except only in my next life.  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are recerved ©  28 /12/2017

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#fadybouaz The hope is The hope is only in Allah Almighty always The hope is that Allah Almighty helps us and provides us always The hope always is that Allah Almighty is the mercy and forgiveness  Our seeking for the salvation that you will have at the end Will continue from life to the another one Until we reach the enlightenment stage The final points of our live ways are so dark and cold We begin new life again and again from the dark warmth Our lives are hard exams during the time  Our memories will disappear in the delusion zone There are no born or death The souls change the bodies on the ways of the enlightenment We will continue our exams  This is Almighty justice on us  We must live in hard exams for our faith and loyalty for our Creator In order to He Almighty can decide where we will live forever at the end In heaven or hell @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 28/12 /2019

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#fadybouaz To go with her A beautiful young rose, by her beauty and her kindness and goodness, inspires me to go with her, to the heaven of love To fly with her in its sky, by the wings of love As two birds in a great love  Sing together the songs of love On their hearts melodies of love @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 27/12 /2020

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#fadybouaz Remember that don't forget it Remember that don't forget it My dear love Even if you will not hear me again I say to you that I love you Or if I stay away from you I don't talk to you But really I love you so much And I never felt the love that I feel for you But unfortunately My dear love I don't have hopes and dreams Even I lost my faith in God mercy So that don't blame me I regret for one thing That sometimes I push you away Because I want you to forget me I just want the best for you And you be happy and blessed always as you deserve Forgive me for what I do And never think that I don't love you or I don't want to be with you Pray to God  Maybe God listens for you Because God continues refusing to listen to my prayers And continues refusing to provide me Pray for me and you  Maybe my bad luck will change to good luck And then I will have the chance to can be with you really Pray my dear love I need your prayers Remember that don't forget i...

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#fadybouaz  My absent love's angel Every hour, every day, every year, goes from my life, makes me so happy, because I am more near to be with you again, my absent love  When I was born, everyone around me, smile laugh happy, except me I cried, when I looked around me I didn't see you Then I searched about you, all the days that I lived alone in my searching for you Suddenly I found you, you were young happy blond girl, with lovely green eyes, you were so beautiful angel And I prepared myself, to continue my life with you, a married couple sharing the life together, with love in happiness, but unfortunately suddenly I lose you I cried all the days after you, my miserable life is torment, with only one wish, that I die quickly, to meet you again, to have the chance to be with you, my love my only love that gone never back  Now the year will end, as I say to you, happy new year my love, I say it to myself, because has gone a year separates me from to be with you, I am more close t...

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#fadybouaz Why O my God  What I can do, what I cannot do I can't undo, quit, or give up I can die because I can't be defeated If the needs of my body are a prison for my soul, then my death is its freedom, so that it may soar in the sky of freedom and return free to its Creator, of whom it is a part, for that it is immortal like Him, while the body is mortal I have been lonely for so long, alone in the difficulties of time, everyone has abandoned me, everyone has betrayed me, even God, whom I have worshiped and obeyed all my life, in the agony of my ordeal, alone without any help from Him Almighty or anyone else, I prayed a lot to Him asking Him to help me, and He heard my prayers but He ignored me, and I am now before a one final decision to end my life, and I repeatedly asked him to kill me as a mercy from Him to me, but He refused, and now, unfortunately, I have no choice but to do it by myself, and that is His will and not what I want And after I die, I will go to Him and t...

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#fadybouaz Fady BouAz Univeral NonRacist poet Age 52 From Lebanon 🇱🇧  Love Please NonRacism @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©️ 17/11/2017

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#fadybouaz I can't celebrate I can't celebrate in the Eid How can I do that The poor peoples everywhere can't celebrate Can't have a good meal or new clothes I can feel their ordeal Because I am one of them How can the poor peoples can feel the happiness of the Eid And they are in very sad life conditions Hungry poor persons have nothing no money nothing live as God willing and provides How can they be happy The ones whom have the money and the ability to help They don't care about the suffering of whom in needy The rich ones are cruel and selfish They care about their own interests only Unfortunately They forget what the good ones said Help the poor persons or you will not go heaven Because you disobey God when you refuse to help whom need your help How will you get God's mercy to forgive you If you don't have mercy on whom need you to help them Unfortunately The world of humanity Is very away from justice and equality Selfish humans are running behind thei...

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#fadybouaz Just days Christmas and new year are just days I live them alone in my cold loneliness Everyone gone and became just memories For my beloved ones come to me as shadows Remind me the far past that I lived it with them in happiness @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 26 /12 /2020

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#fadybouaz Rose A beautiful young rose is dancing with the melodies of emotions She blew the hot desires of love in my heart My soul left me and went to dance with her in great adoring @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 26 /12 /2020

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#fadybouaz I want you My dear love Good night sleep well God bless you always  Hug me in your dreams as I hug you in my dreams always  Whom I love you always forever You make me cry now because you are not now here with me really  I want you to make me happy by your presence really with me  I will lose my happiness if I lose you I pray to God I die with you if you die  I don't want to live in a world without you  I want you to hold me always I need your body warmth to hug me really  I want you to come and hug me and kiss me love kisses I want you always to be with me  To give me the power always  In order to I have the power always to continue living  Because of you my dear love  Whom I love you always forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Thursday 26/12 /2019

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#fadybouaz  Fady Bouaz  From Lebanon 🇱🇧 Arabic country in Asia on Mediterranean sea My age is 53 My principles are Love Peace No Racism  I believe in God Love Honest Trust Respect Humility Loyalty Justice Sacrifice Collaboration No Racism @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 26 /12 /2018

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#fadybouaz Sorry Sorry my dear The good words or friendship or love, are not enough without money Poverty is more powerful than all the words and feelings You need money to buy food for your kids, to can feel the happiness of the festivals  I am not better than you, I am sick from many days ago, I couldn't go doctor, I don't have money to buy medicine or food, unfortunately And maybe I am more better than many poor people whom can't buy for their kids, food or clothes or gifts to celebrate in Christmas or in another feasts Sorry my dear Whom died on the cross of pain to save us We forgot his good message for us all As if he sacrificed his life for nothing The poor people still suffer in big sadness, no support for them from anyone, even from the Lord, no one listens to their asking for help in big pain, even the Lord does not listen And the rich do not care for their painful suffering, they use them to serve their personal interests, they deal with them in great selfish and...

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#fadybouaz  The sky tears of joy Rain rain rain, everywhere everytime, never stop.  The sky tears of joy, falling everywhere in this happy great day, the day when the miracle of the sky has born from a pure innocent virgin, to bring the angelic peace to delete the violence from the troubled world, to bring the sky lights to illuminate the darkness inside our weaknesses, to bring the sky teachings to end the ignorance of our souls, to bring the sky blessings to help who suffer from the life difficulties, to treat the patients, to forgive the sinners.  The rain falls as it fell in that sad day on the sinners killers who tortured and killed the savior the good son of the humanity, the sky is teaching us lessons, like the sacrifice for the goodness, the forgiveness for who hurt us, the mercy of sky is falling everywhere on everyone, good or bad, obedient or disobedient, pious or sinners, believers or unbelievers, in order to we remember that we need the mercy of the sky to we be saved by g...

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#fadybouaz  Merry Christmas my love's angel  Merry Christmas my love's angel, I am looking at you as you are looking at me, I remember you, I feel you always, even if you are so far away in God's heaven.  Merry Christmas my only love, how much I miss you, how much I want you to come to me really, your angelic shadow becomes real, I'm waiting for you in long suffering, on the cross of pains, the sadness tears my heart and hurts my soul, I carry your love with heavy patience, trying to accept that you left me away.  Merry Christmas my love's angel, my soul mate, the only love of my heart, come to me come, to you be the lovely gift for the Eid day, let me can feel the happiness, just once in my miserable life, let me see the goodness of the sky through your so beautiful eyes, let me feel the sky mercy by your warmth  Please don't worry about me, I'm ok, these are the tears of joy in my eyes, I'm happy because your angelic shadow is here, as every day and ev...

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately My dear, I am very sad, I am very sorry I couldn't say to you Merry Christmas How I can say it, after you told me, that you don't have enough amount, to buy food for your kids, and you have to beg to provide food for them Unfortunately, everywhere many poor people, can't celebrate in Christmas No love enough between humans No collaboration between them, instead of killing each other again and again I am very sad my dear Unfortunately, I couldn't help you, I am like you and like so many, I can't buy food unfortunately, I can't celebrate unfortunately Many people are starving and eating from the garbage Sorry my dear, I made you feel more sad, instead of helping you I am feeling very sad too Unfortunately, people around the world, are celebrating in Christmas, but they forget what the savor said, help the poor and give them or you are a betrayal for Allah Almighty and me  Unfortunately, we forget that he sacrificed for us all, to we all t...

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#fadybouaz Who I am Who I am What I am  I am like the others everyone I am the hero of my story I can't leave it before I continue it The strings of fate move me from the beginning until the end Like the others everyone I suffer in my following for my instincts and desires, to satisfy my personal interests But unfortunately I am like the others everyone I will leave without I take anything And I will be illusion in the imagination of the history Like the others everyone I will disappear with everything I did Because nothing will remain always forever  Everything will disappear, and maybe in a day, all the world will disappear, and maybe all the universe too Just only God Almighty will remain And as He was before He created everything He will be alone again, until He will decide to create again, new universe with new creatures Who I am I am a fleeting shadow, acting my role in a story its name my life My story like many stories, the hero of the story will die at the end of it, and d...

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#fadybouaz كل ما أريده وكل ما أمله كلنا نولد لنموت حياتنا لها نهاية واحدة ظلام القبر الذي ينتظرنا منذ يوم موادنا كي يضمنا بصمته البارد عندما اموت لا شيء سيتغير الشمس تشرق والقمر والنجوم ينيرون الليل كل شيء سيبقى كما هو ولا شيء سيتغير  انا مثلي مثل كل مخلوقات الله سبحانه وتعالى في رحلة عابرة ولا يدوم الا وجود الخالق العظيم سأرحل كما أتيت واصير ذكريات قد يذكرها الناس وكل ما أريده ان يذكروني بالخير دائماً وكل ما أمله ان يحققو حلمي نحن جميعًا في جميع أنحاء العالم نعيش في مجتمع واحد موحد من التنوع في سلام مع الحب دون عنصرية أو طائفية أو عرقية مع العدل والمساواة والإنسانية والازدهار والسعادة والإيمان بالله سبحانه وتعالى والخوف منه دائماً وطاعته دائماً والرضى دائماً بما قسمه لنا فادي بوعز جميع حقوق النشر محفوظة © الجمعة 23/12/2022

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#fadybouaz If I am If I am the rain, could I reach your far place, and touch you in great love  As the rain from the sky reaches the far earth, and touch it in generous love Or the winds of the bad luck, will blow the clouds of my love And I fall on the desert of despair, is devoid of the flowers of hopes In the depth of it I fade away, flowing rivers of sorrows @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 23/12 /2020

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately Unfortunately, many evil crimes happen in the name of love and God Both God and love are blind and deaf and cruel without mercy on us Maybe love is like happiness, is a fake feeling God is using it as a trap of pleasure to we fall into In order to He claim that we committed the sins to torture us This is His evil plan from the beginning When he sent His beloved devil To deceive the first couple in order to they leave heaven And then we have to live in what we call it life is the long hard suffering No love or happiness for us All of that is fake feelings in order to we satisfy our instincts by the inspiration of devil In order to our God find reasons for his punishments on us And to He send us to hell at the end and torture us always  For guilts we don't have any choice to we don't do it, unfortunately @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 23/12 /2019

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#fadybouaz As your will  I lived all my life I believe in God Almighty And that He is generous sustainer and merciful on His servants  I was never afraid of what could come with the days And I always trusted God Almighty I always do good and my conviction always that whoever does good, God will reward him good I always believed that God is capable of everything  And that He never ask anyone to do more than he can But now I am in great distress I need help and nobody helps me Even God, whom is the first love in my heart, abandoned me Alone I suffer with no help for me But where are you God whom I believed, trusted, worshiped, loved, obeyed Him always Why my Lord, all your ignoring for my prayers in my ordeal Why did you give up on me And if you don't help me, who will help me All my love is for you and all my hope is in your generosity and mercy Please respond to my prayers and do not abandon me Please help me and provides me  I know that everything happens as you please and wish Bu...

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#fadybouaz  Merry Christmas  Everywhere there is a celebration  Everywhere the all to each other say  Merry Christmas  They exchange the beautiful gifts  New expensive clothes  Expensive delicious foods Almost everyone is happy  But not the all are the same All of them can feel The happiness of the feast  But we unfortunately forgot  What the good savior said  The son of the great goodness  Who sacrificed his pure life  Witout selfish in suffering  On the cross of pains After he said what we forgot You betrayed God and me Because you forgot  The poor that need help  If you forget them You forget your faith  In Allah Almighty and in me Please, who think that they are safe From the life difficulties or troubles No you are not, everything is in turn Don't forget who need your help  In order to you can keep God blessings On you and your family  That you love and care for it Merry Christmas by remembering  The sacrifice to save  The humanity from the devil  And from its evil games  Reme...

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#fadybouaz  Sometimes Sometimes  even if somethings are funny but they will can inspire us The whole world is just a big game is played by the destiny of Creator But unfortunately we are playing  the life game so seriously following our desires inside our instincts trying to catch what we can't have it  always forever These are the games of suffering that we have to play during our lives since we left heaven in a great disobedience  in order to we eat the forbidden apple by the evil inspiration from devil So that the good ones say God save us from devil and its evil games Amen @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 21/12 /2018

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#fadybouaz But We know that God can do everything But if everything we know is true And if God can do everything Why He does not listen to the poor prayers Why He does not feed them or protect them Why He does not stop the fighting and the killing and the racism hatred and crimes Especially that happen in His name or in His religions name  We know that God does not ask anyone to endure the pain more than his ability But if everything we know is true  Why God can not provide who is starving  And He continues refusing to provide  Who has only one choice or die starving or commit suicide  What does God want  If God what He wants is the poor to kill themselves Okay God Have what you want And be happy in the poor killing themselves @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 21/12 /2019

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#fadybouaz  All what we can do All what we can do always  We continue going on Through our life ways Can we find a place Where there is no destiny Our dreams become real Our hopes are alive forever To we satisfy what we feel Go on as your live is long Be satisfied in what is destined With your thanks for God Always try to you smile Pretend that you are happy Hide your sadness Don't show your tears Don't tell about your pains Let the others around you When you are with them Feel the happiness  We are here now making  our good memories together  We will leave away With the memories winds @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 20/12 /2018

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#fadybouaz  Don't cry try to don't cry Don't cry try to don't cry, this what I learned to say, by the cruel lessons in my exam, as my long life of suffering, from the beginning to the end. Everything changes nothing continues forever, as you in date with come, you in date with leave, every positive feel parallel to negative feel, this the unfair exam, as life of suffering, we must live we must pass it, but unfortunately no end to it, the death is reborn, you will go back again and again, accept or without accept, this your cruel fate, you left the heaven from a long long time, the forbidden fruit for you now, the happiness without sadness, the laugh without crying, the comfortable without tire, the satisfy without angry, the obey without your instincts disobey. Many times I felt, as innocent child, looking to beautiful doll, wanted it so much, and a cruel giant come, and give me what I wish what I want, and then take it from me, put it under his foots, break it destroy ...

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#fadybouaz To be this is my only one choice I believed in God all my life I helped the others even if I don't know them I gave everything to help But I am alone from a long time No one remembers me, only if needs me No one appreciates me Now I don't have anything No money nothing I live as God willing and provides But now I am in financial crisis I don't have money to buy food unfortunately I am starving now With my only one choice Or I die starving or I kill myself I pray to God as I prayed to Him always But He never listenen to my prayers  I trusted God always But He is always destroying my dreams and killing my hopes even in His mercy on me Unfortunately God destroyed my faith in Him This is what He wants and never be what I want  I am telling honestly my sad miserable life story really Please don't judge me God whom killed my faith in Him and not me And before you blame me Try to live without money and food with sickness and cold weather with one dream that you die ...

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#fadybouaz  My love's angel My love's gone from a long long time My love's angel in paradise, she is surrounded by God's angels, prays for me, and her prayers protect me, my life's blessings  And I'm here feeling her is with me, looking at her, telling her I love her I want her, as she tells me she loves me she wants me, no end of my love for her, I will be so soon with her, to we be together, two angels are flying by the wings of love, in the sky of love's paradise between God's angels The life's fate is so cruel without mercy, separated two lovers from each other, you and me  I pray every moment in every day, to be very soon with each other and with our love, with you whom I love, whom I have to live without you, these are my prayers my wishes are to die so soon, to be with you again my love's angel, whom pray for me from God's paradise of love  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  19/12/2017

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#fadybouaz Very unfortunately I am so sorry that I lived without you I really regret for every moment I lived while you are not with me But alas We are not destined to be together As a married couple always share a life of love There is no hope that this will really happen This is what is written for us in the lines of fate, by the will of God Almighty And I have to accept what He destined for me and not object to it Despite my great love for you, my strong desire for you, and my intense longing for you Despite my great sadness and deep regret that you are far from me O my dear love Although my love for you is hopeless I love you more and more Even though you are away from me But I always think of you I always see your beautiful spectrum and always I look at you in great love Always I see your beautiful eyes are looking at me Always I hear your beautiful voice is talking to me Always when I sleep I see your beautiful spectrum next to me, I hug it and hugs me When I wake up, I say to yo...

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#fadybouaz  To can meet her The night is so long, so dark, empty from the light I can't sleep, I still awake And the ideas inside my sad worried minds Began to move interrupt my hard trying to sleep Why I love her?  I can't know why What do you love in her?  I don't know but all I know I loved her since I saw her She is so cute and lovely Made me remember  What I forgot from a long long time The love feelings My heart was like a cold dead stone But now it beats again, the warmth feelings inside my soul Ok why are you sad and angry? Again as many times previously  My love is without hope But this time is different My love is so strong Everything in me wants her All my feelings are love for her But where is she?  In nowhere as if she is not exist I can't be with her Just only in my dreams With my innocent love for her But after I wake up And find her is not really with me The dreams became my reality nightmares But there is no choice to me Just only only I continue to lov...

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#fadybouaz Only one choice The best comfortable living is the lying on the bed in the darkness of the cold grave and never wake up again The bad luck is always with every step on the road of the life destroying the dreams killing the hopes The happiness is just a word without unknown to its meaning with the no ability to laugh or smile Just only the sadness always with so many tears in huge suffering in so poor life with much disappointment Yeah thanks so much God for the miserable life of poverty that I live With the betrayal from the all everyone who I know Even though I am so good generous person with them When I need help they refuse to help me and leave me alone with my suffering  Even God doesn't appreciate my love, my obedient and my loyalty for Him Unfortunately He also betrays me and leaves me alone near to die starving And He doesn't listen to my prayers Even if I have now only one choice Or I die starving or I kill myself so soon @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserv...

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately God doesn't listen to my prayers Because God doesn't listen to the poor prayers Because God lost His mercy on the poor one as me I will join so soon whom died before me I am so poor person has no money has nothing live as God willing and provides I lived all my life obey God and trust Him  I was good person always help whom needed help But now I am here alone starving I don't have money to buy food unfortunately  And no one helps me Even God refuses to help me  God is punishing me for my only one guilt  That I trust Him and lived all my life I obey Him  And now I warn God as my last prayer If He doesn't want me to kill myself Prevents me by providing me Or I will go away and disappear so soon With my remorse for every once that I obeyed God and prayed to Him  And He has no mercy doesn't provide who is dying starving And that cruel God is looking at my suffering by the eyes of no caring Unfortunately I obeyed God has no mercy and doesn't ...

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When will we be able to start teaching our children not to repeat our mistakes of killing every opportunity for peace? #fadybouaz Very unfortunately Very unfortunately No tears are enough, to express how much is so sad So bad, no mercy on humanity, is dead young flowers, are dying in their spring, by the cruel winds of savage evil, that are killing them savagely  The sun of mercy in the sky of humanity, is covered by the dark evil devil The majesty of justice, is deaf and blind, and maybe is dead The hearts are beating under the heavy corners The souls are breathing the slow painful death Humanity world will be a big grave, live it the shadows of sad memories, about cruel savage creatures, humans are very busy in killing each other, again and again, everywhere every time always Very unfortunately @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 16/12 /2020

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#fadybouaz  Live Live your life with smiles of the hope That is your life will be so long To you can achieve all your dreams @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  17/12/2017

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#fadybouaz  The star The star is so far in the sky I can see her lovely light So beautiful and bright Shines illuminates my night But unfortunately I am here I cannot catch her to be near me I just can look at its beauty  By the eyes of my love for her  @FadyBouAz  All copyrights are reserved © 17/12/2017

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#fadybouaz What is that thing What is that thing That makes us feel pain But we love its pain And we don't want it to stop To we can feel it always What is that thing inside us That confuses us always We can't know If we are happy or sad If we smile or cry Even if we want to tell about it But we can't describe what is Something as dilemma Continue confusing us in big puzzle What is that thing @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 17 /12 /2019

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#fadybouaz Very unfortunately Very unfortunately No tears are enough, to express how much is so sad So bad, no mercy on humanity, is dead young flowers, are dying in their spring, by the cruel winds of savage evil, that are killing them savagely  The sun of mercy in the sky of humanity, is covered by the dark evil devil The majesty of justice, is deaf and blind, and maybe is dead The hearts are beating under the heavy corners The souls are breathing the slow painful death Humanity world will be a big grave, live it the shadows of sad memories, about cruel savage creatures, humans are very busy in killing each other, again and again, everywhere every time always Very unfortunately @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 16/12 /2020

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#fadybouaz Always I lie Always I lie to the others If they ask me how I am, I reply I'm fine Thanks God Always I try to spread the positive feelings, and tell them that everything will be better with the time Always I say to whom are in troubles, keep your hopes and faith in God always, don't lose them But no one knows that I lie when I say that Because I am like a someone with a fake smile on his sad face, and he is crying within His heart is bleeding the sadness, his soul is weeping the tears, because of the huge painful suffering Always I try to hide that Because I don't want the others, because of me to feel sad, as I feel always I don't want them to be like me With unstable faith, they don't have hopes, to they can dream in a future will be better I don't want the others to be like me Death is their best dreams, and their best hopes, for salvation from the huge painful suffering in a very miserable life I lie and I lie, but I can't lie more I lost my de...

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#fadybouaz Are you happy now  Are you happy now  Because you destroyed our love relationship If you are happy now Because you played with my feelings Because you lied when you told me, that you love me and want to be with me really Because you continue breaking my heart, your loyal lover always Because you enjoyed your time in doing all that  But now I am broken heart and very sad and very sick, because of you Are you happy now and always, because you broke my heart and destroyed its happiness If you are happy now and always  And even if I can't be happy now I will say, God forgives you for what you do Because all I want is to you be happy and blessed always Love is a sacrifice Always the all love and respect and best wishes for you Always I will pray for you, God bless you always Are you happy now Whom I love really honestly I will pray for you to be happy and blessed always As I can't stop loving you or forget you, also I can't hate you Because love can't be its oppos...

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#fadybouaz  With more The weather was so cold The night was so dark No moon no stars I could see  I was looking To high wall of black The delusional pictures Began dance in my mind Memories of my past I couldn't know Their inspiration to my feelings Some of them are happy, some are sad I closed my eyes  I tried to remember only What makes me feel happiness But I became so sad The happiness gone With past will never come back I began feel more lonlely I felt more cold  Shook my body The tears streamed down my cheeks The sadness captured my minds As if I couldn't see Lights illuminate the dark I couldn't see the hope That dispel my despair I tried to sleep maybe I will dream happy dreams But unfortunately  The nightmares awoken me I continued my night looking At high dark wall Became higher more dark With more loneliness feelings With very cold With more sadness  With more no hope In the happiness @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved©  13/12/2017

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#fadybouaz My evil half I saw him looking at me with a sly smile I looked at him in astonishment with my feeling as if I know him He laughed sarcastically and said, "Yes, you know me." I looked at him in astonishment, wondering how he knew what I was thinking Once again he laughed sarcastically and told me I know what you think, feel and desire, I am you I was amazed at what he said, and I said asking him "you are me?" He answered me, I am the part of you that you try to hide or deny, I am the one who stirs your desires and pushes your instincts to satisfy them, I am the one, whom you blame for your doing what is wrong, evil, or forbidden, and you pray to God stop and terminate him But you are a liar and a hypocrite, and this is what you took from me, lies and hypocrisy, I inspire you with desires and instincts, but you are the one who makes the decisions and not me, I am not responsible for your decisions, but only you are responsible for them and their results, an...

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#fadybouaz She I found myself in a cold and dark place, around me many corpses smelling of death, some new, some worn and some decomposing Cold filled my body, his heart stopped beating and his lungs stopped breathing Then I saw her standing in front of me, looking at me, smiling I looked at her wondering who is she She said to me I am the one who spreads warmth in your body and makes his heart beat and his lungs breathe, I am the light and warmth of life, I am the renewed spring in new birth over and over, death is like winter, birth is like spring, and life is like summer and autumn Now you will hug me to you start a new life I was happy with what she said to me with the feeling of warmth is coming back to me She looked at me mocking me and said, "You are like all of God's mortal creatures, you cling to life as if it were permanent, you forget death and think that you are immortal, but you are very mistaken and this is the reason for your torment, Immortality is only for God...

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#fadybouaz I'm crazy in loving you My dear love, while I'm sleeping, I hear your voice waking me up, telling me to get up, asking me will you stay asleep? I tell you, leave me asleep, so that I can dream of you Then you tell me to get up, don't you want to do something, eat or drink or go somewhere?  And I answer you what is better than being with you and what is more beautiful than dreaming about you, to do with you what I really want to do with you, as an expression of my great love for you, you are very far away from me, and it is very impossible for me to be truly with you, except in my dreams, thoughts and imaginations of love with you, I want to sleep and keep sleeping to dream dreams of love with you, to hug you and kiss you love kisses everywhere in your body, and keep doing this, so that you know how much I love and desire you always, I want to sleep always, maybe I will wake up at some time, and it is destined to me to be really with you always, then I will fulfi...

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#fadybouaz My wishes  I lost my chance to be with my dear love My cruel destiny took her away from me I can't reach her to see her or to be with her I have to live alone with her lovely shadow I can't change what is destined for me I don't have the magical lamp To can achieve my wishes to be with her Now while I am at the end of my life I look at death to come and take me Death is working as a time machine  It takes our souls from life to another Maybe it will take me to a life of love with her And I will not again have to live without her As it happens with me in my this life Of miserable cold sad loneliness without her My wishes that death is the time machine That will take me to be with her  All our next lives in times of love always Together in the heaven of love happiness Nothing will separate between us Me and her in life of love together always forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Friday 11 /12 /2020

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#fadybouaz  There is a dark side  Do you know that  I dreamed many times  to marry vampire girl Yeah of course Everyone has dark side Or how our love is born from  craving and tempting desires  We all come  from the desires passion inside our love emotions  Or why we pray  as a fear from our weakness  We know that  there is dark a side  controls our continuity @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 10/12 /2018

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#fadybouaz I have to go in  Nothing will be as we wish or hope or dream So nothing will be okay for me The destiny wings go as my ship does not like Always the winds are huge storms of bad luck for me I have to go in the huge waves of sadness in big suffering My ship is now in the deep sea of misery My ship was destroyed, before I reach your land, and rest on your soft beach, whom I love you so much  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 10/12 /2018

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#fadybouaz Poet I am alone from a long time, with my poetic words, to express my feelings, in my poetic works Poet is like the moon, alone in the high sky, lives between the stars Spreads the bright light, to illuminate the world darkness As the good poetic works illuminate, the darkness of the humanity ignorance @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 10/12 /2019

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#fadybouaz What if My dear love what if I will go to the area of the non coming back To the cold darkness, to live with the shadows, that disappear with the time memories Will you remember me and miss me Or you will deal with me, as if I never be existed, as if you never knew me I know my dear that you don't love me, as I love you so much But will you remember my love for you Will you remember how many times, I told you that I love you, even if you continue ignoring my heart feelings for you, and every time I say to you I love you, you don't reply me by the same love words to me I will go away from you and never back again, because to where I will go, no ability to go back But my dear angel, you must know that I never stopped loving you You are always forever my love angel The only thing that makes me feel very sad, besides that I can't be with you always really, is that I can't tell who is the cute angel, whom I love, whom I write about my love for her, my dear angel, ...

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#fadybouaz I hope  I hope that from the beginning I didn't tell you that I love you In the nights I cry when I remember you When I think that I will go away And you will not can find me  And how this will make you sad and cry I don't want to stop holding your hands  Because I love you so much But my destiny is so cruel and God doesn't have mercy on me I will have to go away I will not be able to continue I love you forever But my dear love I don't have power to I can continue holding you I don't have any choice now The lights of my hopes are off And my dreams are black My body is so cold As if I am dead alive In the dark cold grave That is calling me to hug me By its opened doors for my dead body Sorry my dear love I hope you will can forgive me And continue your life without remember me To you can be happy and blessed always God bless you always Thanks for the happy times with you I will look at you before I go away My love you forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are...

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#fadybouaz Look at My dear love Look at me, at my old age Look at my poverty Look at my old body sickness Look at my very bad luck always Look at my very bad life conditions Look at my unstable faith  I am living in sad suffering In huge painful torment As if I am alive in hell Everyone I trusted betrayed me, even God  Everyone even God, left me alone suffer  Now in my cold loneliness From a long time ago I can't trust anyone even God I can't love anyone even God I hate myself and everyone even God So that I will leave you my dear love  I can't drag you to my hell life  My only hopes now, are to die very soon My only dreams now, are that the soil of ground, is covering my cold dead body I will go hell, and feel the warmth of its fires And after you be in the hell You will be with me Both of us are burning in the hell fires, and in the fires of the eternal love, in the same time, always all the time Look at me, and tell me, if you can love me really seriously honestly I can...

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#fadybouaz I wish  I wish to become young again I wish the wishes which will not become true The life ways just have only one direction You only can go back to be young, only in your dreams, which will not become real @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 8/12 /2018

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#fadybouaz  Freedom Freedom is many  Free mind from the ignorance, Free thought from the illusion, Free humanity from the racism, Free belief from the unbeleif. Free goodness from the evil, when the human can fly, with Allah angels, in the sky of love, by the winds of obeying for Allah Almighty only, free from the control of the evil devil. @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  8/12/2017

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#fadybouaz Thanks so much My dear love Thanks so much for your kindness and goodness always, I appreciate it so much Thanks so much for the time with you, in the heaven of love Thanks so much for the happiness that I feel because of you Thanks so much for the love that I feel for you Thanks so much for your coming to my life, to you be my love hopes and my love dreams Thanks so much because you are the seed of true love in my heart Thanks so much for you, because now I know whom is, my lost half, my soul mate Thanks so much because you make me, love you more and more, and miss you so much always Thanks so much because now I found, whom deserve to love, whom deserves to own my heart, whom deserves to hug by my soul love, always and forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 7/12/2020

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#fadybouaz  The life is memories The life is memories The new comes, the old goes The feast will come Christmas and new year Will bring us new memories With say goodbye to year end I look behind to the happy days When I'm still young celebrate With my family with my relatives Was young look to the life As simple ways I will pass it By the hopes of my dreams But many days many years passed I'm big now walking alone Behind me many many memories Some happy and some sad Many loved them and loved me Now memories were seeded On the life ways as I'll be seeded  As memory on my life end I still remember who loved me Who gone left me never came back When they were looking at me with Their smiles with the best wishes When they were saying to me  We hope be happy from you soon Even my happiness sad memories After I lost her my only life love When I'm young in my life beginning Who should be my all live happiness And I continue my life ways of suffering Carrying my pains in my sad...

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#fadybouaz The most important  We want everything to be change to be better more Is a good wishes  we dream that  they will become true  Or beautiful dreams  we hope to be real From our life experiences  our lessons thoughts Life experiences  are the best teacher ever Don't teach your children  the time will teach them The most important is humility Thoughts to satisfy vanity, are fake And from the arrogant false  the evil thinking @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 7/12 /2018

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#fadybouaz  Guilt didn't do it From long long time, a couple we don't know them, we never met them, ate the forbidden apple. The God was so angry, since then , many many worlds, many many planets, many many creatures were found. And from the sense desires, from the love with the instincts, new life is found, to be suffer, to be punished for, Guilt didn't do it. @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  7/12/2017

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#fadybouaz  In life  Was born than suffered than died.  The baby cries when he is born, because he still remember, his pains from previous life.  He knows that he again, goes back to suffer, in life will take from it nothing.  @FadyBouaz All copyrights reserved ©  6/12/2017

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#fadybouaz  Unfortunately Unfortunately our lives ways  are all finishing at one place But between  our beginning and our end No choices unfortunately Only we can accept  what is destined for us Even if we cry  in sadness in suffering We cry when we born  We regret before we die Asking the lord of sky  Questions without answers  Why why why  And what is the lesson  from our life experiences  We all leave and dissappear  in a cold small hole in the ground  At the end we will know  the bitter truth behind our lives  As we come we will go We will take nothing The bitter truth  Born Suffer Die And the lesson In the clouds that gone  by the winds of mystery  Unfortunately no one  if believed or not  can know the truth  behind all this  The truth that we think  it is true real about existence  Not more than  our fake thoughts  to we satisfy our vanity  to we cover our weakness  Unfortunately  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights reserved ©  6/12/2018

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#fadybouaz Unfortunately Yesterday I met the devil whom attacked me, and tried to drag me to his dark world of the evil sins I tried to resist him, but he was very strong I remembered Allah Almighty and His angels of goodness, I called them to help me And then I saw the devil is running away, and as black coward disappeared in the ground And then I saw our civilization, that put a big distance between us and Allah Almighty We are running behind what we want in the life, following our selfish interests But unfortunately we forget Allah Almighty, and we must obey Him, and pray to Him Unfortunately we forget the goodness In order to we be civilized, we became evil creatures, are following the devil and playing its evil games We continue forgetting to pray and obey Allah and to be loyal to Him Almighty only Unfortunately we evolve to we satisfy our selfish desires Unfortunately our civilization is a life of playing the devil evil games Unfortunately and unfortunately @FadyBouaz All copyrig...

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#fadybouaz We must The only peace that we can have, is the peace of death, in order to our souls be free from the body instincts, and fly in the sky of freedom, away from our bodies are cages of slavery for our souls, to find new homes as new cages, with new hopes and dreams and new memories, on the life ways of enlightenment But we must remember, that the only happy ones, who win the battle against the devil, and become free from the evil, and win the prize is a living in heaven  But we must work for the happy end We must listen to the mind words, in order to lead us in the ways of goodness  And then we will can live in happiness, with the angels of goodness, in the heaven of God @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 6/12 /2020

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#fadybouaz  Almighty  Allah Almighty is  Your soul breathing Your heart beating Your body warmth Your pure feelings Your conscience thoughts The sounds of goodness The sky good angels Love Mercy Forgiveness Your days sun lights  Your nights moon and stars Your family and friends  Your life ways destiny Your born and die  Your live and death  Your beginning and end From Allah Almighty we come and to Him Almighty we go back @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 5/12/2018

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#fadybouaz  Celebration in our memories  The Christmas came  The new year will come  I remember the past years When the family was meeting  To celebrate the feast  In happiness all together And the days and years passed  It goes on without stopping  The young became bigger And the big is gone away The all left me to celebrate alone Nothing as it was Everything changed The family group Now is not more than one Staying alone sad Missing whom gone Never can celebrate No one here except me Whom gone will not can Come to celebrate with me And unfortunately today another Member of my family has gone  No celebration this year The family will be together Now only to cry to say goodbye To whom gone never will be back  With our sadness crying With our God's blessing For whom left us  And the feast will not be More than happy Celebration in our memories Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved ©  6/12/2017

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#fadybouaz  O my love's star  Why should I look at the stars, and you are with me Why should I search for them in the far distance, and you are near me O my love's star, the smiles of my dreams, the lights of my hopes. @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved© 4/12/2017

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#fadybouaz  The life is relations  The life is relations  Some had chosen  Some will be our choice We came to the life alone  But there is whom waiting us Our blood relations Who are chosen by fate To give us the love and support  That we need  To we take the first step  To we grow and keep going on In our life journey  But during our growth During our going on During the destiny plans  For the ways of our life  That we will walk across them  To complete our life journey  We will meet whom We will be chosen by our hearts  To be our friends  To be as our brothers or as sisters  Or as our parent or as our children  Or to be our life partner  And of course the relations  Are not all forever  Are not all temporary  And some of them will continue  With us to our life end To we help the circle life  To bring whon will complete  Our ways after us  And some relations As the souls relations  Will not stop, and will continue  In the life circle forever  Meet together, again and again  To the fo...

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#fadybouaz  From long long time began  Everything from long long time began As many many dreams became real  In the big huge darkness  One point as the seed of big universe  Full of many different creatures  Grow and expands, and became what we call universe, the womb to our world and many many another worlds Everything in it shows, how much is great the willing, that creates all the different creatures  The peace in it was controlling  Until the darkness decided to say no, and it is the biggest everywhere  And the fight began between the dark and the light  And the fight moved to our purity inside us  The clean pure souls wear the bodies, full of the dark desires instincts  Until everything goes back to the original purity  And everything becomes that original creature seed again Until another fight will happen between goodness and evil again  And now we are in life that share it the dark and the light  The goodness angels and the evil devils We are suffering in our lives struggling b...