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In the middle

Suddenly 

without warning

I found myself

In a dark cold place

I saw my dear love

is far away from me

Was tied with 

chains of pains

going to fires 

of the suffering 

of pain feelings

I looked at the sky crying

And I said this is

whom I love, whom I want

Dont take her away

I want to be with her

But unfortunately 

No reply

And then I tried to go

to where she is 

to save her

from the torment 

A voice talked to me 

Stop you cant

I said in sadness 

Please let her go

Take me

torture me instead of her

I am ready to buy 

her pains, her suffering 

The voice said in angry

You must obey me 

Your place is not

where she is 

or with her

I refused 

and I tried to go

to save her 

The voice said 

you make me so angry

by your disobeying 

I said I dont want 

Heaven without her

If she is in hell

there is my place 

And then 

I found myself alone 

in a cold wild place

 and I saw

a creature from dark

cut my way

And then the voice said

You are here to put

the seeds in the ground

to be grown 

And you must defeat

that dark creature

And then I will

take my decision 

about you

to where you will go

And the voice

left me alone 

I sat

on the ground

I said in myself 

I will not plant

I will not eat

I will not drink

I will not live

She went away 

I can't live 

without her

And a fight happened

between me and

that dark creature

I cannot win it

I continue the struggling 

without I can

change my place 

In the middle

Not in heaven

Not in hell

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17/9/2018