#fadybouaz

#fadybouaz

I am now

I am now
in front of my grave
Its doors are open to me
I see my shroud
around me to hug me
I feel freezing cold
to capture me
I see the darkness
to cover me
Permanent loneliness
to bury me forever 
I don't feel the warmth of love
I can't see the lights of hope
I can't touch you my love
I can't be with you anymore
My dreams with you
can't be real
You are very beautiful
Dreams wishes
can't be achieved
Now I am 
Too far
from my youth
when I was
with my love
with the dreams of my youth
At the end of my life's way
looking at my empty grave
To enter through its open doors
To lock me up forever
I can feel now
The pain of my new pregnant mother
I can feel she is close
to give birth to me
to bring me back
for another life
With my loud crying 
mixed with my new family's laughter
with hope of happiness
Because I came to them
But now
I only have one hope
To be born again
it will not be
for another life
from long agony
as my life now
in which I lived
I hope my love
to meet you then again
I can not live without you 
You are with me forever
Finally
After our lives are over
I hope that God
will bless our souls
to live together
forever in heaven

Fady Bouaz
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  18/6/2018

#fadybouaz

انا الآن

انا الان
أمام قبري
أبوابها مفتوحة أمامي
أرى كفني 
حولي ليحضنني
أشعر بالبرد القارس
ليأسرني
أرى الظلام
لبغطيني
الوحدة الدائمة
لدفني لي الأبد
لا أشعر بدفء الحب
لا أستطيع رؤية أنوار الأمل
لا أستطيع أن ألمسك حبي
لا أستطيع أن أكون معك بعد الآن
احلامي معك
لا يمكن أن تكون واقعا 
أنت جميلة جدا
امنيات احلام 
لا يمكن تحقيقها 
الان انا
بعيد جدا
عن شبابي
عندما كنت
مع حبي
مع احلام شبابي
في نهاية طريق حياتي
أنظر إلى قبري الفارغ
للدخول من خلال أبوابه المفتوحة
ليحبسني إلى الأبد
أستطيع أن أشعر الآن
ألم والدتي الحامل الجديدة
أستطيع أن أشعر أنها قريبة
 لتلدني
لإعادتي
لحياة أخرى
مع بكائي العالي
مختلط مع ضحك عائلتي الجديدة
مع الأمل بالسعادة 
لأنني أتيت إليهم
لكن الآن
لدي أمل واحد فقط
أن اولد من جديد
لن يكون
لحياة أخرى
من عذاب طويل
كحياتي الآن
التي عشتها 
آمل حبيبتي 
ان اقابلك مرة أخرى
انا لا يمكنني ان اعيش بدونك
انت معي الى الابد
أخيراً
بعد أن تنتهي حياتنا
ارجو ان الله
سوف يبارك ارواحنا
لكي نعيش معا
إلى الأبد في الجنة

فادي بوعز
جميع حقوق النشر محفوظة ©
18/6/2018

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