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This is not your fault

My dear love
I am not happy
But this is not your fault
The reason in my bad life conditions
I can't feel happy
I don't have hopes or dreams or anything
I can't feel love or feel faith
I am dead alive now
I don't have feelings
I am near to be crazy or kill myself
All I want now is to die
Nothing else
From many months ago I can't buy food
I am hungry always
But no food to eat
I am starving near to die
I pray to God to help me
But as always
God ignores my prayers
Unfortunately
Sorry if I push you away
Yes I love you forever
But I want what is the best for you always
My advice for you is to forget me
Don't blame me
Don't blame yourself
This is not your fault

@FadyBouaz
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Wednesdays 15/1 /2020

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