#fadybouaz

#fadybouaz

Always I lie

Always I lie to the others

If they ask me how I am, I reply I'm fine Thanks God

Always I try to spread the positive feelings, and tell them that everything will be better with the time

Always I say to whom are in troubles, keep your hopes and faith in God always, don't lose them

But no one knows that I lie when I say that

Because I am like a someone with a fake smile on his sad face, and he is crying within

His heart is bleeding the sadness, his soul is weeping the tears, because of the huge painful suffering

Always I try to hide that

Because I don't want the others, because of me to feel sad, as I feel always

I don't want them to be like me

With unstable faith, they don't have hopes, to they can dream in a future will be better

I don't want the others to be like me

Death is their best dreams, and their best hopes, for salvation from the huge painful suffering in a very miserable life

I lie and I lie, but I can't lie more

I lost my desire to live more

I can't continue more in this life of huge sad torment

I don't have anymore the ability to can do that

@FadyBouaz

Monday 14/12 /2020

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