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How much it is a big lie 

I don't know what to say, to I can talk
I am not happy to laugh or smile or to tell jokes
If you asked me how I am
I will answer your question
I am fine Thanks God
But I am not fine really
From a long time ago I am not fine or I can't be fine
I say thanks for God, in order to you don't lose the hope in Him Almighty as I do from long time
Maybe God will listen your prayers but unfortunately He never listened mine
So that I don't pray, because I lost the hope that God will achieve my prayers 
Maybe God will be mercy on you, but He never be mercy on me
Maybe he will feel sympathy on you and helps you, but he never did that to me
And I don't have any hope that God dealing with me will be change
So that I don't dream, because I lost the hope, that God will make my dreams true 
I am in big sadness so desperate from God mercy, which I never had it, since I'm born
And the only mercy that I hope to have 
Is to lay down in the cold darkness, always forever 
This is my only dream now 
In big sadness without patience, I am waiting difficultly to my dream become true 
And if I will pray 
I will pray, for that hope only, for that my only dream now 
How much it is a big lie 
I am fine Thanks God 

Fady Bouaz 
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Sunday 1/12 /2019

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