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So big

So big 
My sadness inside me 
Bigger than anything I can feel or think
I can't feel anything except my pains that rupture my heart and weep my soul
I can't feel the happiness
I can't laugh I can't smile
I can only cry
I don't have dreams
I lost the hopes
And only I wish is to die
To be comfortable from my suffering alone in huge sadness
And if I pray
I pray to sleep and never wake up
To continue sleeping in the dark cold tomb
And never reborn again from the dark womb
I pray to I go away to the world of memories and never back again
I don't want to live again
My luck is so bad and will follow me to my next life
I want to take rest from the suffering always forever
Without reborn suffer die
I pray for that always every time every day
I hope God achieve my prayers
Amen 🙏

Fady Bouaz
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Sunday 17/11/2019

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