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So I still say

I am in great agony looking for love
But my dear love will never come
And my death will come and she will not be really with me, and my so miserable life of suffering in cold sad loneliness without her will end, and I am without her really with my desperate hopes maybe another life or in the the afterlife
Perhaps one day the pain of my heart and the torment of my soul in my hopeless love for her will end, and fate will not be so cruel to my love for her and will have mercy on me and give me the opportunity to be truly with her, perhaps, perhaps
She is with me but not really
She is with me like a beautiful spectrum, I can see her, I can think of her, I can dream of her so many love dreams of many love stories with her that express how much I love her, desire her and miss her and how much special and valuable she is to me
But all of that, very unfortunately, only fantasies that will disappear into the realm of illusions, she can't really know how much I adore her with so much longing for her
My love dreams will never come true with her in this life
So I still say, maybe in another life and maybe in the hereafter

Fady Bouaz 
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Friday 23/7/2022

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لذلك ما زلت اقول

أنا في عذاب كبير أبحث عن الحب
لكن حبيبتي العزيزة لن تأتي أبدًا
وسيأتي موتي ولن تكون حقًا معي ، وحياتي البائسة للغاية من المعاناة في الوحدة الباردة الحزينة بدونها ستنتهي ، وأنا بدونها. حقًا مع آمالي اليائسة ربما حياة أخرى أو في الآخرة
ربما يومًا ما ستنتهي آلام قلبي وعذاب روحي في حبي اليائس لها ، ولن يكون القدر قاسياً على حبي لها وسيرحمني ويعطيني الفرصة أن أكون حقًا معها ، ربما ، ربما
إنها معي ولكن ليس حقآ 
إنها معي مثل طيف جميل ، يمكنني رؤيتها ، يمكنني التفكير فيها ، يمكنني أن أحلم بها الكثير من أحلام الحب العديدة من قصص الحب معها التي تعبر عن كم أنا أحبها وأرغب بها وأشتاق لها وكم هي مميزة وقيمة بالنسبة لي
لكن كل ذلك ، للأسف الشديد ، مجرد تخيلات ستختفي في عالم الأوهام ، لا يمكنها أن تعرف حقًا كم أعشقها في شوق كبير لها
لن تتحقق حقا أحلام حبي معها في هذه الحياة
لذلك ما زلت أقول ، ربما في حياة أخرى وربما في الآخرة

فادي بوعز
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الجمعة 23/7/2022

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