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Love unfortunately 

Love always comes to me 
You always in the beginning tell me it is nice to meet me 
You want to spend the rest of your life with me 
But after you know I am very poor, I have nothing, no money, nothing, I live as God provides, you hurry to go away from me ignoring the calls of my love for you 
You are like my many beautiful dreams never be achieved to change my miserable life to be better away from sadness, I alone feel the cold 
I know I will go as I came disappointed sad crying 
Love and the words as good or God will provide or good luck will not be more than words to me, I never knew what they mean in my life of suffering since I born until I will die
Yeah, please don't blame me if I lost hope even in God's mercy and forgiveness 
Don't blame me when I can't believe you when you tell me don't worry everything will be fine 
Because my many many long experiences in suffering and feeling pain make me like this 
I am honest afraid God, I can't lie or cheat
But unfortunately, my love without money is love without hope, unfortunately 
Every day always I look to the sunrise until became sunset without I feel the love warmth or see the hope lights 
The first feeling is the remorse when I wake up, to have live another day alone, I suffer in pain and sadness, I feel disappointed in God's mercy and forgiveness, every morning because I woke up, I am very disappointed, because when I sleep my wish is to die and never see again the next morning sunrise, never be achieved 
Love tell me do you think as I am, I still deserve to you waste your time to come to me?
Why you continue to come ?
To torture me ? 
To make me feel more dissapointment and sadness ? 
Love you always after the promises to be loyal to me, are not more than illusion and feeling more sadness and pains and dissapointment, unfortunately ?
Love unfortunately

@FadyBouaz
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6/4/2018

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