Poetic Birds

#fadybouaz My goal in life My goal in life will not be to make money and gain power As many arrogant fools are doing, especially the wicked ones, whom are doing everything that is sinful and forbidden for that  My goal in life is to obtain God’s mercy and forgiveness and my life to be a passage to God’s paradise, through my faith in God and my obedience to Him Almighty and my good deeds Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © Friday 1/10 /2021

#fadybouaz I'm a dreamer What is better than love to write about I dream about a beautiful world of love and beauty I live my dreams in a world of poetry that expresses the feelings that inspire my dreams @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 1 /10 /2019

#fadybouaz  The hell heaven  I went to  The dreams world  To follow my dreams  But as many many  Times previously  I found the nightmares  I went back to  The sadness world  With the disappointment I went to  The answers world  I found no answers  I went back to  The confusion world  With many questions  More than before  I went to  The heaven I found  The hell fires  Burn my hopes  And as many again  I went back  To the despair world  No hopes to  Find the happiness  No hopes for  My dreams to be real  No answers  For my questions No heaven  Only hell I live loneliness  No hope  To find her  To be with her  Whom is the fires Of The adoring For the love paradise  She is as many  many always  The hell heaven Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  1/10/2018

#fadybouaz  Not our guilt  From a long long time ago  Before anything is existed I was in the heaven I have all the things that maybe I want them  But I was alone  A picture between  many several pictures  are empty from inside  have no feelings  I was dead alive  And then A beautiful picture of the beauty  as exciting naked girl has found  I looked at her And I began  feel strange feelings  I never felt them before  And a struggle began  Between my obedience  to I don't eat that  forbidden apple as a lovely naked girl  And my feelings  to be a traitor  by doing the betrayal  in eating it  And then the curse  on me befell  After I obeyed  My weakness  My beginning  of my human feelings  Now I have them inside me  Reverse each other  The suffering journey  has began to the forever  Many Many came after me and her  To be punished  for our guilt  that they never did it  But they will do  the similar guilt in their lives  many many times  In order for existence to continue With no mer...

#fadybouaz  Again  My dear love  You are the ghost of a beautiful flower  in the garden of love  is my heart  You break my heart again  as you broke it before  You make me again  sad in my loneliness when I remember that  I am living without you  whom I love you more  You make me again remember the pain in loving you  The love that  I want it to stop and end  But unfortunately again my heart is impossible to abdicate on his loyalty for you in loving you  My soul cannot forget  to adore you  As many many again before  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  30/9/2018

#fadybouaz Will I have the chance My dear love  After I saw your beauty  I love you more and more  I miss you more than before  You are so lovely Will I have the chance To live with you always To I can see your beauty Every time every day In our life together Your beautiful smile Brings the happiness To my sad loneliness Without you my dear Whom I love you forever Whom I want to be with you More and more Come to me my love I am waiting for you To be with you always really Not enough for me to see you In the pictures from your far away  I want you really between my love hands Hug you, touch your smooth skin Kiss you and smell you  I want to make you feel happy always In my love actions with you Come to me To we be together all the life And the love our third I love you forever I miss you so much always I want you always forever Will I have the chance  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Monday 30/9 /2019

#fadybouaz Unfortunately Unfortunately, humans are very busy in killing each other, again and again We are strangers from our humanity From so long time ago, we left God heaven, in order to we follow devil and play its evil games We brought Satan into our good hearts, we spoiled their goodness We polluted our pure souls with evil We are living now, in hell of the bad deeds that we do with the inspiration of Satan Always I write Love Peace No Racism And many good people like me Unfortunately, this is not good enough to help the world to have peace always Unfortunately, weapons is more stronger than the pen The good people whom ask for the world peace Are like few angels between many evil devils we call them humans They are like dreamers about future is better  Unfortunately, their dreams in peace with love without racism, will not be able to be achieved Unfortunately and unfortunately @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 30/9/2020

#fadybouaz I am not afraid I am not afraid of anyone or anything I believe and trust in Allah Almighty My faith and trust in Allah, the Most High, the Great, prevent me from being afraid Praise be to Allah the Lord of the worlds Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © Thursday 30/9/2021 #fadybouaz أنا لا أخاف انا لا أخاف من احد أو من شيء انا اؤمن واثق بالله سبحانه وتعالى إيماني وثقتي بالله العلي العظيم، يمنعني من الخوف الحمد للله رب العالمين فادي بوعز جميع حقوق النشر محفوظة © الخميس 30/9/2021

#fadybouaz I know I know I'm not here to stay always The finish awaits me at the end of the road I am like all God's creatures As I came I will leave We are all mortal creatures Only the existence of the great Creator will last Always and forever Glory to God, Lord of the worlds Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © Thursday 30/9 /2021 #fadybouaz أنا أعلم  انا اعلم اني لست هنا كي ابقى دائما النهاية تنتظرني في آخر الطريق مثلي مثل كل مخلوقات الله سبحانه وتعالى  كما أتيت سأرحل كلنا مخلوقات فانية  ولا يدوم الا وجود الخالق العظيم دائما وأبدا المجد للله رب العالمين فادي بوعز جميع حقوق النشر محفوظة © الخميس 30 /9 /2021

#fadybouaz Please pray for my country Lebanon 🇱🇧 Israel continues to attack my country Lebanon 🇱🇧 with financial and military support from the United States, Britain, France and their allies, now my country Lebanon 🇱🇧 is a scorched earth, many buildings have been destroyed and have become graves for their residents, many people have been died or injured or have been displaced to escape death even to another country and many of them are homeless sleeping in the streets of Lebanon 🇱🇧 Please Pray for my country Lebanon 🇱🇧 May God protect Lebanon 🇱🇧 and protect us and grant us victory over the greatest evil, zionist Israel and its allies that support it to kill innocent Lebanese, Palestinian and Arab people, Amen O Lord of the Worlds 🙏😔🙏 @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 28/9/2024 #fadybouaz  من فضلكم صلوا من أجل بلدي لبنان 🇱🇧 إسرائيل تستمر في مهاجمة بلدي لبنان 🇱🇧 بدعم مالي وعسكري من الولايات المتحدة وبريطانيا وفرنسا وحلفائهم، الآن بلدي لبنان 🇱🇧 أرض محر...

#fadybouaz  Poetic souls Poetic words Thanks Thanks Thanks I have The poetic soul The poetic words As many they have it in this cruel world Poetic words spoken  by our poetic souls about their freedom from the bodies their chains  By the souls words The poetic torch illuminates the minds to be free  from the bodies instincts Let our souls talk The souls are part from the big real truth That we hide behind it  the devil wisppers To we go live inside the evil caves Instead of living free under that light our souls light  from the great truth  Let our missions be  our poetic duty Poetic words talk about  the souls freedom to be free from our ignorance  To go on free under the sun  of the truth  to be free from  the devil darkness We have  The poetic souls The poetic words Thanks Thanks Thanks @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  29/9/2017

#fadybouaz At last At last I told you that I love you My dear love You deserve to know that You are the most girl deserves my love I hope we meet together really In the future And in next life And in God's heaven How much I love to be with you always forever You are perfect beauty, so kind and respectful and clever I never knew a girl better than you I loved you since I saw you And I still love you How much I love your lovely eyes and your beautiful face and your kindness I am comfortable now At last  I told you that I love you And you are welcome always To come to me with my love you To you be with me always forever And you will be happy always with me My dear who I love  You know that now At last Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 29/9 /2019

#fadybouaz What is your magic  What is your magic on me My dear love Who l love you more than love When I talk with you You can make me feel happy even though I am so sad without you You make my eyes smile even though my heart is crying in my far from you You make my soul dancing in happiness even though it is feeling pain because you don't come to complete it You make me dream love dreams even though it will not become our love real together You make me have a hope to be with you always forever in another life or in God's heaven even though I don't have any hope to be with you in our this life What is your magic on me I want you more I miss you always I love you forever I am alive with my love feelings for you, dying in love you more and more What is your magic on me Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 29/9 /2019

#fadybouaz After I knew you My dear love Your very beautiful eyes, continue sending love arrows, killing my heart in love you more Always I wish to meet you, to be with you really, to you be mine always  To achieve my love dreams about you The many love dreams, that I be with you always, I hug you with my love you, I kiss you love kisses, I am in love with you always But unfortunately, it is impossible to we be together really We will be always two strangers, the big distance separates between  My bad luck always in love, prevents me from achieving my love dreams with you really Unfortunately my dear love, you too you are not lucky You will not can be really with me, to give you love that you deserve, and makes you always feel very happy And even if you call me sir or friend or brother And even if I call you friend or sister, and of course I don't mean that exactly This doesn't change the absolute truth, that my heart loves you, my soul is adoring you, I want you to be mine, we...

#fadybouaz After frost After frost Warmth comes Flowers spread Birds sing Fady Bouaz All rights reserved © Wednesday 29/9/2021 #fadybouaz بعد الصقيع بعد الصقيع  ياتي الدفء تنتشر الزهور تغني الطيور فادي بوعز جميع حقوق النشر محفوظة © الأربعاء 29/9/2021

#fadybouaz My words I'm a poetic bird Heaven's voice Angels whispers Beacon of knowledge My words Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © Teusday 28/9/2021 #fadybouaz كلماتي أنا طائر شاعري صوت السماء  همس الملائكة  منارة المعرفة كلماتي فادي بوعز جميع حقوق النشر محفوظة © الثلاثاء 28/9/2021

#fadybouaz  Don't blame me  Don't blame me I said what  I must said I am not regret Many through history were blamed were tortured were killed I am still alive Humble shadow God gives me  the poetic words To talk about the real truth  that we must know that we all forget  that we all deny  Maybe this is  my last duty Maybe this is  my last mission To remind the world of humans  what they denie In order to they know  what they must know  I know I dont know what I must know like you all in the world Our knowledge is covered by our ignoring the truth  that we must know The evil dark  covers the light of goodness within us  makes us blind following our instincts that satisfy our evil interests But I must try Don't blame me I am not regret  For what I said All what I said  My last message to the world of humans  whom forget what they must know what they must to know Maybe I can help  Maybe I can't  Maybe and maybe not  I can change  the public reasons for the all troubles in...

#fadybouaz  Pray my same pray The youth gone The white invaded my light hair  My love which  I waited all my life  my hopes of  my all passions whom came so too late unfortunately  Pray my same pray In the next life we will meet together  from the begining to the end My hand with your hand from the begining to the end Many hot feelings  I dreamed about it  in my loneliness  my sad life without you whom I love you My dear love  I dreamed about  all that hot feelings As Hug Kiss Lick Eating the forbidden apple  All that I do it many many times from the begining to the end  of our life together with you whom I love you  Pray my same pray @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  28/9/2017

#fadybouaz Souls love The souls know each other And continue meet together So that there is no death for the love of souls My dear love Always there is hope to we be together with our souls love Maybe tomorrow Maybe next life Maybe in God heaven Always forever @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 28/9 /2019

#fadybouaz Be mine Be mine my dear love  We love each other I know that you love me, but you deny that I hope that you are here now, to give you love that you deserve, you are very hot beauty Anytime you are ready, to be outright about your love for me, say to me I love you Don't be silent, talk to me about your love feelings for me Do you know how much I dream about you, dreams of love  How much I wished that a miracle will happen, to be really with you always To give you always, love that you deserve Many times I dreamed that you are with me, beautiful naked woman, hot like hell fires I hug yo to burn me in love you more And I kiss you love kisses, in every piece of your beautiful hot body And you kiss me love kisses And in great love, you say to me I love you And I continue making you very happy in my love with you Love, that you and your beautiful hot body pieces deserve Come to me really, be mine, we love each other Let me know how much you love me Let me show you how I feel, ...

#fadybouaz  Mystery Mystery So much mystery Every when Every where We go from mystery to more mystery Life between  two ashes  Began in the dark to become  one point of the light  to become bigger and than disappears  in the dark  From the dark to the dark returns  Life its known is covered  by many unknown The ignorance dark hides the knowledge light Big black universe  from the great darkness world of the mystery destroys the real truth To the non end From mystery  killing the true real we return and return @FadyBouaz  All copyrights reserved ©  27/9/2017

#fadybouaz  Fake We are fake  Our names  Our bodies Our lives Our death  Our rememberance All are fake  Our God Our religions Our beleive Our knowledge  All are fake Every one  As his interests is His beliefs  His God  His religion His knowledge Many beleifs Many God with many names with many  different mercy  with many  different forgiveness  Many religions with many  different explanations To we be more evil than the devil  We made world  his basis on  many many lies  Our world The world of  The fake @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  27/9/2017

#fadybouaz  The one truth  The one truth  We live in mystery  All what we know is fake Some asked if  the love is fake ? Tell me what is the love Don't say  love is stupid feelings making us blind cant see the bads of whom we love And don't say  love is sacrifice  This will be selfish from whom you love Dont tell stories about it You dont know If it is real or not This is not the love If you dont know what it is  Or how it is whom you love  really certainly  The love is fake Some asked  If the belief  in God is fake ? Tell who is God  or what is  I can't answer  as you as them All the answers will not be more than fake Me and you and them don't know the real answers Don't tell me  the different religions stories  or their different ideas because not all  are the same Becauce of their  many differences We have  Fake peace  Fake living together  Fake no racism  So your beliefs  All are fake Some asked  Our existing is fake ? Tell me who you are? And where you are? Fro...

#fadybouaz You and me  My dear love Always I love you  Always I miss you  Always I want to be with you  I can't keep myself away from you I am loyal lover for you  I can't love any girl is not you When I look at another girl I go back to you with my great sorry And I say I love you  When I saw you in the beginning  I felt that I know you before And this is not the first time I saw you And this is not the first time I met you I felt that we met together before And we will meet again In next life or in heaven I am sure now as I was sure before When we met in the beginning That there is a connection between our souls  And you are my soul mate, my lost half You and me are soul mates  Unfortunately, in our this living Our souls bodies Have to live away from each other Without any hope to can be together  But I hope that God will combine our souls Always in every next living for us And forever in heaven No separation between us anymore @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday ...

#fadybouaz No matter No matter how long the night is the day will come and the bird will sing Fady BouAz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 27/9/2021

#fadybouaz  My love  My love is pains  No end to them  As my love you  My dear love  My tears are rains My sadness is storms  My disappointment is so heavy  My hopes are so dark  My sense of loneliness is so cold  Without you  My dear love  I am the capital of sadness  My heart wounds  are incurable so deep  No freedom from loving you  My dear love  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  26/9/2018

#fadybouaz  Yes there is goodness inside me You always say to me  God bless you  There is goodness inside you  Yes my dear love  There is goodness inside me  My love for you  My heart is full of love feelings for you  My angel love  Ignore my feelings as you want  I can't ignore my heart feelings for you  Refuse my love as you want  I accepted my love you  You think that you are staying away from me  But you are here in my heart  With my love for you my dear love  You think that you are far from me  You exist in my soul love  My soul hugs you by the adoring  Yes there is goodness inside me  You my dear with my love for you only My angel love @FadyBouazz  All copyrights are reserved© 20/11/2017

#fadybouaz  I know You know We know  I know You know We know I do not know  You do not know  We do not know  What we know  What we think that we know  We do not know  Do you know  That you know  But you do not know  Can you know  That you can know  That you cannot know Must you know  You must know  Must not you know  Do not ask what we know  We cannot answer that we know  What we do not know  Or you feel that you know  Your arrogant know Your humble does not know  We know to do not know  That we do not know we know  I know You know We know  What we know  What we forgot which we know  What we can know  But we cannot know  We know but we do not know  Do not try to know  You cannot know  what you know  What you forgot which you know  You want to know  Try to know  Look inside the memories  What you think that you do not know  Your know is from the great know  Great know is in your know  But you forgot your know  From your Great know  You want simple know You simply forget to know  Difficu...

#fadybouaz My dear love  My dear love  You are very beautiful and very kind Your skin color is very beautiful You don't need makeup covers it You are so beautiful looking I love you so much In my next life I want my life partner to be like you exactly I see many girls, but you are the only one, whom I look at her, and say I love you I look at you always, in great love for you I find difficult to stop looking at you I want to look at you more and more  I don't want to forget how you look like  After I saw you, I can tell God, how to be my life partner, in my next life I will ask Him Almighty to be like you exactly  I don't care about the another girls Your beauty is enough to me  I know what I feel when I see you I don't feel what I feel to you, when I see the another girls Very lucky who will marry you, he will can see always, your beauty and your kindness, every day and night Unfortunately I can't be that lucky husband But you will be happy always, if he loves you...

#fadybouaz Love that never dies Love that never dies Which is not the love for body beauty Because beauty wither with the seasons of life and may fade  And what remains are the morals and qualities And the true eternal love is the love of soul I didn't just look at your shape to feel love for you I love your good heart which is the twin of my heart I love your pure soul which is half of my soul And what you have of good morals and qualities and ideas Make you for me the best and the most beautiful girl that God created Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 25/9 /2019

#fadybouaz  Puzzle Dilemma Blackhole A new puzzle can't be solved For a poetic person lives all his life to find the answers for old difficult questions are impossible to have answers  For a poet wants to show his feelings to whom he loves  My dear  You put me in confused dilemma I try to understand it Why the destiny collects our souls with big distance  seperates between our bodies I ponder to know why  all this happen between us Feelings attract me to a love mystery  As blackhole attracts the light to its darkness And now  All I want is to escape  But I can't  Every once I tried I failed I cant forget that I know you Maybe you are the answers  to all the questions Or maybe you are  Puzzle with no solve Dilemma with no known  Blackhole of love swallows my feelings @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are eserved © 25/ 9/2017

#fadybouaz At the end At the end of my life I am lucky that I saw you Always I thought that The girl whom I want Is not existing Until I saw you And now after my life spring Is gone and never back again You are the so beautiful flower Of the spring of love you  On my grave of adoring you Always forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Thursday 24/9 /2020

#fadybouaz My dear love My dear love Why you push me away from you  You broke my heart I am dying in love you And you continue breaking my heart Is this what love means for you You broke my heart You have hurt my soul  You destroyed my happiness My dear love Thanks so much for the pain In very sad suffering In my love for you God forgive you  My dear love Be happy and blessed always God bless you always  I know that you can't love me As I love you  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Thursday 24/9 /2020

#fadybouaz My love for you My love for you Is a disease has no cure There is no healing for My love for you  Even if you are with me The disease and the cure Will be you  Whom I love you  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 24 /9 /2019

#fadybouaz The impossible The impossible for me Is to stop loving you No life for my heart If you are not living in it @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 24/9/2019

#fadybouaz  Universally  Sometimes I can't understand me  Asking myself Who is he that speaks inside me  But I am sure of what I know  That I walk in the life ways  Which fate has chosen for me  And my award is that  I will can share my dreams, my principles  Love Peace No Racism  Universally with the others  with more people than before  What I have from Goodness  That all by the graces of God  Thanks so much God  for his blessings on me  When He created  my Soul Heart Mind are poetic can express  my feelings, my dreams, my thoughts  like poetic expressios in poetic words  travel through the world  by history times  Universally  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  23/9/2018

#fadybouaz  Us Us all are the main enemy to all of us  We left God heaven to satisfy the evil greed inside the bad instincts of us  The dark inside us gesticulate to we fight God lights within us  I said before  Sharing the good ideas Illuminates the darkness of ignorance in the world  But now I will say sharing the good ideas Illuminates the darkness of our bad feelings and thoughts inside us  And the person will continue to have lessons in the life until dies  This is our first step, humans share with each other in respect and love, knowledge and science, or we will be back again as we began, primitive creatures, live eat sleep naked on the trees like the monkeys, and maybe the monkeys will be better than us.  God gives us another chance when gave us the conscious mind Before the devil played by our instincts, we didn't notice the difference between naked man and naked woman.  But this happened, after we ate the forbidden apple when we were in heaven, by the seduce of devil  This...

#fadybouaz Politics Politics is the art of the lying Of the wicked demons politicians Whom are destroying every chance For peace in our world For their evil selfish interests @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Monday 23 /9 /2019

#fadybouaz I hope  I hope I can die To don't live Another day without you My dear love I can't have patience anymore In my sad suffering In loving you without hope To meet you to be with you really  Maybe after I die I will reborn again Or I go to heaven And find you again And be with you always Whom I love you forever @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Monday 23/9 /2019

#fadybouaz  Very unfortunately  Once again, the meeting, me and my dear love We looked at each other with great longing Remind us of the warm love for each other in our hearts Remind us of the great adoring for each other in our souls Ignite the desires of love in us We got close to each other, we embraced and exchanged kisses of love, with the words, I love you, I adore you, I miss you Then we made up our decision, to do what we can't really do as a married couple, because for us it is very impossible to we meet really, and like lovers in the name of love we did that, we ate the forbidden fruit , as a hot delicious dessert to our instincts, our lusts, and our desires of our love to each other And we were very happy, but unfortunately, the happy times ended quickly with the end of the beautiful dream of love And me and her are separated by a great distance, and it is very impossible, really, to we meet, marry and be together with the great true love always all the time The winds of...

#fadybouaz You complete me All my life I'm alone Looking about the lost half of my soul  Until I saw you I looked at you And I knew that You are my lost half You complete me Your beautiful eyes was telling me Stories in love together You and me I looked at your lovely face I felt that I know you from a long time I know how you are I know everything about you Your smooth skin texture  Your taste and smell Our love actions and reactions together Everything in you is telling me that I know you and you know me I loved you since I saw you But I feel that this is not the first time I love you I feel that we have many love stories In several lives before You inspire my love thoughts about you By your lovely shadow  That never leaves my love imaginations I look at you always I hug you I feel your warmth I smell your odor  Everything in you Inspires me to love you more and more And every time I know more about you I know that And be sure from what I know That your soul is the lost half of m...

#fadybouaz  Some good humans Come to your life Like the sunrise After a long  dark cold night in the frost Like the angel's souls Spreading the warmth of humanity Illuminating by the light of hope your way to the end Telling you  Go on You are not alone Everything will be fine  Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 22/9 /2017

#fadybouaz  Just memories  Our lives are just memories  Some are happy  Some are sad  But all will be illusions  The forgetting will bury them  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 21/9/2019

#fadybouaz How much is so sad How much is so sad And the feeling of pain is great When the soul is devided in two halves They never meet Every half is confused looking for who completes it Lives lost with the grief In the world of the sad loneliness Like a bird has lost its wings Wants to fly soaring toward the sun To the world of warmth there But unfortunately cannot fly And remains alone in the cage of cold Its songs are expressions of sad tears It has lost the access to the world of joy @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 21 /9/2019

#fadybouaz Why my dear  Everything was going good between us We talked together with love words You told me that you love me, and I told you that I love you But suddenly you changed, and began to talk as if you want to break Why my dear Is your ego inside you is talking now Where is your love for me  Or you don't love me seriously and you don't want to be with me really You continue to dissappear or ignore me You continue escaping from answering my questions about you, to know you better more  How we continue if you don't want me to know how you are really  How I can complete with you, like a stranger loves you but does not know you As if you want to push me away from you, or you want me to leave you  My dear, I told you many times, that I am serious with you But if you are not serious with me, tell me Because if you continue what you do I warn you that I will go away from you Even if I love you, but I can't continue with you, as a secret you are hiding from me If you w...

#fadybouaz  I am as the wave I am as the wave in unstable sea from the frightness And the cold And the darkness And many bad surprises appear suddenly cause the terror and the pain I am as the wave  runing to a shore to touch it smoothly to feel its soft But unfortunately crash on  the hard cold rocks And go back to sea of the struggle To try to escape from it again and again  Search and search  to find that shore My destiny to continue in a life of suffering  continue feelings  of the pains alone Many many disappointment destroyed my hopes To find the warm chest to put on it my head that  is full of many sad thoughts  To can my heart with that chest heart find the rest from the pains  To can my soul fly with that chest soul to be free from the sadness But my destiny To continue alone No lover with me But if  The love without hope The best kind of love I am as the wave travel alone cant find the shore to dont back to the sea by the crashing on the hard cold rocks Again and again Witho...

#fadybouaz My dear lovely killer You are so beautiful I love you so much  You are the killer of my heart  By your eautiful laugh on your lovely face Your so beautiful eyes are shining kindness  Spreading the love magic Killing my heart by the love arrows You are my killer in loving you  I will be dead alive Lives in the grave of love My dress is the coffin of love for you I am your victim in love You killed my heart and burned my soul In adoring you I love you My dear lovely killer Whom I am dead in loving you @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 21 /9 /2019

#fadybouaz  The best kind of love  The sun and the moon are in a great love relationship  But they can never meet  For this the love without hope is the best kind of love  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  Friday 20/9/2019

#fadybouaz  It is so too late  I am alone in the darkness  Looking for a light  Illuminates my way  My soul is desperate sad  left me away  I pray to God so too late  Asking Him for mercy  My heart stops beats  As if it is a cold stone  In my body  That has lost its warmth  Sinks in the dark cold silence  Of the feelings and thoughts  The soil of the ground embraces it  And the eyes of the hell  Look at me  And welcome me  The warmth that  I will feel from now on  Is the warm of the hell fires  That burns my sinful body  Clean my soul from my body sins And the tears of remorse in my eyes  But unfortunately impossible I will can have the forgiveness  It is so too late for me  To obey my Lord  After long time in the disobedience  My time is over  I lost the chances  That God gave me  In love and mercy @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  20/9/2018

#fadybouaz  And again And again  I followed my dream And again I lost it From between My hands And again The all ways end in the stations of disappointment  And again The destiny is  Foolish and cruel shows me what I want Catch it between  his hands And then he destroy it  in front of my eyes When I try to have it And again I buy the love By the suffering  I buy it who sale I am age without youth  The white covers my hair I am a life without spring The despair covers my hopes To have happiness  is not covered by the sadness as always  And again I am waiting the end  of life is full of misery But I affraid the bad luck will follow me even after I die And no mercy in the sky for me And from hell in my life  To hell after my death And again  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  20/9/2017

#fadybouaz  I am still crying  I am from a country That has suffered For a long time In a civil war  Destroyed my dreams When I was young  Killed my love Without mercy Took my beautiful hope During a cruel fight The rockets fell down As the rain of terror  Every place Killing destroying All what we love Then the last time I saw my  Beautiful young love Scared and running With her family To find a place To hide from The dark destiny But unfortunately The death took them To its dark cold To the memories area Left me alone crying  And I am still crying  Every time I remember How she was killed  Whom is my beautiful dreams  As I am crying now  When I write  And no words enouph To express my sadness To describe my disappointed To tell how much is The pain in my heart The rupture in my soul @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  20/9/2017

#fadybouaz  The lost half  My soul is with you Your soul is The lost half  Rides with my soul  The waves of love In the ocean Of the emotions In my fantasy illusions Even I can't meet you I can't be with you I can't see you I can't know  How you are But I feel that I know you You know me You understand me I understand you You make me feel  That you are  The half lost  I want you To be with me  To complete me  You make me feel As if our souls are  Partners together  In love feelings And with  My all longing for you  My all love for you  And with  Every beat of my heart  Every breath of my soul  With every idea In my thoughts With every wave  Complains to the beach About my heart torment  In love you  I call you  You call me I love you My dear love  The lost half  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  19/9/2017

#fadybouaz  The sun and the moon  From the glow of the sun The beautiful moonlight  The sun illuminates the moon  By her love kisses to him  The sun and the moon  Light up our world  By their love relationship  Since their inception @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  Thursday 19/9/2019

#fadybouaz  Rent If I live in your heart  I will pay rent as my love  For your beauty, all my life  Come to me my dear  Whom lives in my heart  With my love for you  And does not pay rent  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  19/9/2018

#fadybouaz My dear  My dear I don't know what happened to me I loved you from the first time I saw you Why? I don't know All I know is that I love you and I want to be with you really For me I love what I see when I look at you I don't want you to be the most beautiful woman in the world The most important things are the moral and behavior and attitude I am here with you wanting true love I don't want sexual relationship or to waste time in order to have fun with you I hope that you are thinking like me, and you want what I want, and you don't want what I don't want I want you to love me honestly and you want to be with me seriously I don't want you to play with my feelings or to break my heart This is will be very painful and very sad Tell me honestly seriously, what you feel to me, what are you thinking about me, what do you want to be really between us I am still waiting your honest answer And to hear from you, seriously honestly, what I said to you many...

#fadybouaz  My promise  My dear love  You are a  Lovely flower  In my heart  Will never be  Wilted or die  My love for you  All my life  And after I die  And in my  Next new live  After I reborn  I will love you  Again and again  More and more  To the end of  Always and forever  I love you  My dear love  My love you  Is not just only words  It's my heart feelings  Of love you  And my soul passions  Of adoring you  And my promise to you  I will never forget you  I will never stop loving you  I will wait you  To meet you again  In our next living  Or in God heaven  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  Monday 16/9/2019 #fadybouaz وعدي حبيبتي العزيزة  أنت زهرة جميلة في قلبي لن تكون أبدا  ذابلة أو ميتة حبي لك كل حياتي وبعد أن أموت وفي حياتي التالية  بعد أن أولد من جديد سوف احبك مرارا وتكرارا  اكثر واكثر حتى نهاية دائما و أبدا أحبك حبيبتي العزيزة  حبي لك ليست مجرد كلمات إنها مشاعر قلبي من الحب لك  وعواطف روحي من العشق لك ووعدي لك لن أنساك أبدا لن أتوقف أبدا عن حبك سأنتظرك إلى اللقا...

#fadybouaz  The mind  The mind is never buried  The body is buried  Under the soil  And decomposes to be food  For the ground worms  The mind is our soul  That speaks within us  The voice of the purity  But the body instincts confuse it  And it will become free from that  By the body death  We have many lives  And the soul moves from  A body to another one  And the mind remembers our memories  But we don't know that  So that we know what we know  And we do what we do  This our mind inspiration for us  On our way of the enlightenment  Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved  Wednesday 18/9/2019

#fadybouaz  The life is so unfair I was looking in the darkness  I saw a beautiful shadow Appears from its black As a perfect beautiful girl looks at me and smiles I wondered from what I saw  This is so beautiful shadow The most beautiful girl I ever seen Her smile blew the sense winds of love in the dead feelings of my heart I look in the dark to can see her again And she came so close and stand near me And she said Do you realy want me ? Are not you afraid from me ? And from what will happen if I am with you and you are with me ?  Then I said There is no fear in love  To happen what will happen I dont care All I want is you to be with me And I be with th you Even if I will suffer Even if I will die Even if I will go hell I dont care Marry me  I love you  Be with me forever And I put the ring of my loyality  and my love for her around her finger And she put around my finger the ring of her loyality and her love for me And then I said in happiness We just married And I hug her with my ...

#fadybouaz Very unfortunately I am on a very dark long road It is filled with pits and pebbles, some large and some are small No light even if a glimmer to light my way Sometimes I stumble, sometimes I fall on the ground, but I get up and try to complete my way And along the way, I hope that there will be a light illuminating my path And my this hope has become my dream, which has not been fulfilled Knowing that I am close to the end of the road And I am about to reach that cold dark hole, that is starting to wave to me I am so close to it about to reach it To lie in it and never get up again, never going back from that cold dark hole Very unfortunately, my way starts from the darkness and ends in the darkness Life starts in the darkness of the womb, and ends in the darkness of the tomb From the darkness it begins, and to the darkness it returs My dark life path, from the darkness seemed, and in the darkness ended The beginning is darkness, and the end is darkness, and what between the...

#fadybouaz  In the middle Suddenly  without warning I found myself In a dark cold place I saw my dear love is far away from me Was tied with  chains of pains going to fires  of the suffering  of pain feelings I looked at the sky crying And I said this is whom I love, whom I want Dont take her away I want to be with her But unfortunately  No reply And then I tried to go to where she is  to save her from the torment  A voice talked to me  Stop you cant I said in sadness  Please let her go Take me torture me instead of her I am ready to buy  her pains, her suffering  The voice said in angry You must obey me  Your place is not where she is  or with her I refused  and I tried to go to save her  The voice said  you make me so angry by your disobeying  I said I dont want  Heaven without her If she is in hell there is my place  And then  I found myself alone  in a cold wild place  and I saw a creature from dark cut my way And then the voice said You are here to put the seeds in the ground to ...

#fadybouaz  No goodbye  My dear love  No goodbye in love  I will never say  goodbye to you  You can go if that  what you want  Don't say goodbye to me  Don't cry or feel sad  Don't worry about me  I am as God willing  And I will not cry  I will not feel sad  Not because I live crying from a long time  in much sadness Not because  enough cying, enough sadness  Not because I died  I can't feel sad, I can't cry  Because I am dead  in loving you my dear love  since I know you  Your beautiful eyes  killed me in loving you  Since I saw your beauty  My heart still beats  Only to play love melodies  for you whom I love you  My soul is not with me  so away from me  I am dead alive  without my soul Because my soul is you  And you are not with me  But I will not cry in sadness  Because I didn't lose hope  That I will meet you again  in God heaven In a day  Our souls together with love  Now I will continue my way  with my love for you  Without you as destined  to me dead a...

#fadybouaz  In the middle Suddenly  without warning I found myself In a dark cold place I saw my dear love is far away from me Was tied with  chains of pains going to fires  of the suffering  of pain feelings I looked at the sky crying And I said this is whom I love, whom I want Dont take her away I want to be with her But unfortunately  No reply And then I tried to go to where she is  to save her from the torment  A voice talked to me  Stop you cant I said in sadness  Please let her go Take me torture me instead of her I am ready to buy  her pains, her suffering  The voice said in angry You must obey me  Your place is not where she is  or with her I refused  and I tried to go to save her  The voice said  you make me so angry by your disobeying  I said I dont want  Heaven without her If she is in hell there is my place  And then  I found myself alone  in a cold wild place  and I saw a creature from dark cut my way And then the voice said You are here to put the seeds in the ground to ...

#fadybouaz O God  A very violent storm Severe hurricanes Strong winds Total destruction Athick fog of sadness heavy rains of tears Dark dense clouds of despair The lights of hope disappeared The darkness of losing hope spread very thick and dark There is no refuge or escape from the violent storms of fate The only hope is in the mercy of God Almighty to inspire us with patience for what He has destined for us Sadness and worry are great and hurt the heart and soul We ask God for mercy and forgiveness and freedom from the fire, O God, Amen, O Lord of the worlds Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 16/9 /2024 #fadybouaz  يا الله  عاصفة عنيفة جدا  أعاصير شديدة رياح قوية  دمار شامل ضباب كثيف من الحزن أمطار غزيرة من الدموع سحب كثيفة مظلمة من اليأس إختفت أنوار الأمل إنتشر ظلام اليأس بشكل كثيف ومظلم للغاية لا ملجأ ولا مفر من عواصف القدر العاتية  الأمل الوحيد في رحمة الله تعالى أن يلهمنا الصبر على ما قدره لنا الحزن والهم كبيران ويؤلمان القلب والروح نطلب من الله الرحمة والمغفرة والعت...

#fadybouaz But I couldn't Always everything that happens is against what I want, as if the whole world is conspiring against me so that I never get what I want, as if fate only wants my dreams to never be achieved, and always the darkness of despair covers the light of my hopes And for a long time, all I want is to die, because death is my only salvation from my very sad and miserable life, but, very unfortunately, even death I can't get Several times I thought to end my life, because I am in very bad conditions of life, no money, no food, no medicine, nothing I have to live But I couldn't kill myself, because I always fear God Almighty, and do not want to do what is against my faith and my trust in Him So now I'm dying in pain very slowly My health is very ill I don't have food or anything But I want to prove that I accept what God wants for me Or I die slowly starving or God save me I'm waiting to see what God wants exactly for me I will continue to be patient...

#fadybouaz  Your beautiful eyes  The all poetic words  in all the world  that can talk  about love feelings  not enough to express  my love for you my dear love  Or how your beautiful eyes  affects my heart love you I hope my love spring  is so long with you  The summer is hot that I want  Your love warmth burn me  when you hug me  Burn my heart  in loving you more and more  By love no end of it  More long than forever  I am not sad but I just pray  Maybe the Lord of the sky accept it  And in a day in God heaven  Our souls dance together  on love melodies from our hearts  Amen God  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  16/9/2018

#fadybouaz I can't be free I can't be free from my grave of my love for you Even if you are not with me really  My love feelings for you, are eternal chains of flames, burn my heart and soul in my love for you You left me from a long time ago, when we were on the way of our future life of love together You gone suddenly to the dark cold zone, and disappeared in the area of memories But I couldn't forget you or stop loving you or to love another girl than you Even if your departure is from a long time ago,  I still loyal lover for you When I remember my happy memories of love with you, I became very sad and angry, and I cry many tears express my deep sadness, because I lost my chance to be with you, and I have to complete my life alone without you Lonely I cry in my eternal prison, is my grave of my love for you, I can't be free from it  Always I miss you so much, and my only hope is that I will die, to can go where you are, to be with you again, as I dream always I pray...

#fadybouaz  My promise  My dear love  You are a  Lovely flower  In my heart  Will never be  Wilted or die  My love for you  All my life  And after I die  And in my  Next new live  After I reborn  I will love you  Again and again  More and more  To the end of  Always and forever  I love you  My dear love  My love you  Is not just only words  It's my heart feelings  Of love you  And my soul passions  Of adoring you  And my promise to you  I will never forget you  I will never stop loving you  I will wait you  To meet you again  In our next living  Or in God heaven  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  Monday 16/9/2019

#fadybouaz  Hell dream From the dark I heard a voice said this is your time And then I found myself in a big deep circle hole wih high walls  I cannot see its end with a circle stairs around it I sat on it  looking to a big hole As a big door takes to the fire kiln And I heard  Screaming voices To the souls  that feel pain that are tortured and burned  And then I noticed On the stairs Many many beatiful girls are waiting their turn to go in that door And then  a so beautiful girl came  and sat beside me so close  and grabbed my hands  And said in trembling voice  You and me  will go in together We have the same turn Together we will  have the pain I look at her with a smile And I said in myself  My pleasure to be  with a beautiful girl  Even if  I will be tortured I will be burned I will have pain This is not the hell This is the heaven And I press  on her hand with my fear that  she will go away And I will have alone all that suffering And the voice came back again  And told me that  ...

#fadybouaz  Always forever  My dear whom I love  Unfortunately  You came at the end  Of the autumn season  Of my life  I know now My love seeking about you Is finished  I found you my dear  I know that you are  Whom I want  All my live  My life partner  With my love  But unfortunately  Your place is so far  I can't reach you  You came too late  And I am old bird now  My wings are so tired  Can't take me  To your far place  To fly around you  To sing for you  My soul love songs  With the love melodies  From my heart  Your loyal lover  But my dear love  If you hear visible sounds  Around you whispering to you  This are my love whispers  The love words  That I can't say it  To you in reality  Every whisper says  I love you  I adore you  I worship you  My love seeking end now  My love for you  Only you  No any girl another you  I love you  Always forever  My lovely dear flower  On my grave in Love you  Always forever  @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  Monday 16/9/2019

#fadybouaz Look at me  My dear love Look at me See how I'm now An old poetic bird Very tired and sad I sing the sad poetic songs About my love for you About my sadness because you're not really with me About my suffering and pain because I miss you so much O whom you are the love of my heart O whom you are the adoring of my soul Wait for me my dear love always and forever Wait for me Look at me I'm at the end of my life's way So soon I will be with you I will fly with you like two angels by the wings of love We will never be again away from each other We will be together with the ove of our souls  Look at me my dear love You will see how much I'm sad I can't smile But now I am an old bird And this is my only hope now I will leave so soon my very miserable life because of your far away from me  I will be again with you so soon Wait for me Whom I love you  Whom I miss you Always all the time Until the end of the no end Look at me I say to you I love you I adore yo...

#fadybouaz Very unfortunately Very unfortunately, we see the appearance of the things, but we cannot perceive the hidden truth that our eyes cannot see Very unfortunately, even our minds are unable to know what is the hidden truth, because what we know is not the real truth but what we learn in the dark caves of our societies from customs, traditions, ideas and beliefs Very unfortunately, we are born free, but we lose our freedom to be imprisoned in the darkness of our dark caves of ignorance that they made us think it's the absolute truth Very unfortunately Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 15/9/2024 #fadybouaz  للأسف الشديد للأسف الشديد، نرى ظاهر الأشياء، ولكن لا نستطيع إدراك الحقيقة المخفية التي لا تراها أعيننا للأسف الشديد، حتى عقولنا عاجزة عن معرفة ما هي الحقيقة المخفية، لأن ما نعرفه ليس الحقيقة الحقيقية بل ما نتعلمه في كهوف مجتمعاتنا المظلمة من عادات وتقاليد وأفكار ومعتقدات للأسف الشديد، نولد أحراراً، ولكننا نفقد حريتنا لنكون سجناء في ظلام كهوف جهلنا المظلمة ا...

#fadybouaz  I don't God gave me good thinking, good manners, and the ability to express But often, I feel like a stranger to this world, like I belong to another world, or that I came into this world by chance, and I'm not supposed to be in it Often, I don't feel in harmony with others The people around me are different from me, no matter what I try to approach them, I stay away from them and remain a stranger among them They are all hypocrites and liars, and their truth is lies, and their loyalty is to their interests only, and in order to they achieve them, they are ready to do everything bad and evil, even if they destroy the world over their heads I'm always the victim, because of my honesty, loyalty and inability to take revenge, because I fear God, and I can do nothing bad even if to fight for my right But I'm always the loser, I don't have anything anymore, I don't even have money to feed myself, I don't have a house to live in, I don't have a...