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I can't know

My dear love
I can't know what is the end for us 
Everything is going as God willing and provides
But always my hopes in God
But God does not destined to we be together, yet
And I can't fight God willing
Who can know what is our future
I can't know that
Maybe we will be together really in this life and maybe not
Maybe in next life or maybe in God heaven
I can't know what is maybe
Only God knows that
I can't know what is God plans for us 
All I know now is that my life conditions are so bad
I am so poor person in financial crisis I don't have money to buy food unfortunately
I can't promise you and I am not sure that I will can fulfill my promises
My hope is that God will provide me
Or will transport my soul to a new body in a new life
And everything will always go well for me
And I will not again live alone in very sad miserable life as my this life
So poor person has nothing no money nothing live as God willing and provides
And everyone betrayed me and left me alone after took what wanted from me
And now I am alone from long time
No family, no friends and no wife or kids 
Old poor man feels very cold loneliness 
Without hopes and dreams
But because I afraid the anger of God
I didn't kill myself even if I am starving now 
But I decided many times to stop eating and continue sleeping until I die
But when I remember you my dear love 
You encourage me to get up
And try to continue living even if I eat a little
You taught me to be strong and to do not lose my faith in God 
Thanks so much for you always
God bless you always
I always thank God for you 
My love for you always forever
Happy Valentines day
My dear love

@FadyBouaz
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Friday 14/2 /2020

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