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Maybe and maybe not

I can't know why always
My attempt to feel happy
Turns into a knife
Is stabbing my heart
Tearing my soul deeply
It makes me cry
Because I feel pain
Why my days sunrise is hiding 
Behind the heavy black clouds
The dark always is waiting me
With my feeling so cold
I can't see the light of hopes
To I can dream again
That I will see the colors
For the life of love
Beautiful flowers
I'm singing for them 
As poetic bird
I'm now just going 
To the deep of the darkness
To sleep in the cold feelings
And if I will woke up again
Who knows what is hiding for me
Maybe I will find my love flower
To sing poetic melodies for her 
As my poetic works words
And maybe I will not find her 
Or find her and lost her 
As it was happened for me
All I can know I will go
To sleep in the bed of cold
In the kingdom of the darkness
I will not woke up again
Maybe then I will take rest
From my feeling pain
Maybe and maybe not
I can't know
Only one thing in my life 
I am sure from it 
I am always not lucky 
To I can find
What makes me feel the happiness
Without breaking as always my heart
Instead I laugh or smile I will cry
As happened for me many times
My disappointment will not stop
With my huge sadness until I die

@FadyBouaz
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28/2/2018

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