Poetic Birds

#fadybouaz What if My dear love, sometimes I think What if I go to the end of the no end What will happen there Will my cruel destiny change, and stop preventing me from to be with you really And you will stop ignoring my love calls for you, as you do now  And I will find you there, are waiting for me And I will hear from you yes, that I didn't hear from you until now And you will say to me, I love you, that you didn't same to me yet And you will hug me by your love warmth, and I will not have to live alone without you, as I live now, alone in my sad cold loneliness And I will find you always, between my love hands, to treat you in love, as you deserve, as I dream always And we will be together really, with the eternal love, always and forever, to the end of the no end @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 1/12 /2020

#fadybouaz  Your beautiful shadow Your beautiful shadow is like a bright moon illuminates my love's ways Takes me to the depth of the feelings I drown in the sea of love you more and more My soul in it breathes the adoration for you My heart from the deep feelings in love calls you @FadyBouaz  All copyrights reserved© 1/12/2018

#fadybouaz How much it is a big lie  I don't know what to say, to I can talk I am not happy to laugh or smile or to tell jokes If you asked me how I am I will answer your question I am fine Thanks God But I am not fine really From a long time ago I am not fine or I can't be fine I say thanks for God, in order to you don't lose the hope in Him Almighty as I do from long time Maybe God will listen your prayers but unfortunately He never listened mine So that I don't pray, because I lost the hope that God will achieve my prayers  Maybe God will be mercy on you, but He never be mercy on me Maybe he will feel sympathy on you and helps you, but he never did that to me And I don't have any hope that God dealing with me will be change So that I don't dream, because I lost the hope, that God will make my dreams true  I am in big sadness so desperate from God mercy, which I never had it, since I'm born And the only mercy that I hope to have  Is to lay down in the cold...

#fadybouaz  Face me as a man Face me as a man Mr arrogant coward Face me if you want to die I will kill you Yeah I will kill you  I promise you that Stop hiding in the darkness Appear yourself mr bad But you are evil coward  you will continue hiding Behind your bad evil games You deceived me  from a long long time You played in my love  for my partner My love was pure as my soul Clean as the heaven angels You put the bad desires  in my innocent feelings You put your evil dirty  in my purity inside me  I left heaven because  of your evil games  inside my angelic emotions Since then I am in long suffering In continuity lives and die Is born, suffer, die Cry, sadness, cry Even the sky cries on the ground Because it has to carry  all the infinity humans sins And no salvation The only way is that you die And I will kill you I promise you that Face me mr arrogant coward Face me as a man @FadyBouaz All copyrights reserved© 1/12/2018

#fadybouaz  Again you came Again you came By your fake angelic To hunt my goodness Again you came With your evil games To cheat my smartness I wish you didn't come I wish you didn't try As you failed  Many times before You failed once again You tried to take me To the darkness of your cave  Of your badness unbridled But you must know The sky's light inside me Your dark will not  Cover my eyes Will not make me blind You can't make me Your bad tempting slave I'm from a long time  Walking in my enlightenment way Free from my instincts slavery So go away from me Never come again I'm will not be your evil victim  I will not follow your devil I'm obeying the great goodness I want to join my love angel To fly with her by the love power As two innocent love angels God's angels blessing us  In the sky of love's paradise @FadyBouAz  All copyrights reserved© 2/12/2017

#fadybouaz  Many like you  Previously, many like you came, wor the angel's mask, put on their heads the devil's crown, flew by the evil's wings Previously many like you came, trying to cheat my clever mind, to hunt my heart's goodness, to make me lost in their bad unbridled world Many as you before came, and all of them failed to win their bad tempting games with me, and you will fail like many like you previously  @FadyBouAz  All copyrights reserved© 1/12/2017

#fadybouaz I don't know Everyone is in a cave as a cage for the freedom of the conscious minds as a prison for the purity of soul  The prayers will not be listen as if whom pray is a guilty  And the prayers are sins and whom pray it deserve to be punished  I don't known whom is free  Whom is inside the cave, that prison, or whom is outside it  I don't know whom is the guilty  Whom pray or whom can achieve the prayers but ignores them @FadyBouaz All copyrights reserved © Saturday 30/11 /2019

#fadybouaz  My remorse Past or present or future My remorse on what is gone never back The beautiful moment is so little, but our real age that is be calculated My remember her now, beautiful dreams as hopes, but unfortunately nothing of them will can be real With remorse now Yeah of course I am My remorse, on the love warmth that I lost, with my missing it so much My remorse, because I will go, without I can have the chance again, to be with her my dear love My sun at the sunset, the darkness will swallow it Nothing will remain after me, except the dark cold, that covers the memories of my life warmth, with the continuity of time @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved© 30/11/2018

#fadybouaz  My memories in my poetic works  My name is Fady BouAz  An Arab from Lebanon  I came to the life From fifty-two years  When I began able to speak  My questions began inside me  Why this happens Why this does not happen  Why are not all the things  The same in the world  Why the sun and the moon Everywhere are following me  I went to the school  And I started to know  Some answers to some questions  From many I didn't know  Their answers yet  I was always the first  In my studying in my school  Many looked at me with a smile I am whom is waiting for him A great future is successful  But unfortunately the civil war began Destroyed everything even my dreams With my hopes in my great future  We escaped from death many times  My house was destroyed and burned  Many times we had to live  In many different places  To escape from the savage war cruel damages  And finally after ten years  We left to another country  After my house family was destroyed  And unfortunately many me...

#fadybouaz Just only you  My dear love, the great love for you cannot be stop or change, it is a permanent and continuous love for you, just only you of all women in all of the world I only have one heart and one soul And you always fill my heart with the great sincere love for you, and there is no place for any other woman but you And my soul adores you and calls you with great longing, my dear half, my beloved twin, come to me to complete me I am a bird in the cage of eternal love, singing sad love songs, because life is so bleak without you My hopes, my wishes and my prayers are that you truly come to me, to fly with you in the sky of the paradise of love with the great happiness of adoring If not in this life, maybe in another life Then with me you will know a love that no woman has ever known with any man over time, my great and faithful love to you Just only you is the only one of all the women, and no one else, just only you, I love and adore  Just only you is my sweet dear love...

#fadybouaz I love you  I have only one heart and soul So that my love is true and great I am sinking deeply in the sea of love You continue to drag me to the depth I don't have the willing to resist I follow you with my love emotions I like to die in loving you more and more I'm alive breathing my adoring for you Whom I love you always and forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 29/11 /2020

#fadybouaz  Unfortunately Unfortunately  that there is no stop button  for love feelings  or no place to hide from it Escape and escape  to the most far away  in the universe But you will have to go back Yeah no options unfortunately  Love is a big Kingdom of chains  in pains and suffering and crying No salvation if you resist  But you will die  again and again  always forever   @FadyBouaz All copyrights reserved© 29/11/2018

#fadybouaz  I don't know I don't know, if my madness in love you, taking me to the depth  Or my desire to die, taking me to walk down deep, until my heart stops beating and my soul stops breathing The beautiful bright moon looking at me, illuminates my night ways, as your lovely shadow illuminates my dark cold loneliness without you My dear love, maybe I found you in the depth, or maybe not, and I will die and take rest, from my love pains and suffering and crying, without hope to be with you I hope you don't forget, to put the flowers on my grave, even if in your imagination @FadyBouaz All copyrights reserved© 29/11/2018

#fadybouaz Hope and faith  Keep your hopes and faith in God always Don't lose your hope in God mercy and forgiveness Let your hopes and faith to be your lights That illuminate always your life with happiness @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 28/11/2020

#fadybouaz Unfortunately  My dear love I will leave away without I have the chance to hug you really Unfortunately  My love dreams with you, will not be true It will be just love imaginations, as I will be after I leave away I will not can have time to talk with you anymore Or to be always with you really, as I always wish and pray for that to happen Try to don't remember me Don't cry or be sad All I want is to you be happy and blessed always My best wishes for you always, my love for you always I will not forget you or stop loving you I pray to meet you again in my next life To have the chance to be with you always  To hug you really by my love for you To make sure that you are happy always as you deserve You are a kind lovely angel You will be fine I will pray for you even after I go away See you again in next life, my dear love Thanks God that I knew you You are the best thing that happened to me, in all my miserable life Take care of yourself please God bless you always @Fa...

#fadybouaz My prayers now  My dear love  I feel that you are an angel You are so kind lovely  I don't know why you make me feel happy I forget my concerns with you You are like a beautiful dream, that I am flying happily in the sky of heaven But my dear love Maybe I will have to disappear Don't think that I leave you or I stop loving you and I forget you  You know how much I love you How much I want to be with you always I wish I could die when I am looking at your beauty But if I have to disappear This is God willing and is not mine I don't know what to do Please don't hate me And promise me that you will be happy always I will can be with you in the little few days But maybe or maybe not I will have to disappear I am crying now The most thing that I am thinking about  Is you my dear love I afraid that you will cry and be so sad after my disappearance  Promise that you will be strong And please pray for me I need your prayers I love you forever I want to be with you al...

#fadybouaz  Just only die The time is going on, without mercy for my sadness and crying  Because of my age time, that gone never back Without you whom I love, my only dear love No tears in my eyes to cry more My heart cries blood feelings My soul bleeds in adoring you I love you more and more, even I know no hope to be with you But who said that I will die just once only? I'm dying in love you so slowly, in every moment in my life  No crying anymore, from now on, just only die, like a shadow without a soul, because you are not with me my only dear love  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved© 28/11/2018

#fadybouaz Chains Our live ways are our chains Our destiny is our big cage Our God willing is our big prison And what we feel between  our beginning and our end As our body feelings and desires Are another chains for our soul purity The body is just a cage for the pure soul And from all that, we have nothing Except pains in long suffering We call it life, begins from  the born pains with our crying  And we die nothing around us  except sadness and crying  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved© 28/11/2018

#fadybouaz  I am for you only  Nothing to do  Exept thinking about you Whom chose to hide So away from me  I can't reach you  To can satisfy my eyes  In seeing your beauty  You are so cruel Because you decided  To leave me alone  Without your lovely presence  You have hurt my heart  Whom always carries  The love for you only  My soul felt pain  When you left me away Only sad half it is now  Can't be completed without you  Always in hot longing  Calling you where are you  My only lost half  Come to me come  I am missing you  I am loving you  To when I must wait Without you my half  You are always in my mind About you only my love thoughts  Always innocent love dreams  With you my only soul twin  I am so sad always crying  This poetic words are my soul tears And remember I never blame you  For the torment of love for you  In my long sad loneliness  I swore from long time  On your grave in my sad crying  For you only my love loyalty  I buried my heart love feelings  With you my o...

#fadybouaz  Sorry For Me She is my only one love  I'll never be with her again  She is now an angel in the heaven  And I'm the hell fires waiting for me  Sorry For Me @FadyBouAz All copyrights are reserved© 28/11/2017

#fadybouaz The hope This life is the world of graves, and it is just a passage to the life of the afterlife I hope for a good end and a place of rest in the paradise of Allah Almighty  The times of happiness in your life are your life that is count, without happiness no times of life will be count, happiness is the life, without it life will be as naked trees in the autumn with the cold are very sad and desperate The hope is that after we leave this earth life of continuing suffering and sorrow, we will go to the great Creator and by His mercy and forgiveness will give us the chance to go back to heaven that we left in the beginning to we follow the devil and play its evil games Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 27/11/2021

#fadybouaz He He appeared suddenly from the darkness I wondered who is he He looked at me, with a cunning smile, and said Did not you know me I am your partner, since you have born until you will die, and after your death and rebirth, I am with you always, every time I am in your thoughts, feelings, desires and instincts In hypocrisy you pray to God destroy me  But you forget that you followed me from the beginning You left God heaven by my inspiration  In order to you enjoy your time with your partner in the love games Without me you can't have kids in order to your kind continue Since then you continue to play my evil games But you continue to lie in your prayers When you ask God to terminate me Because you know that without me, you will disappear with every one Do you know who I am now  I am the devil, your evil side, you can't be separated from me I will hide in your dark side, I will listen to your prayers against me, hypocrite creature But remember that I will meet you in...

#fadybouaz Unfortunately Unfortunately The sky is deaf does not listen to the prayers The sky kingdom cannot control our world The evil games everywhere anytime And the worst games are the political selfish games Unfortunately You now have to obey their rules instead of obeying God And follow their rules that serve their selfish interests Instead of following the good principles that serve the humanity We are in bad world of the evil politics games  The mercy left the world of selfish humans And no forgiveness to who does not serve their interests Yes the hope in God to save us But when that time will come It takes long time and did not come yet The good innocent people pay their life as a cheap price They live poor in so bad life conditions Looking at the sky asking help in their prayers But no hope for the prayers to be achieved  The sky is deaf does not listen to the poor complaints The sky is blind does not see the tears of pain in the poor eyes  Even the sky refuses to listen to t...

#fadybouaz  Died when he has born A morning dawned  In the fog Its sunrise  Lost its warmth  And a spring Bloomed in the frost Its flowers died Because of the cold A baby  Died when he has born  Its journey was from  The womb to the tomb @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved© 27 /11/2017

#fadybouaz  Thanks God Thanks God So much  For gave me  The poetic soul  To express my feelings  As poetic words  My memories  As poetic works @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved©  27 /11/2017

#fadybouaz  Thanks God Thanks God So much  For gave me  The poetic soul  To express my feelings  As poetic words  My memories  As poetic works @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved©  27 /11/2017

#fadybouaz Amen My dear love I love you and I accept that my love for you is a hopeless love Because love without hope is the best kind of love I like to you make me feel a pain always Because this means That my hopeless love for you makes me feel like that And I like that Because this means I love you always more and more and miss you so much all the time  I like to you always make me suffer in my hopeless love for you Because this means My love for you is a sincere love  And you are are in my heart and soul always forever Don't worry about me  The most important thing I know that you are my soul mate and my lost half And you are the only female that always I imagine Whom sleeps beside me and hugs me O whom I love you  I will wait My chance to be with you really always In another life How I much I want to we marry legally really To can really hug you and kiss you the love kisses always anytime  And I will be able to see you always And always I can live really with your kindness an...

#fadybouaz The hope This life is the world of graves, and it is just a passage to the life of the afterlife I hope for a good end and a place of rest in the paradise of Allah Almighty  The times of happiness in your life are your life that is count, without happiness no times of life will be count, happiness is the life, without it life will be as naked trees in the autumn with the cold are very sad and desperate The hope is that after we leave this earth life of continuing suffering and sorrow, we will go to the great Creator and by His mercy and forgiveness will give us the chance to go back to heaven that we left in the beginning to we follow the devil and play its evil games Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 27/11/2021

#fadybouaz Unfortunately Unfortunately The sky is deaf does not listen to the prayers The sky kingdom cannot control our world The evil games everywhere anytime And the worst games are the political selfish games Unfortunately You now have to obey their rules instead of obeying God And follow their rules that serve their selfish interests Instead of following the good principles that serve the humanity We are in bad world of the evil politics games  The mercy left the world of selfish humans And no forgiveness to who does not serve their interests Yes the hope in God to save us But when that time will come It takes long time and did not come yet The good innocent people pay their life as a cheap price They live poor in so bad life conditions Looking at the sky asking help in their prayers But no hope for the prayers to be achieved  The sky is deaf does not listen to the poor complaints The sky is blind does not see the tears of pain in the poor eyes  Even the sky refuses to listen to t...

#fadybouaz He He appeared suddenly from the darkness I wondered who is he He looked at me, with a cunning smile, and said Did not you know me I am your partner, since you have born until you will die, and after your death and rebirth, I am with you always, every time I am in your thoughts, feelings, desires and instincts In hypocrisy you pray to God destroy me  But you forget that you followed me from the beginning You left God heaven by my inspiration  In order to you enjoy your time with your partner in the love games Without me you can't have kids in order to your kind continue Since then you continue to play my evil games But you continue to lie in your prayers When you ask God to terminate me Because you know that without me, you will disappear with every one Do you know who I am now  I am the devil, your evil side, you can't be separated from me I will hide in your dark side, I will listen to your prayers against me, hypocrite creature But remember that I will meet you in...

#fadybouaz  Thanks God Thanks God So much  For gave me  The poetic soul  To express my feelings  As poetic words  My memories  As poetic works @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved©  27 /11/2017

#fadybouaz  Died when he has born A morning dawned  In the fog Its sunrise  Lost its warmth  And a spring Bloomed in the frost Its flowers died Because of the cold A baby  Died when he has born  Its journey was from  The womb to the tomb @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved© 27 /11/2017

#fadybouaz  Love never wither Love never wither Love is like a candle  burns and does not extinguish And my love you will never die I am in great longing for you many pieces of love you  Are scattered searching about you My love is for you only  You are only my soulmate My heart is in the love prison Looking for you  from the hope windows  to see you My soul is dancing in love  with your beautiful shadow  You are only her beloved one My heart still loves you My heart love is not only poetic words in romantic stories My love you is immortal Even if my life seasons withered My love never wither Even after I die  you will hear my heart in love  always is calling you My love you always forever alive My love you never die My dear love  You are  Love never wither Love never die @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 12/2/2019

#fadybouaz  My love My love never wither My love never die My love never stop My love always forever But my dear love I told you  many many times previously I love you I mentioned you always in all my poetic romantic words You know that  my heart is a loyal lover for you You know that  my soul is missing you  in great adoring for you So my dear love Whom I love more than love  always forever So my dear love  No need to tell you again  I love you @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 13/2/2019

#fadybouaz  Love without hope I never be happy in my life Nothing can make me happy Maybe death will can And my dear love what you can do from your so far away I can't smell the flowers in the far gardens So you will be just illusions in my love dreams, no more than that Your presence in my love dreams is not as your presence with me really  You will not feel, in my love dreams, my love for you  But in our love reality together, you will feel it  Yes of course I hope you can come really To you make me forget my loneliness cold by your warmth in love Do you know that I dreamed many love dreams with you my dear love I hope if that love dreams really true  It is so good if that is really reality with you Not just only imaginations in love dreams You will feel happiness and I will can feel too But unfortunately you are so far away And this will not be more than beautiful dreams with you Will disappear in the illusions imaginations in your so far away You will never come here to we meet...

#fadybouaz  My dear love My dear love I never saw as your beautiful I love you so much I hope that you are here now with me But unfortunately you are so far away You are not with me here really  I will love you always without hope until I die I will write my love poems for you only From now on You will be my love inspiration for my poetic romantic words You will be the love topics for my poetic love stories I will love you with every beat of my heart I will love you with every breath of my soul I will dream in you only all my love dreams Even when I am sleeping in my grave after my leaving  I will continue dreaming in you In my heart my love for you will continue alive My soul will continue missing you My lovely soul mate Until I meet you again in God love heaven And marry you between God angels And live with you with my love you in God heaven gardens My oath for you I will never forget you I will never stop loving you You own my heart my soul always forever until the end of the no end...

#fadybouaz  Unfortunately Unfortunately There are many many broken souls, with disappointed dreams and despaired hopes , in the huge suffering of cruel living As the trees against the winds of severe storms, damaged branches with withered leaves falling down Unfortunately No justice, no mercy Just only so much suffering Many many eyes are crying, many many sounds are screaming loudly, in so big pains, asking for help Unfortunately The help is absent, so far away in fantasy place and time Unfortunately @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 10/2/2019

#fadybouaz Always forever I just want you to know that I was honest with you  When I told you that I love you Please don't think that I lied to you I really love you But unfortunately no hope to be with you I know that you can't believe me now  I don't blame you I lost your trust But I never lied to you But unfortunately my love for you is love without hope And don't blame me  You left me, disappeared and ignored me And even if My love for you is important for you or not You believe me or not You love me or not You want me or not You ignore me again as many times before  I love you forever Just remember that  I don't ask you anything But don't think that I lied to you about my love you My dear whom I love you more You are in my heart  Always forever @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © Monday 25/11 /2019

#fadybouaz This is how I am with you By the willing of the destiny of the sky, the planets, the sun, the moon, the stars, they are all in definite paths and separated by definite vast distances that cannot change, so they can never meet So me and you my sweet dear love, we are on specific paths in the book of fate, the great distance separates us, I can never really meet you Only I can meet you in my fantasies, dreams and hopes, to feel the happiness of love that I really want to feel with you always, but unfortunately this imaginary happiness is lost in the world of illusions, and unfortunately I am not destined to truly feel the happiness of love with you The moon that is covered with white, from afar looks at his beloved star with great longing, he cannot approach her to tell her how much he loves her, so he with his great love for her, lives alone in the great cold darkness This is how I am with you my sweet dear love I will live alone with old age and my great love and longing for...

#fadybouaz Always forever  You are as a beautiful moon is the high of the sky So beautiful bright, smiles in a shining smile Gives me the hope in a nice love That I am not alone in the darkness of loneliness  Illuminates the sad darkness around me As the hope Illuminates the sadness of despair with the happiness You disappear and I am here looking for you from the far  Waiting for you to you appear to see your beauty again I miss you always, I love you so much I hope I can be near you to be with you in a big love for you I wish that so much, but unfortunately this is impossible Prevents us from to be together the far distance between us I am buried alive in the ground of love, dead in loving you I love you all my life, after my death in my love for you Always forever  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 25/11 /2019

#fadybouaz  Oh whom are prisoned  Oh whom are prisoned In the prison of your love feelings Its high walls of your sadness  Suffering in your love torment  Crying in its thick dark of your pains Alone in its heavy cold of your loneliness  To when you will stay in the prison of your pains When you will destroy its high walls of your sadness When you will stop crying your suffering torment  Why you are loosing your hopes can't smile  Your dreams are broken became your nightmares Oh whom are prisoned  Alive in your grave of your cruel destiny, of your merciless Lord for your suffering  Go out to the lights of the warmth of your new life spring  Look at the beautiful flowers of your new spring dreams and hopes, smell their fragrance  Turn your face to the sun of your new hopes Listen to the birds songs for your new life spring dreams Whom knows, maybe your destiny will change And becomes has sympathy on your heart feelings  And the sky lord will be merciful on your soul love  And maybe ...

#fadybouaz  The best results for us What is gone never back Our lives ways only in one direction Lead us to our future during our present away and away from our past The life lessons we can learn it from our many many experiences  The great always is our God The master always is our destiny The best teacher always is our life experiences in our lives journey The only final point is the dark point only that waiting us, to hug us with the cold of death, since we born from the dark point, to hug us the warmth of the life lights I hope God completes our minds So we will know, that as we come we will leave with nothing  What we will take to the sky court only our works  If they are good then we will win the heaven happiness forever If they are bad then we will regret in hell fires forever I think this is the point of our lives, but unfortunately we forget it, to we follow our selfish personal interests, to we satisfy our bad greedy  I hope God continues to have patience on us in mercy and ...

#fadybouaz  In a day In a day We all will bow to our Great Creator In innocent honest obedience This will bring peace to our tired souls because of our body many many lust sins Our lives just roads with only one end in the cold dark silence Our many many lives are exams in big suffering, we must succeed in it To we can reach the enlightenment stage In order to our souls at the end can rest in peace in the gardens of happiness between the angels of goodness in God heaven Far away from the endless torment in great pains and remorse with the evils in the hell fires @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 10/2/2019

#fadybouaz  I have learned I have learned from my life experiences, even if I like it or not, even if I am happy or not, even if I am satisfied or not I have learned many lessons Some are valuable and some are not But the most valuable lesson I have learned, that the life lessons are never ending until I die And as I come I go Without I can to know the main lesson, about the truth of our existing I have to learn more I must learn more But unfortunately I don't have enough time The life is short time to learn what I must know And unfortunately, it is so too late  I realized that the time is passing very quickly  And unfortunately, in following my selfish interests, I wasted my time living to learn as much as possible Unfortunately, I came ignorant and I will go ignorant And this is the lesson that I have learned Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 8/2/2019

#fadybouaz  I am immortal I am so poor person  Living as God willing and provides But I am more rich than any rich I am immortal poetic words in my poetic works I will never disappear  from the history memories Every one from my poetic words Will remember me Will know who I am I am immortal poetic torch forever Will continue to illuminate the ignorance darkness of the world Throughout the time But the rich will disappear with everything they have They will be dark cold graves buried in the forgotten memories @FadyBouaz  All copyrights are reserved © 9/2/2019

#fadybouaz What God wants me to do Nothing to do Just waiting Maybe or maybe not Waiting what God wants me to do And I can't say no to what He wants me to do , but I will do what He wants  If God doesn't want me to do what I am going to do Prevents me from doing that I will can know that, few days ago  I am waiting to their end Whatever I will do, this is not what I want, but what God wants me to do  I can't resist God's will  I born, live, die, as how is destined for me by God I can't change my destiny, even if I like it or not This is what is destined for me by God's will  And I must accept it So that I can't say yes or no I can't do what I want to do, I can't change what God wants Even if I pray, God doesn't listen to the prayers He ignored them as he did many many times before This is my destiny and nothing can change it, even a little I will be brave enough to do what God wants me to do, no more hesitant  I can't know now, but after few ...

#fadybouaz  What is the poet My Great Creator thanks Thanks so much You created me a poet But what is the poet Just the poetic writings about love and nature?  Or the poetic missions about the goodness, justice, humanity, against the evil, injustice, racism.?  Unfortunately the poets forget the power of the words And if some poets want to be cowards I will never be like them I can't accept to bow as coward My principles Love Peace No Racism Against all the evil devil racists In every place and every time always forever I will continue my poetic mission As a good poetic prophet In world is so tired from the infinity sins of the bad evil devil racists This is my destiny from Allah Almighty My Great Creator Allah chose me, I didn't choose what I am, who Iam I will continue until I leave, and my poetic words will continue after me, as the brave poetic prophets of the poetry Until the end of the no end, spreading telling the world my good principles, the humanity dreams in world liv...

#fadybouaz I hope I can help you My dear love I hope I can do something to help you I feel your pain You tear my heart How I can be happy and you feel pain Why God doesn't listen Why God ignores the prayers I can't smile when you cry You are angel from the sky Even when you have pain but you try to spread the happiness in the world You hide your pain and instead of you cry You smile your beautiful shining smile As if a beautiful angel is smiling But my dear love Now I cry, the tears in my eyes I can't be happy, you feel pain, how I can smile I pray for God to heal you to help you I hope God listens to my prayers, and achieves it Doesn't ignore it as He ignored before, always, my prayers  I hope God replace me with you And I take your pain To you can live comfortably and happy always But all I can do now, is to love you and pray for you  Whom I love you more and more My hope in Allah Almighty to help you to heal you  Amen 🙏 Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Satur...

#fadybouaz Stop violence against women Stop your violence against me Stop your hurting me Stop your smashing my pride Stop your reducing my importance I am the twin of your soul, I am your half  I am the female that completes you, man Without me the life does not go on I am the one who feeds our children from my body while they are inside it I am the one who feeds our children from my body after they are born Stop the arrogance of man against me I am your life partner Life continues as we are united together Be humble and shout out loud Stop violence against women Equal rights for men and women And let us complete the life together with love and respect always  Me and you together the continuity of life @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 23/11/2020

#fadybouaz  I will never forget you  From few days I accepted, A dear friend's advice, To tell my love's girl, About my love for her.  I wrote many poems, About my feelings, Told whom I love, How I love her, But she didn't reply, She ignored in her refusing, My innocent feelings for her.  I wrote to her again now, If you don't love me, I love you forever, If you refuse me, I accepted my love for you, Even if I knew my love without hope, Since I met you, I knew you, Ignore my feelings as you want, I can't ignore my heart's love for you, Refuse me, hide away, I'll continue wanting t you, You are here so close, With my soul adoring for you, I'll never forget you, I can't stop loving you, I will continue to love you, All my life without stopping, always, forever. God bless you always, You are only my heart's love, My soul's half, my soul's mate, I will never forget you until my life ending.  @FadyBouAz  All copyrights reserved© 23 / 11 / 2017

#fadybouaz  My soul you are promised  My soul you are promised، torment in the suffering and sadness, As you are promised always my soul, You don't calm down or relax, Why you don't give me the mercy, From the torment in feeling love for her, Why you are so cruel merciless on my heart, Pains and sadness in hopeless love, You love her, you want her, You can't stop thinking dreaming in her, She doesn't love me, She doesn't want me, She refused your love feelings for her, She ignored your love calling for her, I know you can't forget her, You hug her by the adoring warmth, As your mate is a half from you, But my dear soul what about me, My heart feels your pains, My eyes cry for your sadness, Because of your feelings love, And all I think now that, The only rest that I can have, When I lay into the dark cold grave, Or my soul you will carry your love, To my next new life, And again to the sadness to the suffering, In the torment of love feelings for her, And again...

#fadybouaz I don't have hope My life conditions are very bad as the others life conditions everywhere I am very sad suffering and very hopeless And this makes me can't write as I was before I don't know about what I can write I don't have hopes or dreams Even I lost the ability to pray I don't have hope that love can be exist to lead us to we live in happiness with peace equally Humans, unfortunately, continue to follow their own selfish interests in great greedy They continue destroying the world without any care of them for the humanity pains and sadness and suffering We don't have hopes to live healthy, sickness is always a partner for us, death is waiting for us all the time and it is the best hope for salvation I am without any patience more, waiting for death to hug me really by its dark cold comfort, or waiting the destruction of the world and all the humans will disappear forever, maybe this will help the another creatures to live in peace When God will ...

#fadybouaz I'm universal poet Some evil devil criminals terrorists extremists racists want to drag me to their low level But this will never happen I'm universal poet My principles are Love Peace No Racism I am with the good future for the humanity To we all together live in one big community of diversity in love with peace without racism And only the criminals terrorists extremists racists hate me because of my good principles And because Facebook owner and employees are group of criminals terrorists extremists racists hate my good principles And to I can't talk about them, they deleted my Facebook accounts with my poems many times to they destroy my poems And now they prevent me from post my poems or repost my old poems Because my poems are against Facebook rules Which are racism hatred and crimes against some origins and religions Facebook is a criminal terrorist extremist organization Criminals terrorists extremists racists Facebook owner and employees are danger on pea...

#fadybouaz  I don't know if I'll say what I'll say  I don't know if I'll say what I'll say  Our actions translate our thoughts  That are controlled by our conscience  Which is unclear lost his purity  By the society habits since we born So what is good here will be bad there What is bad here will be good there  Maybe, who can know the real truth ? Maybe our judgment will be fake  To we satisfy our personal interests The devil the most fake kind  Always give us the fake sweet  Hides its only evil truth  By giving us the sweet forbidden  To we satisfy our dark instincts  And after we are poisoned  By the evil devil forbidden  We hurry to pray with fake obedience  We know that we are weak  We have inside us double opposite  We see the light we see the dark We feel the goodness we feel the evil  We know the angels we know the devils As we do the good we do the bads  As we obey the great God  We disobey Him following the devil  Nothing in us clear or pure or clean  W...

#fadybouaz  Please don't change please don't  Please don't change please don't  You are the angel's shadow inside  You are the angelic light inspired me  To continue my life way with The hope to achieve my dreams  You are whom learned me to be  Kind and good in my dealing  And to be the help to whom needs it  Please don't change please don't  Don't hide the stars in the black  Don't let the moon go to the dark  Don't hide the sun behind the clouds Let me as always see your  Light of the hope Illuminates  The dark of my life's despair  Let me as always by you feel  The warmth of the goodness  The warmth of the kindness  The angelic hope, my sky blessing  You my good kind angel  Whom took me to the bright sides  Away from the dark sides to my life  Even if you my angel don't know  Maybe I hide my innocent feelings  For you as my respect and thanks, so  Please don't change please don't @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © 22/11/2...

#fadybouaz Who are you Who I am  Come to me come whom I love  I can't stop thinking or dreaming about you  In them only I can see you  With my innocent love for you  And you make me feel more sad When in my reality I can't find you  I'm more sad more angry  More tired more suffering  My heart more feels pains  My soul more sick in missing you  Even I can't look at you l see you  Even you are not with me far away  I am thinking dreaming about you  Even you don't want me I want you  Even you don't love me I love you  Who Are you Who I am  You are my love's angel my real love  My heart adores you my soul mate  I'm your loyal honest lover  My heart can't stop loving you  My soul cant stop worship you  You are so kind so polite  Very respectable and full of goodness  You are angel like a human girl  I'm unfortunately whom his love is pains His heart tortures his soul  I can't feel happiness any more  My missing you captures me  By feelings of sad...

#fadybouaz  O my God  My eyes are laughing  My heart is crying  But what is the end  of my crying and laughing  From long time injuries  And tears were shed  O my God  What I can do this is your wisdom  I'm desperate and the hope is  In your mercy my Lord  Why the abuse Why the cruelty  Why my Lord  To whom I complain and listen to me  To whom I cry and have mercy on me  My heart complains to you my God  My soul is crying begging your mercy  O my God  My eyes are laughing  My heart is crying @Fady BouAz All copyrights reserved© 20/11/2017

#fadybouaz  My hope in Allah Almighty always forever My hope in Allah Almighty always forever And just only for Him I pray And just only Him I obey And just only for Him only I bow  Everything will disappear in a day Even the racists with everything they have But even after I will go away My writings will continue telling the world always forever, about the racists bad works for their evil interests And now this is my prayer, and everyone will read it will pray with me, and God will hear it with the ears of justice, and will revenge for me from the evil bad racists Please everyone pray with me always forever, I pray for God to destroy the bad evil racists and everything they have and burns them in hell fires, Amen God I will go heaven pure soul, as Allah Almighty angels, as the all good innocent people who obey God always But you racists, God will burn you always forever in hell fires, in huge suffering in so big pain, as God punishment for your evil bad works, as God revenge for the ...

#fadybouaz Whom I blame An angel came to God, and asked Him, why you are angry and sad God answered the angel, I look at those evil savage creatures, who continue destroying and killing, they are more danger than anything else I created The angel replied to God, those are the humans God replied to the angel , those are humans without humanity, they are very bad and very selfish, even when they pray, they ask me for the cheap fleeting pleasures, instead of asking Me, to give them the eternal happiness in heaven But whom I blame, those evil selfish creatures, who preferred to obey devil instead of obeying Me, they preferred to leave heaven to play the evil devil games Whom I blame, I began think that I must blame Myself because I created them, the most evil selfish creatures in all my creatures I hope that they will be happy with their beloved devil, in the eternal torment in hell  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Saturday 21/11/2020

#fadybouaz And now I am The caged bird sings the sad songs to express its heart pains and its soul grief, as it is pray to the lord of sky for the salvation, or be free from the cage of sadness and suffering or be free from this miserable living situation My sweet dear love  Your beautiful eyes keep telling me about a relationship between us, perhaps in a previous or later life, and they keep making me feel a spiritual connection between us, as if they are telling me that you are half my soul or my soul mate. But everything has a path that does not deviate from it, and my path does not meet with your path, it is never possible to meet in this life And now, I'm a lonely bird, in the cage of true love for you I am so sad I sing sad love songs that express the sadness of my heart and the pain of my soul because you are not really with me, whom I adore you madly and without hope to be truly with you, and my sad love songs express my prayers to be free from this sad miserable lonely lif...

#fadybouaz I am just My dear love I am not an angel I am not a devil I am not an evil creature  I am just a human Is not perfect Needs love My life is miserable In continuous suffering So sad loneliness Is very cold No love warmth hugs me My dear love Will you come to me really To hug me by your warmth To we together exchange The love feelings and words and kisses To we together eat the hot sweet dessert of love My dear love  I am just need you to be with me really To we live together the happiness  In the heaven of love  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Friday 20/11/2020

#fadybouaz I want you My dear love Whom you are so far away from me And you are with me only in my love dreams All what I want now  I want that dreams with you become true I want you to be with me really Whom I love you more I want you to come here really And you are with me really as you are in my love dreams always  You know how much I want to be with you always You know that you are the only one that I love I told you many times that I love you I want you Come to me really as you come always in my love dreams Come to me really my love forever Come to me whom I love you more and more Always forever  I want you Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 20/11 /2019

#fadybouaz  Answer me  Where are you my God  Why don't you listen  Why are you deaf Answer me Why don't you give help  to those whom ask you it Where is your mercy  Answer me  Why I must fight alone  your first black angel  your beloved devil  Answer me  Why are you so cruel  without any known reason you created me  Answer me  When your foolish cruel destiny  will look at me  by the eyes of mercy  Answer me  To when my eyes laugh  with my heart crying with my loosing the hope  Answer me  How much my great God  I prayed to you  begging your mercy  Answer me  But you always merciless deaf never heard my prayers  Why are you hopeless  Answer me  I accepted my love Is without hope But why you destined for me  to be alone  Answer me  I'm so sad desperate alone  Sad with my suffering  Why all this  Answer me  Why everyone comes my life  As innocent good angel  changes to devil  Answer me  I'm so desperate without hope  in your destiny help  Are you good  Answer me  Why you cr...

#fadybouaz  How much beautiful  How much beautiful  You are in this dress  As if the blue of sky  Robe for a brown cloud  How much beautiful  The sunrise of sun  From your brown eyes  Decorated the cheeks  Of the full moon  By the most beautiful light  I hope I'm thread  Was making by it  This clumbthy cloth  To worship you  In temple of your beauty  Happy with my aughty  And pious never be  Again forever @FadyBouAz All copyrights reserved© 19/11/2017

#fadybouaz  With our true love's real  The shadow of  My dead girl love  I see it as  Angel is looking at me  From the sky  As a light  Illuminates my night  Of the dark sadness  As my love for her  My young love  Still shinning in my heart I look at you I see you  Beautiful angelic shadow  I'm alone but not alone  You are the wings Of the love imaginations  I can fly with you  In the world's sky  Of the love dreams  Together free to be With many dreams  Of the love together  Until the dreams  Become true  When my wishes  Will come true  To be with you really  My young angel  With the true real love Forever with your  Real warmth presence  No separation and no shadow  I have to continue  My loneliness with it Every dreams imaginations  Of the love together  Wil be true real with  You only you my  Young love's angel  In true real life together  With our true love's real Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved ©  12/11/2018

#fadybouaz Why The girl that I love, the girl that I want, in which I see the girl of my dreams, whom is all I want as my partner in the journey of a lifetime with great love This my beloved girl makes me so sad when I see her, because it's very impossible to be really with her Whenever I see her, with great sadness, I sigh, and I ask God Why I can only be with her in my dreams and thoughts but I can't be really with her  Why is the one I want existing and not to me, not destined for her to be my wife and for me to be her husband? Why my great love for her is a love without hope, and the only hope is maybe I will be really with her in the next life Why does my heart have to sing sad love songs, so my soul lives in great despair because it cannot be with her whom is its half that completes it Why my sincere love for her is deprived of happiness with her really Why is happiness in love with her, just only imaginations in the dreams of my love with her, it cannot be fulfilled, so ...

#fadybouaz But Impatiently I'm waiting for the end of my very miserable journey But  I'm not an infidel, I'm not angry But I'm sad, I'm in pain, I'm suffering, I'm disappointed, But I redeem you always by my soul o my dear love whom lives in my heart But The caller is calling, the time has come, for every debt has a time to pay off Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved ©  Friday 19/11/2021

#fadybouaz  Like a hot dessert  In a cold morning day  I went back home  I found my love  Waiting for me The delicious breakfast Prepared for me  I was so hungry  I ate a lot  After I finished  I kissed her longly  As my so thanks  And then we went  To the bedroom  And we ate together  The forbidden apple  Like a hot dessert Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved© 18/11/2017

#fadybouaz  We are all humans We are all just thoughts  in God destiny Our lives are just dreams  in destiny imaginations The time is passing  As we come we leave Everything will disappear I am so sad That the bad things happen We are all humans We are all the same We are all Alah creatures  And the Great Creator is only one My hope is that  the good will win at the end By the willing of Allah Almighty Amen Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are recerved © 26/1/2019 Who thinks that this poem against society dangerous on it Facebook racists said that to prevent me from share my poem Facebook racists hate my Arabic origin prevent me from post my poems

#fadybouaz Will be their big grave The world is so beautiful By its so beautiful nature in which many beauty Many beautiful creatures and things But unfortunately  Humans destroy the world and spoil the nature Not enough for them that they are killing each other But they kill the beautiful creatures of the nature The large and the small To they satisfy their selfish evil interests Inside them the instinct of killing iis so big Without any mercy even on themselves Without thinking about the consequences Their arrogance that they are the master of the world Blind their insights and kill their consciences What do humans want What is the future that they will leave for their children  They will stay alone in a devastating world empty of the beauty They will be masters on a dying world Will be their big grave Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 19/11 /2019

#fadybouaz  Unfortunately I am human, but I am scared, our humanity is sleeping, in the caves of selfish interests Unfortunately some lost their humanity, in following their evil interests, and because they are thinking in great ego, that they are more better than the others, and they can have what they want, and the others cannot, and they can achieve their evil selfish interests, even if they destroy the beautiful things in our world, even the things that was created by God Unfortunately we cannot live, in peace with love without racism Unfortunately Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are recerved © 26/1/2019

#fadybouaz  As the angel's souls  Some good humans  Come to your life  As the sunrise  After a long  Dark cold night  In the frost  As the angel's souls  Spread the warmth  Of the angelic humanity  Illuminate by light  Of the hope  Your way  To the end  Telling you  Keep going on You are not alone  Everything will be OK @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved ©️ 19/11/2017

#FadyBouAz  Does not matter  Does not matter  If the God angry  Or the devil dance happy  From the dark the light born And from the hot sense The erotic desires  The love exist  From going in deep  Of the dark of us From playing the forbidden  Bad unbridled games  A new born come with pain To life of the suffering sharing it The good and the evil  Together forever to the no end @FadyBouAz All copyrights reserved © 18/11/2018

#fadybouaz But love helps us  As the desires are many, are not one  To we satisfy what we like or don't like  Our desires multiple react  in many different ways What I want is not what you like  What I like is not what you want  As love is blind desire changes us Shows us only the perfect in the others Love will make us  good with ourselves and the others We will can remember only the good things in us and love it We will can remember only the good things  in the others and love it We will remember that only  God is he great love is perfect So that we must not forget  to be humble always Devil came from vanity But love helps us  to understand what is the reasons  for doing the mistakes  And to we have mercy  and forgive the others Like God is the great mercy and forgiveness Fady Bouaz  All copyrights are reserved© 18/11/2018

#fadybouaz In a place In a place I am All its people, with the time, disappear in the memories that become imaginations The place is not in heaven or hell Maybe it is between them, or maybe it is inside both of them  In the place, there is a partner for everyone is living in it, from the birth to death This partner is invisible inside all of us, is very bad and evil, playing with our feelings and desires and instincts And this is the struggle within us, between what we desire and our obeying to goodness And this happens again and again always In continuous exams for our obeying In life of continuous suffering Until the end of our living in the place To we go after that, to heaven or hell, as the results of exams are @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Wednesday 18/11/2020

#fadybouaz I will never be coward I am non racist universal an Arab poet and my principles are Love Peace No Racism Facebook owner and employees are criminals terrorists extremists racists hate some origins and religions  They continue their racism hatred and crimes against me because I am Arabic poet But I am so disappointed now From whom thinks that I will stay silent I will never be coward I am poet The poets are as prophets Must be brave and stand against the bad ones They must refuse the injustice They must use their words as weapons to fight the wicked They must trust God who gave them the poetic talent They are poets The world poetic prophets To tell about the humanity good dreams and hopes Their words together from all the world will fight the racism hatred and crimes And their principles must be as my good principles Love Peace No Racism And if they forget their poetic mission They are cowards and they never deserve the name poet They betrayed their God and humanity I am poet ...

#fadybouaz What I want What I want is not what it is now Yes we deal brother and sister But who knows what is hidden deeply in the feelings and thoughts Whom is silence That doesn't mean that doesn't have anything to say  Silent lover is the only way In impossible love For whom is perfect Beautiful looking, heart, soul, mind, morality Whom only her that deserves love And to be the hopes and wishes about her And to be the prayers to God To find her again in next life To have the chance that I couldn't have in this life To be with her To tell her how much I love her To treat her in great love Always every time  Whom I can't tell her now That I love her Now I am brother I am silent lover What I want is not what it is now  @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Tuesday 17/11/2020

#fadybouaz I am not better My dear I know that you are sad and you suffer and feel pain I know that you are crying  I know all that I can feel what you feel I am not better than you I am alone from a long time Sad and suffering alone in my miserable loneliness I can see your sadness behind your beautiful smile on your lovely face  I see that in your beautiful eyes  I see you like a sad bird is suffering in the cage of pain I hope that you can go out And open your heart for me  And you feel for me the love that I feel for you And our hands hold each other And our hearts hug each other in big love  And we go together life partners  Can you open your heart And listen to my love calls for you Can you stop ignoring me and reply me Stop closing on yourself in that cage And come to me in the name of love And remember that I need you And you need who is like me Love you, feel you Because I am like you In the same cage Let our hands hold each other to we become free From the sadness and sufferi...

#FadyBouAz  I can't know who are you  The angle or the devil  My love to you will take me  To the heaven or to the hell With you my innocent feelings  My desire sense inspiration  But I can know whatever you are With you I'll go whatever  The place you will take me  To it with you who I love you  Doesn't matter I don't care  if we will fly in heaven love sky  Or we will be burn in hell desires fires @FadyBouAz All copyright ©  17/11/2018

#fadybouaz  Until she will get free  The body the soul cage  Even if she gets free  It will be for a little time  To go back again  To new body as her cage  Again and again forever  The soul as an angel Always in fight  Against her cage abuse  And will continue as this  Her light against his dark Her goodness against his badness  Her kindness against his cruel  Her clean against his dirty Her pure against his instincts  Her clear against his desires Every good in her Against everything bad in him Her angelic knowledge  Against his devilish ignorance And her fight for the enlightenment Wil be her hard exam to pass it  To be free from her cage slavery  To live in God heaven free happy  As angel between heaven angels  Or she will continue exist as slave In her hell cage as her master  For his guilts she will be punished She will be in many difficulties  And to her many challenges She will know the feeling pains  With many feelings sadness  She will cry more than she laughed  She will be s...

#fadybouaz  I can't know I can't know after I die  To where I will go Where I will be  I know that I'm traveling  between two dark stations But after I leave away  and go back again from the dark station  Where is my new traveling will be  On Earth this planet or another one  Or I will be in heaven  Just soul without body flies free from the body slavery  in heaven happiness  Or in hell  Just body is burning in hell fires  feeling pains to pay for its sins But I can know  I'm not always here forever  As everything else disappears, me too  Only Allah is always forever  The no beginning The no end  Subhanahu Wata'ala  And as I will leave away  I must not do  what makes me shy Make the others remember me  just to say I was bad And I must be good enough  with the others in my dealings I must always remember Allah in everything I do And as I ask Him Almighty  mercy and forgiveness  I must be mercy forgive the others  I can't know what is hiding  to me in my traveling...

#fadybouaz So big So big  My sadness inside me  Bigger than anything I can feel or think I can't feel anything except my pains that rupture my heart and weep my soul I can't feel the happiness I can't laugh I can't smile I can only cry I don't have dreams I lost the hopes And only I wish is to die To be comfortable from my suffering alone in huge sadness And if I pray I pray to sleep and never wake up To continue sleeping in the dark cold tomb And never reborn again from the dark womb I pray to I go away to the world of memories and never back again I don't want to live again My luck is so bad and will follow me to my next life I want to take rest from the suffering always forever Without reborn suffer die I pray for that always every time every day I hope God achieve my prayers Amen 🙏 Fady Bouaz All copyrights are reserved © Sunday 17/11/2019

#fadybouaz You are welcome always You are welcome always My dear love Remember that love can't be its opposite Unfortunately a big distance between us  I hope that we can be together really True love for you always  You deserve to love you forever You are lovely and kind and good person always And you make me happy with you And when you are not with me You make me miss you so much Without you I feel sadness I feel cold loneliness I feel very angry from my destiny Because is not destined for us To we be together really Partners in life of love together I want to be always with you I want your warmth to hug me more and more Until I become ashes Dead in love for you You give me the life of love By your love kisses for me And I hug you by my love for you always To make you feel happy always As you deserve As a lovely queen My dear love always forever @FadyBouaz All copyrights are reserved © Monday 16/11/2020

#fadybouaz  No hope unfortunately  How my dreams can be real If who can achieve the wishes  Doesn't listen to me  Even if my voice is so loud  Never hear me  I lost my love angel  When I was young  I lived all my life alone  Cry in sadness  Instead of life in happiness  With her whom I love  More than all of the love  In all the world  And when I found her again  I found her a young lovely angel  And I am old man so tired  From carrying the heavy sadness With big disappointment No hope unfortunately  To me to be with the girl Whom only her is  My love dreams My love wishes  My dear love  The Lord of the sky destined for me  To die with my feelings  For her my dear love  The love that I feel all my live The love without hope unfortunately  I'm going to die soon  As the hope to be with my dear love died  As I die in love her so slowly, in my every step, to my dark cold grave of the eternal silence for the emotions, always forever  Maybe I will rest with my heart  In comfortable p...